Cunts Fucked

Kez 🇳🇿- Capricunt - a Survivor

[bluewerewolfgoatee]

I wish

[spindogs]

can i get an o7 in the chat for missing abstract parts of your childhood so terribly that it feels like you're empty ??

[mtdays]

trauma is so weird for me because it’s not like oh god panic attack because it’s the same street. trauma for me most of the time now is daydreaming that someone just fucking breaks my face.

[worldclassdisaster]

[karlyphern3lia]

i want to beat her until there’s nothing left other than a bloody pulp, i’m constantly surprised at the new lengths i’m able to hate somebody. i hate her to my very core. i want her to die a slow painful death. she doesn’t deserve to live. i want her to suffer so bad. i want to see her bleed out.

[npdsafe]

Things that don’t make you a bad person:

Displaying “scary” symptoms of mental illness

Being diagnosed with multiple disorders

Having one or various personality disorders

Being diagnosed with NPD, BPD, or ASPD

Having very low empathy, or no empathy

Having symptoms that cause anger, emptiness, or paranoia

Having triggers or “strange” personal boundaries

Needing extra help or accommodations

Having intrusive thoughts about upsetting or scary topics

[demolitionloverz]

‘i wasn’t born there, I died there’

ok to rb

[traumacope]

10/21/20

[exhaustedborderline]

[traumaeyed-deactivated20210519]

bpd things

money? yeah, you’re gonna spend it all on useless things like excessive amounts of food and clothes in hope of making yourself feel better. then you’ll regret it five minutes later

 you hate yet love everyone and everything. hate. love. hate. love. it’s a never ending, exhausting cycle of intense emotions. there’s no in between

someone doesn’t respond to your message in ten minutes? it’s time to make dramatic assumptions. do they suddenly hate you? are they dead? 

you’re slightly inconvenienced? it’s time to commit suicide

all your relationships fail and you just can’t seem to figure out why

 you feel like everyone is the same. you see the same pattern over and over again in your relationships and your friends

you feel happy for once? well guess what, in about seven minutes you’ll feel like throwing yourself into traffic because Johnny didn’t want to share his pencil with you

nothing is worse than the overbearing feeling of emptiness that follows you daily and haunts you like a ghost

you’re constantly angry. just the idea of someone breathing in your vicinity is infuriating 

baths? did you mean: self-harm hours? 

everyone is against you including yourself

who is that in the mirror? is that me? Why do I look like that? I can’t recognize myself

 i’m sorry, what did you say? repeat yourself again. and again. sorry, i didn’t hear you. again. repeat yourself for the fifth time, i wasn’t paying attention i guess

you’re useless unless you’re perfect

therapy? no

 oh, is that a character I relate to? let me obsess over them for the next nine months

 you’re the most evil and horrible person you know, yet simultaneously the most pure and naïve person you know

you feel like the devil when you say no to someone

how about I split on my best friend for the eighth time today for absolutely no reason!

am I abusive? am I like my abusers?

 they said something that seemed weird to me… are they going to leave me? Is this the end? Is this all there is? Should I leave them? Maybe I’ll just disappear

you hardly remember anything from before the age of 10

nothing is real. we’re all going to die. nothing matters.

maybe if I get high I won’t overthink everything!

[exhaustedborderline]

[missingvibrance]

[sadallthedamntime-blog]

[attainablerecovery]

[ID: tweet by @/ehmawi reading “hi I just want to say, if you are falling back into a place u thought u grew out of bc of this quarantine please don’t look at it as a step backwards, pls don’t think ur progress is thrown away. progress isn’t linear and we are literally in a pandemic pls don’t be hard on urself.” ]

[coldtongue]

“you’re so polite!” thanks, I am afraid of you.

[sadiepickles]

The biggest scam your brain is telling you is that everybody else is human and allowed to make mistakes but that you yourself have to be perfect and flawless to deserve their company

[sadmoodz]

Why do I have to put all this effort into fixing myself when I wasn't the one who broke me. He gets to live his life, I have to suffer life. It will never be fair.