sadim

poetries, mostly

[sadimtouch]

my moon, you have set.

and this sun,

no longer yours,

struggles no further to melt.

he knows that there's life in his universe,

somewhere between greenery and

blues,

eight billion people to love

and seek no longer you.

let the nights be the nights;

the daylight remain the blue.

let your lovers dream to own you

and this break of dawn,

stand still without his lover in view.

just know that he is happy,

grown a year old.

he will live but it would

no longer be for you.

— @sadimtouch from Winter Solstice

[sadimtouch]

maybe if the stars fall short tonight,

i will walk by you.

until then, my bones are my decay

and not a single rupee in my pocket.

and as the drivers call for

"station! station! station!"

I look for you in the passengers

or the greedy crowds in the road.

i contemplate crossing;

red then green

and oh, green! how you look good in that!

to me everyone is evenly alike you;

unknown to me yet oddly familiar in the soul.

you say your life is better than the colours

of the rainbows

and I am still the cloud that didn't get to rain.

lights in my eyes,

i snap back to reality

and all i remain is as the knowledge

of

being

loved

once.

— @sadimtouch from Untitled

[sadimtouch]

convince icarus that apollo never loved him

and you'll find yourself shorter in breath

for what's more foolish than a lover's wish to 

chase; to unite with someone that will bring them

to their grave?

and what's more tragic than being all too powerful

yet living with the knowledge

that you, in excess, borne destruction?

that touching your beloved's lips

raises sand dunes, destroyes his life force?

that you are born out of utility,

to be admired for your strength,

but loved?

who will love a burning pile of ghastly plague?

who can ever love the king and not tremble at their stature?

— @sadimtouch from Apollo loved Icarus the way I loved you: from afar.

[sadimtouch]

i am away from you; all for the best reasons.

even though moving on from you

was the last thing i decided on,

it feels better as if i can finally be alright.

the world didn't clash beneath my feet

and the skylines didn't break

to provide me with shelter.

my life didn't flash in front of my eyes

like i thought it would after you would leave.

nothing really changed much except me.

sure i am happier

and ironically,

that just makes me sad.