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I understand now why bees drown in honey and ants sink in my coffee mug. I would drown in him if only he would turn on the tap

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I didn’t dream of him last night for the first time in days. I’m praying this is just infatuation and I don’t spiral like last time

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He will find out how ill I am and leave like the others

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Sometimes I remember that you’re dead and overwhelming grief floods me

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I avoid whole cities because they remind me of people

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I hate you I hate touagigateyouihategou ihatsitoujihateuou

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Seeing your new girlfriend makes me want to reopen the cut on my leg from last week

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I dreamt about him last night. I was covered in blood and he washed my hair and held me

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no one

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Is this it do we just look at each across the room once every ten minutes do we just pretend we can’t see each other as if none of it ever happened I’m hurting

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“I barely remember you as you the first time we met. You were so shy”

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I’m worried he’ll always feel like home even if I eventually stop loving him he will still be home

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you keep me under your spell you keep me under your spell you keep me under your spell

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“Not the person I’m used to”

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I thought I was over him by now

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I really hate it when he calls me funny. That’s what you say to the ugly one in the group. I wish he called me pretty just once

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I hadn’t dreamt about him in weeks but I saw him with all his friends yesterday and I dreamt we spoke all night