[sadkapital]

Actually you can never go home. You have to create one yourself and ensure that it keeps you safe like your parents house did on a rainy night when thunder sounded like the world was gonna end.

[sadkapital]

I wanna reach a situation where my anxiety is okay enough to not make me make that someone else's problem. I wanna reach a place where I don't feel guilty for existing.

[sadkapital]

Prediction: In 12 years, if I am still alive It'll be because everyone completely gave up on me and dropped all expectations from me to be sane.

[sadkapital]

The only way my anxiety will ever completely go away is if i become invisible

[sadkapital]

I don't wanna exist, I want time travel so i can travel to a time so everyone forgets about me and removes all expectations and lets me be a failure.

[sadkapital]

Last post here, bye Tumblr. Doubt I'll be missed.

[gulabjamoons]

Harry Potter dates w @sadkapital

[sadkapital]

Peak romance w my baby😭

[sadkapital]

Why do I ruin everything 😭😭😭😭

[sadkapital]

wanna grow up again but this time I don't wanna hate myself

[inloveforevr-deactivated2025041]

I only ever want the simple and small things. A bowl of fruit. To exist comfortably. To be accepted. To be loved. To eat nice food. To laugh as much as I can.

[sadkapital]

@gulabjamoons has my whole heart 💝

[sadkapital]

Tired

[sadkapital]

दायम आबाद रहेगी दुनिया,

हम न होंगे,

कोई बेहतर होगा

[sadkapital]

First job is ending I'm overwhelmed

[sadkapital]

I'm the easiest to leave behind.

[sadkapital]

ANXIETY AND SLEEPLESSNESSS:

heart is scared and brain is tired

ab dilli dur nai hai

[sadkapital]

I miss my baby