This post made me want to yap a lot.
I often wonder when I'll find the girl for me, but I have to remind myself that when the time is right, that's when it'll be.
But in the meantime, whoever she may be, I wonder if she would allow me the privilege of treating her with the utmost respect but still being totally goofy with her. To take care of her worries when she needs to be reassured and to comfort her when she needs gentle love.
I want to be vulnerable with her, to allow myself to fall when I know she's a safe place to land, and for her to feel certain and secure to do the same. I want her to feel at peace.
I want to go looking for rocks that match her eyes and bring her trinkets that remind me of her.
I want to love another woman the way it matches her design.
I want to know her deeply and truly. I want to know her favorite color, but I also want to know her soul. I want to treat intimacy with her like a slow dance between us two. The pattern of her love etched on my skin after taking my time to know her highs and lows.
I want to treat a woman right.
I just hope I'm not too clumsy at it.
(It's sounds weird when I try to put it into words, but hopefully, this makes sense,)