Itâs Sunday Morning in Early November
by Philip Schultz
and there are a lot of leaves already. I could rake and get a head start. The boyâs summer toys need to be put in the basement. I could clean it out or fix the broken storm window. When Eli gets home from Sunday school, I could take him fishing. I donât fish but I could learn to. I could show him how much fun it is. We donât do as much as we used to do. And my wife, thereâs so much I havenât told her lately, about how quickly my soul is aging, how it feels like a basement I keep filling with everything Iâm tired of surviving. I could take a walk with my wife and try to explain the ghosts I canât stop speaking to. Or I could read all those books piling up about the beginning of the end of understanding⊠Meanwhile, itâs such a beautiful morning, the changing colors, the hypnotic light. I could sit by the window watching the leaves, which seem to know exactly how to fall from one moment to the next. Or I could lose everything and have to begin over again.













