i hate it here

31. mostly a good girl, but maybe not for you.

[sadd-n-subbyy]

Don't make me call your mother, Chad.

Back again after getting nuked

Answers to FAQ:

18+ to follow, 21+ to interact.

I am 31 years old

If you don't have your age listed I will block you

I'm probably too tired to talk to you. It's not you it's me (but it might be you)

No, I don't want to see your dick

Unsolicited pet pics are highly encouraged

I'm a sad little thing first, and a horny little thing second. This is less of a horny blog and more of a coping mechanism

Tw for depression and cringy shit. Oh and cnc kinks.

If you wanna give me a tip for all the fun (or for literally any other reason) my cash app is $sadnsubby 💕

Wet on main and clinically insane but organized by popular tags ⤵️

[fairieicedtea]

if you remember anything of me, after i leave this world, remember that i loved even when it was foolish. that i cared even when it was unwanted. when my body is gone, please remember my heart.

[truly-deeply-mad-deactivated202]

Caveat here is one need know all the facts. However ugly. However devastating. Sadly, most folx consciously or unconsciously self-obscure - deny, ignore, avoid the truth, especially if they suspect (or 100% know deep tf down) it might be worse than any initial inklings, rumors, etc. Alas, the thing, that greater truth, will never go away - shit always comes out, whether in a month or twenty years. Meantime - and I do mean MEAN - the hurts and losses (people, relationships, opportunities, years, spoons) accrue, the scars deepen, the victims pile.

Denial will never cure misery. But it will feed it.

[sadd-n-subbyy]

waking up w my hands on my heart and sacral chakras like damn my spirit hurts and wants to heal

[sadd-n-subbyy]

hey you guys

ive recently learned a lot of the things I say on my blog are not as private as I thought

no matter what I post pls understand you don't have the full picture. this space is supposed to be safe for me to express my shitty feelings doubts and fears. some of you have violated that safety by sharing the things I post with people i never intended to see. if you wanna talk to me about it that's one thing but don't go over my head. it's only caused more pain in the long run and that's something im not ok with

[havingapoemwithyou]

getting into bed on a December night by Ellen Bass

[sunrisethoughts02]

just some holiday reminders!!

It’s okay to have complicated feelings about the holidays (even if you used to really love them).

it’s okay to hide in the bathroom/take a step outside for some deep breaths.

it’s okay if events or activities meant to be ‘fun/recreational’ (like shopping, cookie decorating, etc) are stressful or tiring for you.

remember that it’s okay to rest 💜

it’s okay to set boundaries even around family (‘I don’t feel like talking about that right now, etc’)

you deserve to be hydrated, rested, and well fed 💜

There is no wrong way to feel about something! There can be so much shame around struggling in a season famous for being filled with ‘love and joy.’ You aren’t alone and you are loved 💜💜

[sadd-n-subbyy]

thinking back on it now my dreams were trying so hard to tell me something

[sadd-n-subbyy]

me: im not gonna let this ruin the scrap of a sex life I have reclaimed

also me: I feel a wave of sexual repulsion coming on

[sadd-n-subbyy]

can someone please just hold me?

[phrases]

Adulting is soup and I am a fork

[foodies-channel]

🍥 Ichiran Ramen, Shibuya

🍔YouTube || 🍟Reddit

[katadesmoi]

its so stupid how you’ll have a dream that’s just like this horrible precision-crafted weapon of psychological terror and then you just have to get up and go to work like u didn’t just experience the apocalypse in real time or whatever

[galaxysouls3]

[sadd-n-subbyy]

The world is lucky to have your contribution to humanity.

I am now and always will be proud of you.

[pacificseaotter]

ok real talk have you ever unfollowed a mutual.

yeah, a close mutual

yeah, a mutual i rarely talked to

yeah, a mutual i never talked to

ive unfollowed multiple mutuals

no i've never purposefully unfollowed a mutual

Voting ended onDec 19, 2023

just as context ive unfollowed countless mutuals over things ranging from bad vibes to different fandoms to fandom drama so i am Not about to judge

[ashstfu]

i enjoy the simple things in life like sleeping, daydreaming, ignoring reality, listening to music, being delusional, recklessly spending my cash and being a disappointment to my family