Mikaela Hyakuya @sacrificial-protector-blog - Tumblr Blog

yuhichiro replied to your post “[This blog has gotten so painful to run that it’s become more like...”

// do you want someone to talk to, bb?

[I think I’ll be okay?... Just overly stressed... ^^; Don’t worry about me.]

[This blog has gotten so painful to run that it’s become more like pulling teeth just to log in.

In all honesty, I’d love to just wipe it off the face of the earth, given my dipping self esteem, near-constant panic attacks over replies, and increasing sense of worthlessness.

I suppose, in a way, this is my warning if the blog suddenly vanishes. I’ve gotten tired, is all... Hiatus was a light word for something like this-- I’ll probably just end up deleting the blog altogether soon...

Really tired...]

[I’ll be taking a very temporary hiatus over this weekend...

Not feeling all that well and my muse is lacking--

Guess this is what I get for burning myself out on nearly two dozen roleplays, aha...

If you want to contact me, feel free to ask for my Skype.]

#outofhumanity #satoshi speaks #hiatus

mikasinyuu

he’s finally got the right mindset

#owari no crack #myself #mikaela hyakuya #family album #//I'm done

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Reblog this if you want a LONG (or short) anonymous message saying what they think of you.

#jUST DO IT #anon meme #meme

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#images #myself #my brother #family album

[It seems Tumblr decided to be an absolute...

Ugh.

Before I go and knife Tumblr, I’m going to apologize for lost replies;

due to the drafts/asks acting up not long ago, it seems all my replies created today (this morning) had vanished off the face of the earth. c’:

I honestly am two seconds away from murdering someone...or something.

I’m sorry, I’ll be getting to replies at some point... Just not right now.]

#outofhumanity #satoshi speaks #satoshi rants #satoshi is going to kill something jfc

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#80+ of you???#WHERE DID YOU COME FROM?#outofhumanity #thank you guys seriously

You belong to me-yuu Chan

Send “You belong to me” to see how my muse reacts.

His brother’s possessive nature was nothing new, but hearing him speak such words aloud startled the blond into a sudden burst of silence.

He breathed out, averting his blue eyes away from the other.

“I’m your brother, Yuu-chan. Always.” Forever and always, Mikaela would sacrifice his life for Yuu’s safety, regardless of what the coincidences would involve. As long as his raven-haired brother was safe, he would regret no part of his life.

#meme reaction #ask #hoihoichiyochan

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Anonymously tell me what you think of my character portrayal.

#might as well...#outofhumanity #satoshi reblogs stuff

[People like to try my patience...

I’ll perusing Skype for the most part.

Those interested and that are mutuals, enjoy this:

Skype

Username: clingyboysatoshi

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#outofhumanity #satoshi speaks

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Stickers!! (Closed AU with sacrificial-protector)

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“Ah- I see.” Yoichi chimes, before innocently standing next to the blonde. Yuuichirou had told Yoichi that Mika had been rather outgoing when they were kids, which was hard to imagine. The blonde was as dense as a brick, and as stubborn as a wall. He sets the stickers on a table, humming a little. “Maybe you an I could hang out? We haven’t in a long while.”

The first and only time Mika and aYoichi had ever ‘hung out’ was when they were 12, and Yuu had pulled some stupid move, trying to flying-kick a squirrel off a branch. Mind you, that ended up with Yuu going to the hospital with a concussion, and some pulled muscles. Mika and Yoichi had kept eachother company for the rest of that day. It had been 4 years since that day, though.

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The male tilted his head slightly as the other inquired about 'hanging out'. Mikaela preferred to stick solely with his brother at all costs, learning to cope being only with him and avoiding all others. Rather pathetic, in all honesty, being so clingy. But the blond enjoyed only his brothers presence and felt a constnat need to protect and serve Yuuichiro as much as possible.

With a reluctant sigh, the male turned his blue gaze to the rather fluffy child that had given the offer. "I was planning to take care of Yuu-chan, today." Though he knew Yuu would feel a lot better knowing he was 'playing nice' with Yoichi, no matter how much he wanted to deny it. "....But I suppose we could hang out." He was reluctant, especially not knowing Yoichi all that well despite being mutual 'friends' with his brother.

#rp #moon-demon-duo #modern!verse

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Things Change (closed RP with moon-demon-duo)

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What the hell–?

The vampire watches the transformation, cringing in pain. A silent yell tore from his lips when the other began to scream out. His brother was in pain. His BROTHER was in PAIN!!! The blood-sucker’s ruby hues widen as the tar-like wing begins to jut out of the blonde. Tar showered him, as he stood in horror, frozen in place as the other had began to finally ‘calm’ down.

The dead silence that hung over them caused Yuu’s heart to sink, slowly walking towards the blonde, despite his instincts screaming to run. This was his brother… This was still his brother.. Mika needed his help. “M…. Mika?” He whispers out in a forced manner, attempting to place his hand on the other’s head. A possibly deadly mistake.

“P…. Please be okay..”

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The blond shifted, every movement appearing to tear his entire being apart. Not entirely in pain, no. He could no longer sense the pain, but the struggle of each slow, raspy breath was enough to prove that even standing was a near-impossible task. Mikaela shifted, attempting to take a step forward, only to find himself barred by one of the filthy vampires; his brother, no less.

A low, animalistic growl caught in his throat and he recoiled from the touch. Despite it being his brother, he wanted nothing to do with the physical contact. His only thought process was on slaughtering humans; they deserved it, judgment had long since been passed upon them and he would carry out his orders to the ends of the earth.

"Mu-s-s-st end s-s-sinners."

#rp #tc rp #seraph!mika #moon-demon-duo

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The moment the scent he remembered flooded through his scenses, it was a well known scent causing him to freeze and clench his swords tighter. “Mika…” His eyes got watery before he brushed them away. If there was someway to do what he did at Shinjuku…It made him narrow his eyes. “Mika… What are you doing here?!” His immediate reaction would’ve been to drop his sword and run to the blonde. It was a stupid question.

Mika was always taken the pain and blame form them. “I was trying to find you.” The motion of the noble vampire made him twitch. “Mika…” He got down and crouch behind MIka…looks like it doesnt matter as his human scent shows. “My squad…I ran off without them..Shinoa should be here soon to find me.” A grumble was heard as the purplette was mentioned. “I swear to god Shinoa.” He watched the blonde vampire closely and winced.

Mika. The male who gave his blood for good food. “Ill save you Mika.” His fists clench, rage seething through his blood. “Should you be here?! Last time i saw you you were almost killed by Guren!! If that.” He trembled. “Why are you with that vampire? That vampire that killed our family! Why Mika!” He snapped back, grabbing the front of the others cloak. “Why do you always take the hard hits Mika!” It would be stupid for Yuu to take the hits now, Yu is still human. He twitched a bit. Mika sacrificed himself to feed Yuichirou good food. “Idiot! Dont you care about yourself!?”

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Mikaela attempted to keep his gaze steady, despite his encounter with his brother. His attempts, however, appeared to be in vain. The blond's eyes softened with absolute devotion towards his brother, accepting the snaps and shouted, heated words of the raven-haired boy. This was his brother, and he'd accept any amount of tongue lashings he offered to give him. Though he tore his cloak away from the other's grasp and turned around, sword at the ready in order to protect his brother from anyone who dared to cross his path.

"I need to protect you, Yuu. You're my family." The blond gave the slightest of smiles towards the darker haired family member, turning his gaze back as he prepared to protect Yuu with his life. Did he care about himself? Not particularly, admittedly. The male couldn't help but feel a sense of confusion, though, that Yuu actually cared for him, still. Even if he were a bloodsucking, filthy vampire, Yuu still admired and cared. It was rather sweet. Tightening his grip on the hilt of his sword, he tensed and adjusted his position. "You were foolish to come alone, Yuu."

#rp #hoihoichiyochan

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honestly she was not feeling in the mood for anything..her brother was capture and now she must go against it how can the queen battle her own family? now she knew how Mika felt to go against Yuu at least he was trying to save him unlike her there is no way to save Asuramaru from been a cursed blade was there? maybe only the humans knew since they are the one that knows how to handle those..

Hearing the voice of her little Mika making her eyes turns to see him, he can see and tell that it was not herself she was broken..even as vampire there were broken feeling there hurtful feeling and pain.” Things..wont work out Mika..My brother is capture and is trapped there..yet your brother is the one using mine in that sword..” Hisses Krul wanted t go back there and rip those child’s head but not Yu’s head.. Knowing how her lovely vampire is trying to cheer her up The queen can’t get that much of a cheer thinking how humans are using her Family.. “ Damn those humans MIKA I WANT THEM DEATH!” Snapped at him realizing it was not his fault this was not none fault only Humans’s…

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Mikaela cringed away slightly, recoiling as his Queen snapped. While she wanted humans dead, the blond preferred only to care about his Yuu; he would steal him away from those pathetic creatures and, if at all possible, avoid killing like the bloodthirsty monster he had become. Yuu would hate him if he harmed a fellow human...right? That was always a true fear, yet how could he hope to comfort Krul in her time of need? His emotions had long since been tucked away, hidden under lock and key. The only one to truly gain rise out of him had always been (and always would be) Yuuichiro. How was he expected to care, comfort, satisfy the one that had turned him into a flat-out monster, a leech that would forever be despised by his precious brother?

Let alone, how could he comfort Krul when his brother was in reach, whereas hers was in that cursed blade? At least Yuu could be stolen away, with few consequences (to his knowledge). "Never...lose hope." The words felt awkward being spoken aloud. "We'll...find a way to get him back. You need to never falter, you need... To stay strong, if only for your brother." All words he had told himself, long ago and even now.

#rp #thequeenkrulxxx