( at the bottom of one of his bags, he'll find a small necklace that once belonged to jo. slim silver chain with a tiny 'j' initial given to her by her father. she left it there for dean, just in case it was their last hunt when it was only /her/ last hunt. )
     bag lying on top of the wooden table, hands  rummage  through it to take out the weapons he had  brought along with him for the big hunt that went down ; to  kill  the devil was the plan, however lives were  lost  along the way. people that shouldnât have come along in the first place, but the  truth  of the matter was that if they didnât, the winchesters wouldnât have made it. what a sacrifice it was to die  for them.  weapons laid out, dean searches the bag once more to make sure he isnât forgetting anything and when he feels something  small  touch the pad of his fingers, a brow raises and he grasps whatever it is.
     slim silver  necklace  held up in the air, the hunter clenches his jaw as green hues note the small âJâ at the end, breath catching in his throat for a moment. he doesnât know when or  how  it got there or  why  it was there, but the only name that comes to mind  ( of who it belongs to )  is jo harvelle. he remembers the way he had to  carry  her inside, how she couldnât walk. he doesnât know if death took her  before  or  with  the explosion, but he knows that her and ellen were the sacrifice that shouldnât have happened. grip tightening around the necklace, deanâs gaze falls just as his hand comes down to press on the table with the piece of jewelry  underneath  his calloused palm. swallowing down the lump in his throat, the  guilt  that he feels, he lets out a sigh and utters out a  whisper,
                            â  âm sorry.  â