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I was born in a thunderstorm. I grew up overnight. I played alone. I'm playing on my own. I survived. I'm still breathing. I'm alive.

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drdeirdre:

She genuinely wasn’t sure if Sadie was joking back, or if she hadn’t gotten that Deirdre was being sarcastic. “Alright, alright,” she laughed as the hyper blonde bolted up. “Slow down there. It’s not a race.” Her upper teeth ran across her bottom lip as she considered where such a sandwich would be, figuring Panera Bread might have it. “Panera it is.” Hearing that last bit, Deirdre gave the fellow woman a look, “If you really want cupcakes, we can stop by the bakery beside Panera. But I’m not letting you get more than two. As your friend, it’s my job to make sure you don’t clog your arteries. You’ve already got your pixie stick collection, which is utterly ridiculous.” After taking Deirdre’s car, they arrived at the place and luck would have it, there was a honey mustard sandwich available on the menu. Sliding into a nearby booth, Deirdre noted with a slight smirk, “The cashier was eyeing you.”

‘’What’s not a race?’’ Sadie replied after she had practically made sure to grab her coat first before the other did, stepping into her shoes right after. ‘’Panera? Oh wait yes--- that place!’’ Her head was still far up in the clouds, daydreaming about sugar instead of actual lunch, which wasn’t much of a surprise. ‘’Can we? Oh golly ye-e-esss! That’s the best news I’ve heard all day,’’ she threw her head back in a cheery manner before snickering when she came to realize that she was probably more than not bothering her friend. ‘’You love my pixie sticks, admit it, I’ve seen you steal a few from my stash sometimes, don’t even try to deny it.’’ The blonde sounded anything but upset over it, just wanted to hear her roommate confess what she had tried to do behind the blonde’s back. Leaving the apartment was a refreshment after having been stuck inside all morning. Following Deirdre to the booth, her curious fingers almost immediately found the menu before she had even had the chance to get rid of her coat. ‘’What?’’ Sadie asked confused, her eyebrows scrunching together for a split second before her blue eyes innocently wandered up from the menu to her friend, a smile soon following on her lips as she realized what she had said. ‘’That’s not--- true! You’re lying, no cashier looks at me. Or anyone for that matter.’’

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benjixnotxbenjamin:

“I know what pixie sticks and cupcakes are, of course,” Benji replied, “but I don’t know what a sugarbomb is.  The only good kind of ‘bomb’ I can think of is a bath bomb, and this doesn’t sound like the same thing.”  Even so, he took the pixie stick; he could use a bit of a sugar rush.  “How’d you know that the creeps get to me?” Benji questioned.  That was actually true - a lot of people in Everwood didn’t like him.

‘’Ohmygod, bath bombs are the best! The first time I saw one a few years ago I couldn’t believe my eyes, they’re so magical and beautiful and I truly felt like a mermaid--- I still do!’’ The blonde obviously couldn’t hide her excitement for everything that had anything to do with bright colors and sweetness. ‘’Well, they’re horror books, how would they not scare you? Hmm?’’

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jaideluca:

“pixie sticks, huh? do i even want to know why you have a stash of those? you’re not planning on putting yourself in a sugar coma, are you? all the fun lies in the pretense… or so i’ve heard.” jaime chuckled at the woman and finalised the arrangement of the pool balls before removing the triangle. “what? never? it’s not that hard of a game – don’t let the fact that i’ve never won a game tell you any different. do you want to go first?” she held out the cue to the blonde. “basically, you’re just trying to aim the white ball at one of the colours to put them in one of the six holes.”

‘’Hmmmm, if only you knew how long I’ve had that stash, you’d wonder how I’d still be alive,’’ she giggled back- slowly feeling that tension slide off her shoulders, the woman making her feel at ease in a way not many people did. ‘’Well,’’ she rolled her eyes playfully, ‘’tonight’s gonna be your lucky shot. Cause I bet for my whole stash that I will lose.’’ Sadie stepped closer, eyed the cue as if it was something dangerous- as she had never held one in her hands before. Wrapping her slender fingers around the material delicately, she then noticed it was a tad bit heavier than a regular stick was. ‘’The white ball at... one of the colours, got ya.’’ The blonde repeated her words, stared at the perfect triangle of balls, before then realizing the most important part of the game: ‘’wait, how do I even hold this.. this... thing?’’

[clarebowensource]

To be ‘free’… comes from within. It is born of kindness and compassion. It is completely absent in cruelty. It is not at all about doing whatever you want… No, to be free is unabashed, like singing and laughing and crying aloud about what moves you. It is brave, like running through fire to protect the one you love, even though you are terrified. It is honorable, like standing up for what you believe in to make the world a better place. It is loving yourself and all of your scars, wrinkles and wobbly bits, it is using your powers for good, it is forgiveness, it is education, it is equality, it is finding your true love. To be ‘free’ is knowing you have wings, allowing yourself to use them, and encouraging others to do the same.

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benjixnotxbenjamin:

Benji was just at the library to check out some books that he’d been recommend - The Shining, A Scanner Darkly, and From Hell.  He was caught off-guard by the sudden discussion of something called a “sugarbomb.”  Listening to the girl talk, Benji finally admitted, “I’m not even really sure what that is…”

‘’Wait--- a sugarbomb or a chocolate cupcake or pixie sticks? Both taste really good, you know. I just wonder what the combination of the two would taste like, really sweet, that’s for sure!’’ Sadie giggled softly, then reaching under the desk for her purse, taking out one of the pixie sticks she had, offering the other in front of her one. ‘’Here, they can sweeten up the mood for when the creeps start getting to you,’’ her eyes lowered to the books for a moment, deciding right there that she wouldn’t wanna read one of them, ever.

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jaideluca:

“i got coffee on the way to get coffee this morning and, according to my boss, that apparently means i have a problem,” jaime spoke as she gathered the balls from the pocket below to start a new game of pool. “best of three?”

‘’If we’re confessing secrets here, I maaaaay have a secret stash of about hundreds of pixie sticks hidden underneath my desk at the library, so if you’ve got a problem... I may have too, but I’d like to pretend we don’t. There’s gotta be something we live for, am I right?’’ The blonde told the other honestly, the happiness in her eyes shifting for a somewhat more innocent look. ‘’I’ve never... played pool.’’

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jctt:

“—— you know, sometimes I read articles about myself out of sheer curiosity, and I can’t help but laugh at how RIDICULOUS they are.” Jett locked her phone with a sigh, putting it aside for a moment, or two. Such a strange thing, wasn’t it? High End Dive wasn’t even a BIG ENOUGH band to be talked about, yet… here they are. She has no idea what to think about it – they say that all press is good press, but is it really? “Apparently the current rumor is that I have disappeared from social media and the public eye the past month is because I am in rehab. Not sure if it is for drugs or something else, though. — I’ll keep you posted.” Finishing in a murmur, she then took a sip of coffee from her mug. Classic.

‘’Golly,’’ she replied- at first not really knowing what to say exactly at everything the woman told her. Not figuring out who or what the woman was, for all she knew she could be someone who was someone who had escaped from rehab and denying it to the blonde right now, she put on a somewhat insecure yet interested smile anyway. ‘’Sorry, have we met before? I don’t think we have, since I’m very good with faces. This may sound weird, but who are you exactly? I’ve got a feeling I’m missing something here.’’

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drdeirdre:

Deirdre rolled her eyes towards the blonde, raising a dark brow after her pile of books were pushed to the side. She smiled subtly to herself in amusement before placing the book in her hands on the discarded stack, sarcastically quipping, “It wasn’t as if I was focused on reading these today or anything.” The brunette’s nose scrunched a little at the sugarbomb mention, thinking of how unhealthy it must be. “I won’t go with you to get something like that, but. If you’re really starving, I’m fine with taking a break to catch a bite. A little hungry, myself. Any preferences? Just…no chocolate cream stick sugar madness.”

‘’You weren’t? So we were both in the same boat, and you couldn’t have told me sooner? We could’ve gotten food all along! Oh my god, let’s go, let’s go, let’s go!’’ The blonde hyped as she got up from the sofa, retracting her feet from the stool they had rested on for unnecessary support. ‘’Hmm,’’ she lifted one shoulder, turned her head somewhat more to it as she tried to think of something else than the one thought she couldn’t get rid of. ‘’A honey mustard sandwich would be nice. Or...’’ she smiled innocently, before she finished her sentence with her voice dripping in sweetness, ‘’cupcakes.’’

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‘’So--- I’m definitely bored, forget about this pile of books right here,’’ the librarian pushed the books a little more away from her, creating more space on the desk for the stranger before she leaned forward. ‘’What do you think the ultimate sugarbomb would be made out of? I can’t get the thought of a cream-filled chocolate cupcake sprinkled with pixie sticks sugar out of my mind. But then again, I haven’t had lunch yet and I’m starving.’’

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Be someone’s sunshine when their skies are grey.

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