Baby Steps
for years I’ve played around with making beats, producing music, writing songs, and always dreamt of pursuing it as a career because its what makes me so happy; but the vulnerability that comes with showcasing something so close to my heart and personal has always freaked me out - to the point where i actually don’t even talk about it as a hobby, its like a dirty little secret lol. Wether you’re a ‘creative’ or not, if you struggle with perfectionism you know how crippling it can be, and how hard it is to find the fine line between wanting to do well and holding yourself back with unhealthy thinking. It’s something i’ve been trying really hard to rewire in myself and this year i’ve really been trying to live by “create regardless” as a way to stop me from getting in my head and tearing myself down before i even allow to myself to make mistakes to be able to learn and grow. Long story short, coming across the quote “done is better than perfect” has honestly helped me soooo much and is what i’m trying to live by because it reminds me that if i’m waiting on perfection to proceed, i’ll never progress! with that being said, i can finally say that i’ve uploaded a song that i wrote, produced and recorded 😭😭🥺it’s a bit of a sad boy track tbh i wrote when i was feeling pretty shit about life and the world lol but if you’re into alt-rnb, lofi, melancholic kind of music then defs check it out on my soundcloud, and stay tuned because thats the type of genre of music i’ll be uploading. Vocals were recorded on my phone headphones and i’m a rookie at mixing and mastering so its not perfect.... but it’s DONE 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Rus Child - Moonlight
