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Samantha Collins M.D

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ferris && samantha

The most terrifying words ever spoken, the dreaded ‘I need to talk to you’. Ferris tensed immediately but nodded his head with a frantic energy. Get it over with, give him the bad news, rip the bandaid off quick. Of course, while worrying about how bad what Sam had to say was, he didn’t have any time to think of what Sam would actually tell him, only that it was definitely bad, “Yup I-I can take it,” No he can’t.

She took her glasses off, setting them in the case on her desk. “Take what?? I’m not giving you a prognosis of ten days.” She let out a laugh as she dug through her drawer. “Tis, nothing lad I’m just a little worried, and honestly I don’t know how to word it very well but, I think ye need to talk to someone...just for some much-needed venting about things. It worries me from time to time how nervous you get with things. Now you don’t have to call them, this card is just in case you ever feel the need to talk.” Samantha cared a lot about Ferris, and though she was very thankful to have a visit from him weekly, it just worried her. “Don’t worry too much, I’ll still make sure no bracelet’s gonna kill my little friend.”

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hans && samantha

“Suspicious doesn’t mean she’s gone,” Hans reminded her. “She could have had a mental breakdown and decided to run off and left her badge in Mrs. Tremaine’s place after a book club meeting,” he decided to make up a scenario in his head, just as an example of a more positive story. He wasn’t usually this much of an optimist, but he needed to keep the people calm in case something bad really had happened. It was a responsibility he assigned to himself. “Not too hard to explain.”

“I guess you’re right.” She laughed, brushing burning red curls from her eyes. “But that’s too clean especially for such a big case ya know??” Sam didn’t mean to be a pessamistic person but, she was a realist and most grown women like Winnie, didn’t run off, at least not for this long without any trace. “It’s hard to explain in a logical sense, Mrs.Tremaine and Winnie weren't alike much, why would she trust her with that, knowledge?? Not logical.”

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ferris && samantha

Ferris shivered at the thought of dead skin. More so because he remembers how he used to “exfoliate” skin so much it would burn or worse, bleed. It freaked him out- the thought of being unclean or having germs on him. It’s not gonna kill me, Ferris told himself. But it was just hard to believe sometimes, “Yes. Well, n-no. No-Not meh-medically speaking. No allergies. That I know of. Neh-Never too late to find them.”

“Just, ya need to let your skin breathe...this is essentially because the bracelet was keeping the dirt and grime on your wrist.” She snapped off the gloves on her hands and went to the sink in the back of her office. “I wouldn’t  wear anything on that wrist until they clear up, get some polysporin too, may help you just to not worry...” It was obvious that he worried so much and Sam hated how it affected him. “Ferris...lad, I think we need to talk about something that’s very important to me.”

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hans && samantha

Hans narrowed his eyes in an interested, but somewhat off-put expression. “I think it’s too soon to say, wouldn’t you? Conjecture is dangerous to the public until they’ve released more information,” he stated, leaning up against the wall. “But I don’t know what I think, exactly. I just know that Winnie is a very important person in this town and there may be things in the background of her life we know nothing about,” he added. “And it’s not truly evidence until there’s been a crime,” he pointed out.

“I don’t think it’s too early at all, she’s been missing for a while now, under suspicious circumstances, tis a crime.” Shrugging slightly Samantha adjusted her glasses. She didn’t really think what she said would affect what the police would do, but she saw the logic in his statement.”It so is evidence, she wore that nametag every day, since I was a sprout. Ye got to admit it’s hard to explain away.”

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tinsley && samantha

“It’s ridiculous. I didn’t even finish a single season of CSI New York and even I know of better ways to hide your fucking evidence.” Tinsley laughed along. Far away from the police station and the flower altar at the bakery, the whole ordeal seemed at a safe distance. The dissociation from the investigation and the peace of mind it gave her worked as a two way street. Surely, the small blonde didn’t mean to sound morbid in any way but she couldn’t help but agree with Samantha on a superficial level. “Gosh, that would be such an anti-climax though. Has our Sunnyside news really reached out of state, just to find out the creepy old lady did it? There goes our chance at a Netflix docuseries!”

“Exactly, obviously the wee lady deserves a nice ending but, all of us need our emotional interest, in this case, to be satisfied, if they found Winnie there then that could be satisfying but now the police got more questions, yeah?” Shrugging, Sam flipped her hair over her shoulder. “whatcha mean out of state?? It’s just another missing person case, don’t ye get a new one every couple days and shit??” Sam wouldn’t say she knew everything about America but she did know one thing. Ireland was almost worse crime wise, maybe she was just accustomed to the rising rate in her home and just assumed it was the same here, or she was deep in a true-crime hole but, wasn’t it common? “Docuseries on Netflix are amazing...”

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honey && samantha

The voice made her jump a little from where she sat, her head bent over her notebook. She had been working on a new formula to try and distract herself from the news, but clearly it was following her. “Honestly?” Honey mumbled, fixing her glasses so she could see a bit better, “I think anything is possible at this point. But it seems too convenient.”

“Sorry...” Sam said, moving to sit across from the other. Resting her chin on both her hands, Sam shrugged. “At least in Ireland, they know how to hide evidence, and they’re drunk.” She’s silent for a second, eyes scanning over all the writings around them. “Whatcha working on??”

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ferris && samantha

Intellectually, Ferris knew he was just being silly. His heart however, said otherwise and pounded at the thought of being allergic to any fabric blend he’d have to always be on the lookout now for, “I took it off hours ago, I wah-wasn’t gonna keep it on” He pulled hup his sleeve to show her a row of little red blisters, and green on the top of his wrist where the metal bead had sat, “Thanks for… humoring me.”

Adjusting her glasses to the tip of her nose sam began the familiar process for when her fearful, hypochondriac of a friend came to visit her at work. Gloves snapped against her skin and she took the wrist in her hands. “Well, the metal’s cheap, it’s stained your skin...but that’s common happens to everyone, as dead skin comes off so will the colour, wash it if ye like but nothing too serious.” Fingers gently glid against the small little row of blisters before leaning back “Ye got sensitive skin Lad?”

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“Whoever Mrs.Tremaine is, she’s fucking dull, who on God’s green earth keeps evidence in their god damned house??” The incompetence was what seemed to be the only thing that really bugged Samantha about this, she never knew Winnie and honestly, missed the big she’s missing thing and though she felt bad for the woman’s friends and family, she had no ties emotionally to the case. “Do ye think the lady killed her??”

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[sentencestarters-and-asks]

Send a space thing for questions

Planets: Life

Mercury: What’s your full name? 

Venus: What’s your first language? 

Earth: Where’s your home? 

Mars: What’s your sexuality? 

Jupiter: Do you have any siblings? 

Saturn: Any pets? 

Uranus: What’s your hobby? 

Neptune: When’s your birthday? 

Pluto: What time is it right now where you are? 

Moon: What are you currently studying/hope to study? 

Stars: Experiences

Sun: Have you ever had alcohol? 

Sirius: Have you ever failed a class? 

Rigel: Have you ever gone on a rollercoaster? 

Deneb: Have you ever been out of your home country? 

Arcturus: Have you cried out of something other than sadness? 

Betelgeuse: What’s something you can never forget about? 

Aldebaran: What’s something you care desperately about? 

Canopus: Have you ever broken a bone? 

Bellatrix: Have you ever been forced to lie/keep a secret? 

Alphard: Have you ever lost a friend?

Vega: What’s something you’ve done that you wish you hadn’t? 

Constellations: Favourites

Centaurus: Favourite holiday?

Orion: Favourite month?

Cassiopeia: Favourite book?

Delphinus: Favourite study?

Hercules: Favourite instrument?

Gemini: Favourite song?

Pegasus: Favourite place to be?

Libra: Favourite colour? 

Phoenix: Favourite thing to wear?

Aries: Favourite movie? 

Cygnus: Favourite weather? 

Hydra: Favourite sound? 

Galaxies: Love/Friends  

Milky Way: Who’s your oldest friend?  

Andromeda: Do you consider yourself social? 

Black Eye Galaxy: Do you believe in love at first sight? 

Cartwheel Galaxy: When was your first kiss? 

Cigar Galaxy: How’s your flirting skills? 

Comet Galaxy: Have you ever had to leave a relationship because someone changed too much? 

Pinwheel Galaxy: Would you date the last person you talked to? 

Sombrero Galaxy: Do you have a crush right now? 

Bode’s Galaxy: Have you ever had a secret admirer? 

Sunflower Galaxy: Would you date/make friends with someone out of pity? 

Tadpole Galaxy: Would you deny a relationship/friendship? 

Whirlpool Galaxy: Have you ever cried over a breakup? 

Other stuff: Wishes 

Comet: What’s your big dream? 

Asteroid: What does your dream life look like? 

Meteor: What’s something you wish you could tell, but can’t? 

Nebula: If you could undo one thing in your life, what would it be? 

Shooting Star: If you could bring back one thing, what would it be? 

Pulsar: What do you hope to do in the next 10 years? 

Supernova: What’s one thing you want to do before you die? 

Quasar: If you could spend the rest of your life with only one person, who would it be? 

Wormhole: What’s something you wish would happen, but know won’t? 

Black Hole: What’s the last thing you want to see? 

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Bree Kish

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joy && samantha

Today was a great day: one of her students turned five! Like with many past students, Joy brought it upon herself to make the treats herself as a way to say ‘Happy Birthday!’ to her little ones. Only problem was, she went a little overboard and made more than was needed. After sharing some cupcakes with any of her fellow teachers, children, and parents who may wanted one, she decided to go around town to see if anyone wanted some. “Hello!” The brunette said cheerfully, holding the container carefully in her hands. “Would you like a cupcake or two? There’s vanilla and chocolate and the frosting is buttercream with some sprinkles.”

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After a long shift, Sam did what she always did, sit on a bench in the park and look over files that were confusing her. Widening her eyes over and over just trying to get the knowledge into her overworked and underappreciated brain. Eyes not leaving the files until a shadow grew in front of her. “Ye willing to give me eight?? Long day...What’s got you so cheery??”

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ferris && samantha

“Bu-But what if I’m a-all-allergic to something? I could b-buy a shh-shirt and that next thi-thing you know, I bre-break out in hives!” He was allergic to almost nothing actually, just a standard pollen sensitivity when the seasons changed. The didn’t stop Ferris from worrying discovering a new allergy almost every day, “Wo-Would you?” He held his wrist out.

Samantha could not help but roll her eyes at her little fearful friend before looking at his wrist. “Lad, it is very unlikely that you’re gonna buy an entire shirt made up of the exact blend a cheap bracelet has. “ Either way, sam slipped her glasses onto the bridge of her nose and slipping a new pair of gloves on as well. “Take the bracelet off and we’ll start the look okay?? I’m sure all is well.”