Thoughtful.

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[allthingskor-blog]

"How can you explain something to someone who doesn’t believe you?"

Choi Choon Hee (Trot Lovers, Episode 5)

[saintahri]

"You can’t fix this."

Sentence memes. [ x ]→ "You can't fix this."

The surface of her skin felt like the glass of the window, cold, and her finger tips pressed into her palms, challenging her body to crack and break. Nothing happened, she was to remain in one piece so she could listened to the rage of the world.

"You can’t fix this."

How couldn’t she fix it? How was it impossible for her to go back in time so she could fix what was done wrongly to this innocent child? Ariel took a step away from the big window. The appendages connected to her knuckles relaxed, and the rusting ball-joints sighed into the sockets, sending a tremor through her arms before turning to sadly bore her eyes into the other female’s who was kneeling down next to a small frame covered by a thin blanket. ”If only I didn’t fall in those criminals’ trap— If only I came back in time to save this little boy… He wouldn’t have to die in vain in those heartless loan sharks’ hands. He was innocent…”

The pain was unbearable for Ariel to take as she turned back to smash her fist against the bricked wall, cracking the skin of her knuckles open. This was unfair, so unfair for this young soul to die alone while he had a brighter future to discover and to live; maybe not with the kind of environment he grew in, but Ariel could change it. She could have bring the kid home and raised him like her own little brother, giving him the love he probably never received in those few past tender years of his. Yet, it was too late. Evil has shone up to make its damage. It was over. It can’t be fixed anymore. He was gone.

"God… I just—"  She breathed out heavily, trying hard to hold back her tears to stream down her cheeks. "I can’t understand how his parents were horrible enough to let this small guy keep those files home while the both of them ran away from him just so they could save their damn rotten life.” 

[saintahri]

"But cookies are delicious! How could I ever poison them?"

She shrugged before proceeding to wrap an arm around the boy's waist, leading him to a bakery shop. "I don't know. Life is full of mysteries. It's just like Ted Bundy, looking all nice and seductive. Who would imagine he was actually a serial killer. Trust no one, kiddo." 

[saintahri]

Hey look, actual "unique" questions

1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?

2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?

3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?

4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?

5: Do you like to use post-it notes?

6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?

7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?

8: Do you have freckles?

9: Do you always smile for pictures?

10: What is your biggest pet peeve?

11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

12: Have you ever peed in the woods?

13: What about pooped in the woods?

14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?

15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?

16: How many people have you slept with this week?

17: What size is your bed?

18: What is your Song of the week?

19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?

20: Do you still watch cartoons?

21: Whats your least favorite movie?

22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

23: If you're a girl, bra size? If you're a guy, pants size?

24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?

25: What is your favorite food?

26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?

27: Last person you kissed/kissed you?

28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?

29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?

30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?

31: Can you change the oil on a car?

32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket?

33: Ever ran out of gas?

34: Favorite kind of sandwich?

35: Best thing to eat for breakfast?

36: What is your usual bedtime?

37: Are you lazy?

38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?

39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?

40: Are you horny?

41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions?

42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs?

43: Are you stubborn?

44: Who is better...Leno or Letterman?

45: Ever watch soap operas?

46: Are you afraid of heights?

47: Do you sing in the car?

48: Do you sing in the shower?

49: Do you dance in the car?

50: Ever used a gun?

51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?

53: Is Christmas stressful?

54: Ever eat a pierogi?

55: Favorite type of fruit pie?

56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

57: Do you believe in ghosts?

58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

59: Take a vitamin daily?

60: Wear slippers?

61: Wear a bath robe?

62: What do you wear to bed?

63: First concert?

64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

65: Nike or Adidas?

66: Cheetos Or Fritos?

67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?

69: Ever take dance lessons?

70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

71: Can you curl your tongue?

72: Ever won a spelling bee?

73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

74: Own any record albums?

75: Own a record player?

76: Regularly burn incense?

77: Ever been in love?

78: Who would you like to see in concert?

79: What was the last concert you saw?

80: Hot tea or cold tea?

81: Tea or coffee?

82: Sugar or snickerdoodles?

83: Can you swim well?

84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

85: Are you patient?

86: DJ or band, at a wedding?

87: Ever won a contest?

88: Ever have plastic surgery?

89: Which are better black or green olives?

90: Can you knit or crochet?

91: Best room for a fireplace?

92: Do you want to get married?

93: If married, how long have you been married?

94: Who was your HS crush?

95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?

96: Do you have kids?

97: Do you want kids?

98: Whats your favorite color?

99: Do you miss anyone right now?

[saintahri]

∯

For every ∯ I get I will say/confess something without specifying for whom it is meant.

"Sometimes, in order to move on, you got to find a new addiction to get over another. Yet, I’m still searching for mine and haven’t grabbed a hold on anything good enough yet."

[lxckwolf-archive]

Sentence Memes.

[saintahri]

"You belong to me."

"I found you."

"I’m in jail."

"You make me so hot."

"I have to leave."

"Please don’t leave."

"And what about our parents?"

"Who did this to you?"

"You shouldn’t have done that."

"What happened last night."

"We never tell anyone about this."

"So, you want to play games?"

"Does that require pants?"

"Lets just have a lazy day."

"Then go kill the bitch."

"I’m pregnant."

"You broke me."

"Don’t touch me."

"You can’t fix this."

"There’s nowhere we can hide."

"I’m not listening."

"Who do you think you are?"

"I don’t need you here."

"Did I fall asleep?"

"A little evil goes a long, long way."

"I will not die."

"I don’t care."

"I have no regrets."

"I feel numb."

"All monsters are human."

"You look beautiful, but you don’t look fine."

"How many time have I told you to be more careful?"

"Let’s get you to bed."

"I can’t even look at you, you promised not to get into any more fights!"

"Are you crazy?”

"Do you trust me?"

"How did you escape?"

"Is that blood behind your ear?"

"Take. This. Off. "

"What’s in it for me?"

"What’s in it for you?"

[cittamemes]

For every ∯ I get I will say/confess something without specifying for whom it is meant.

[diaryoftaemin-deactivated201508]

The wet and sticky spoon that collides with his cheek isn’t enough to wipe that grin off of his face and it only grows at her following statement. “No death wish. Maybe you should learn how to take compliments, yeah?” his tone is light and teasing as he reaches for a napkin to wipe off his cheek before the hot sun causes it to dry on his tan skin.

Sometimes it was weird to Taemin with how he became so comfortable with the woman in such a short amount of time. It was rare for him to find people he felt comfortable around, much less in the way the two originally met and their following encounters. Overtime he had grown to enjoy the girl and her company, finding her easy to talk to and hey, she had already seen him during one of his most vulnerable moments and had yet to abandon him like most people would’ve. Still, he didn’t know much about her and while there was a high amount of comfort and a decent amount of trust, Taemin was still a little wary. He was also interested in finding out as much as he could about his Mermaid.

Taemin doesn’t have to wait long for his order, removing his arm around Ariel’s shoulder and taking the cup when offered, turning back to her with a raised eyebrow as she praises the ice cream stand. “I’ve never had any ice cream from here before, but now I have high expectations so it better be good.” He jabs his spoon in her direction before scooping up some ice cream on his spoon and inserting it into his mouth. He understands the praise now because damn, this really was good ice cream. “My taste buds are happy.”

His laugh fills the air as he nudges her with his arm and starts to walk into a random direction. “Pamper you?” he snorts. “If anything I should be the one being pampered, after all I look like a real princess.” With a freehand he flips his brown locks over his shoulder as he temporarily plays up to his naturally feminine looks. “Okay, but…pamper you? I guess I could, maybe, depends if you’re a good Mermaid today.” Taemin pets the top of her head as if he was petting a dog, lips quirking into a smirk as he quickly withdrew his hand, expecting some type of reprimand. He takes another bite of his ice cream and hums appreciatively. “Where does the Princess wanna go?”

[saintahri]

"Compliments?" She echoed back, as a look was shot at Taemin, observing his face to tell if he was being serious or not. In all honestly, the girl doesn't know much about receiving compliments. Back in the dark days she didn't wish to think so much about, her parents... No, calling them parents wouldn't be right-- Those strangers who have sent her away in a place she shouldn't belong, used to always call her a lunatic or a crazy child. Then, talking about those recent days, most of the times, she gets hook up by annoying strangers thinking she was some kind of easy sexual object to be used. So, in regards to Taemin's words, she chose to keep quiet, wondering about what kind of compliments her friend was referring to.

Fortunately, the male's laughter pulled her away from her trail of thoughts, bringing back at the same time, that soft smile she only shows to those she trusts and feel at ease when being with them - which is actually something rare coming from Ariel's case. "Your taste buds better be happy. I never lie when it's anything related to ice cream and such. I think I could spend my whole life eating those delicious food from Heaven and life would be just oh so perfect."

"Oh really?" She asked through a mouth of sorbet, amused after hearing the boy praising himself as a princess. Ariel hummed to herself, taking her time to lick her lips while having the cool treat sliding down her throat, making her shiver. "Ah, pretty boy, if that's what you want, old maid Ariel will grant it. Why don't we go to the mall to search for cute dresses, your beautiful Highness, Lee Taemin? I bet pink lacy dresses suit you the most."

[wordsthat-speak]

I go through phases. Somedays I feel like the person I’m supposed to be, and then somedays, I turn into no one at all. There is both me and my silhouette. I hope that on the days you find me and all I am are darkened lines, you still are willing to be near me.

Mary Kate Teske

[imtiredofactingokay]

You didn’t notice I’m completely broken.

6 word story (via imtiredofactingokay)

[saintahri]

He frowns. "Do you think I'm capable of poisoning cookies?"

"I learned to trust no one, because even the cutest people could be dangerous." She smiled and gently patted his cheeks.

[frommemetoyou]

SUPER TEXT LIST! (Texts From Last Night Inspired)

[text] Are you lost?

[text] NO! That was a typo

[text] Did you buy it?

[text] I think I’m a mermaid

[text] I know it’s 3am, but come over and cook for me. 

[text] Too lazy to booty call, so have this text instead

[text] Need to bury a body, it’s urgent.

[text] Are you sure there’s no monsters?

[text] It was an accident.

[text] lol fuk da police

[text] send me a picture and i’ll be home quicker ;)

[text] DO NOT READ THE LAST MESSAGE IT WASN’T MEANT FOR YOU

[text] Well maybe I broke my tongue!

[text] Please tell me you’re free today! I’ve got some big news today.

[text] Got a spare ticket, do you want to come?

[text] Do you have a spare mankini I can borrow?

[text] Is fancy dress allowed at the wedding?

[text] I was using my old baby blanket as a makeshift skirt because no pants

[text] We were banging then all I remember is coming down hard and smashing my top teeth off his forehead… I just rolled off and tapped out. 

[text] Like alphabetically, I’d say a t?

[text] I’m sorry if throwing up in the back of your dad’s car ruined our friendship :(

[text] there is absolutely nothing wrong with two grown men staying up all night singing karaoke and drink out of juice cartons. don’t judge me.

[text] I found a door knob in my purse this morning, I hope whoever it belonged to doesn’t need it today.

[text] Do you know where I am?

[text] My wedding is in 5 hours and I have no idea where I am. Help!

[text] We played Rock Paper Scissors to see who would get a piggy back ride home. I’ve never been so broken.

[text] Is “head down ass up” an appropriate way to say good morning?

[text] That is definitely not healthy, in fact I’m not sure it’s legal to send that sort of picture?

[text] There isn’t enough cookie dough ice cream at home, so I’ll be heartbroken tomorrow instead.

[text] Not sure if I took a nap or went to another dimension

[text] ABORT MISSION! ABORT MISSION! HE IS A TRIPLET, WE DONT NEED TO FIGHT OVER HIM WE CAN HAVE AN ORGY INSTEAD

[text] No no don’t leave me, who’s going to walk me home

[text] She wheeled me home in a trolley and sad she loved me, I think I win.

[text] My dick just got serenaded.

[text] I ate the whole wheel of cheese. Help.

[text] I’ve been hiding under the bed for the past 20 minutes, and now they’re getting into it and it’s a little too late for me to jump out and surprise them. So expect a live sex updates

[text] The fridge is fully stocked. I’m either hallucinating or this is a miracle

[text] I need you to help me clean the house because I have visitors in less than an hour???

[text] Your brother is at the front door- WHAT DO I SAY?!

[text] It’s all fun and games till someone says you’re so pretty they could punch you and they, you know, punch you

[text] I’m in A&E but I don’t really know why

[text] Went to bed with a 10, just about woke up with a 2 and a half

[text] I think I’m officially a homewrecker because his wife just walked in screaming and he said it’s not what it looks like. I mean what else could it look like? I wasn’t trimming his hairs with my mouth?!

[text] My night ended with me crying in a gutter, I hate you.

[text] He’s decorated the toilet with his urine. I never want to see him ever again, tell him he has 2 minutes to get out of our house.

[text] Don’t talk to me! You tried to trade me for a glass of wine and a cigarette!

[text] I promise I’ll get everyone to jelly wrestle with us xox

[text] I am armed with a crown, a sash and a bouquet of flowers. Don’t test me.

[text] I think I got married last night?

[text] I think I got married on impulse last night… and after looking a second time, I don’t think i’ve made any mistakes.

[text] My mouth tastes like poor choices

[text] I didn’t let go of the mechanical bull, but they had to pull me off because… it was rough just the way I like it and I think that showed?

[text] If I say it was accidental you’ll just say I’m lying

[text] There is an alarming amount of glitter in my… everywhere

[text] You’re my hero

[text] You’re the worst thing to ever happen to me, thank you

[text] Have you ever had a good idea in your life?

[text] Are we going to end up in the hospital again?

[text] It’s not a good night if I don’t end up crying into your mother’s lap.

[text] Mark my words, your dad will be my sugar daddy, he’ll marry me and you’ll have to call me momma bear and I will interrupt your sex life with condoms and condiments.

[text] I’m may be allergic to nuts, but not his.

[text] She high fived me out of pity

[text] You walked in wearing nothing but a beekeeper mask

[text] You just walked in, rated their performance, dragged in three other people to clap for them, then walked back out.

[text] You kept calling me baby Jesus and trying to see what wise men had to say about my hair…

[text] I am a responsible adult. I tied up my hair before I puked

[text] I am a responsible adult, I brought home a lost kitten and let it shit in your room

[text] I accidentally talked myself into a threesome, when did I become so smooth?

[text] It may or may not have been your sister…

[text] It may or may not have been your brother…

[text] If you’re not coming over with food, don’t come over at all

[text] Call me and get me out of this conversation NOW. My co-worker is talking to me about her birds having sex again…

[text] IM NOT TALKING TO YOU UNTIL YOU MAKE A PROCLAMATION YOU LOVE ME MORE THAN TACOS

[text] Buy me a helicopter, I will give you the last slice of pizza. pls. this is important. okay maybe the crust?

[text] Let’s never forget the time I met you while you were running down the street naked and in handcuffs.

[text] I tried to put lipstick on my eyeballs, help.

[text] I told her my cum counts as protein shake and she sent a text to my gran saying I ate her cat.

[text] If you don’t fuck me hard, rough, and senseless the minute we’re alone in your room, I’m returning you to the boyfriend store

[text] I accidentally sexted your mum, I’m sorry xox

[text] There can only be one screw up per family and I was here first. Get your shit together bro

[text] I feel like you’re pretending I didn’t bail you out of jail last night for trying to staple a cushion to the top of their car so you had a “comfy place to sit”

[text] You climbed the fence and then started crying because you were scared of hamsters, I really don’t know what you took, but you need a babysitter.

[text]  I wish we could all take a bath together. Not in a “let’s fuck” way. But in a relaxing drunk in the tub sort of “let me wash your hair” way.

[saintahri]

"Oh, no.."he pouted slightly. "I wanted to say thank you for helping me out.." Jun nodded nervously. "B-but if you want cookies..I can get you some?"

"Oh, I see... Well, you're welcome, I guess?" She smiled and rubbed the back of her neck, unsure of what to reply. "Uh, yea, that would be great as long as you're not thinking of poisoning them-- I'll keep my eyes on you, kiddo."

[saintahri]

"Hello," he smiled cheekily and waved.

Ariel turned around, staring blankly at the smiling kid, feeling somehow bothered by the random encounter but she made no remark about it. Instead, she put on a casual smile on her lips and asked, "What's up, kiddo? You're so young, are you boy scout selling cookies? Because if it's the case, I'd like to have a snack, yea."

[bedllam-deactivated20140728]

[diaryoftaemin-deactivated201508]

Taemin didn’t expect to find himself outside today, he actually planned to stay in his apartment and enjoy the comfort of his nice warm bed while nursing his nauseating hangover. It seemed as if drinking himself stupid was becoming a reoccurring theme in his life lately and he was tired of it, yet there was something so enticing about the bottle that drew him in. It was an easy and temporary fix to his hard and semi-permanent problems.

It was the end of August and the sun was vibrantly beating down on the brunet, it did nothing for his headache but made it worse, not even the sunglasses he adorned were helping. He was heading towards the ice cream stand that immediately captured his attention as he dragged his feet down the busy street, pushing passed the people in the crowd.

Normally he wouldn’t have responded to anything but ‘Taemin’ or some shortened version of his name but the call of ‘Prince Charming’ had him freezing in place for a split second; the voice, the nickname, the girl all captured his attention. His eyes locked with her’s and he breaks out into a grin, changing his course of direction for the beautiful woman. “Like I would ignore you, Mermaid. Although I dare say I am offended. ‘Kiddo’, really?” He wasn’t really offended, and he was sure she knew that. “Last I checked we were the same age.. just because you look like an old maid—“ He casually swings his arm around her shoulder and leads her back over the ice cream stand where he orders himself a small cup of banana flavored ice cream. “So, now that we’ve found each other I demand some Mermaid and Prince Charming time unless you have plans… in which case I’m pretty much going to crash.” 

[saintahri]

Ariel shot Taemin a look at his reply - it was both offending and funny, making the girl confused on how she should react, so she ended up smacking his cheek with the back of her pink spoon, pouting and lifting her chin up to mimic a vexed expression. "First an alien, and now, an old maid. So, you're asking for a death wish, eh?"

She shook her head, bringing her hand to her mouth to cover her laughter, muffling it behind her palm while letting herself being leaded back to the ice cream stand. Even though Prince Charming was weird, annoying at times and teasing, he always make Ariel laugh, or at least, feel at ease and happy, which not many people were able to do.

After a while, she stopped, returning back to normal, and deciding to scoop for more sorbet while Taemin was ordering for his own cup of ice cream. Her eyelids fell as the taste lingered in her mouth, pleasing all of her taste buds. "Hmm, this stand really sell the best ice cream, gelato and sorbet in town, don't you think so? And, nope, I'm free. You must deal with me now and I demand for Charming to pamper me like a real princess."

[saintahri]

It was a rare night when Ariel didn’t have any arranged deals, so, she took it upon herself to do something while she had the time. Naturally, sleep sounded like a wonderful option, but the perfect temperature and the night, which she had become so comfortable to, was too appealing to resist. And with that, she ended up on the streets of the popular areas of town.

Ariel wasn’t planning to go to any clubs or bars - She needed a change from those kind of areas and maybe for once, it would be nice to be away from the usual overly loud environment. So, she took it upon herself just to relax, perhaps walk around a few blocks, go shopping, and enjoy a nice, sweet treat.

The girl  made her way to an ice cream stand, easily paying for a raspberry sorbet in a cup - her favorite. Now content with how her night was going, she took the small, pink spoon and scooped the cold delight into her mouth. Ahh, the chilled feeling it gave to the roof of her mouth was nice, then, it slowly dissolved and slid down her  throat, soothing it.

As she was about to slip her spoon underneath the mountain of sorbet, she caught a glimpse of a familiar figure a few feet away from where she was.  Her lips curved up into a sly smile and she called for him, "Oi, kiddo! Prince Charming! I'm going to be upset if you dare to ignore me."