Iām not actually healed I lied

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Iām not actually healed I lied
My name bundle joy but Iām depressed gang
IāM HEALED YāALL IDGAF ABOUT HIM ANYMORE
I lied Iām not feeling better
stupid vent post
Iāve been feeling better, Iāve come to terms with the fact that he left. Iām still upset and still want this all to be a dream but Iāve accepted it.
Now I always had a lot of trouble sleeping and staying calm, Iāve had extreme panic attacks. Now after I met him, after we hung out a few times it got better. I donāt know how or why but the only times I slept well without needing heavy medication was with him.
I felt at peace with him. And even if I wasnāt physically near him the thought of him was enough to calm me down.
And now heās gone. He was honest with himself and with me so Iām grateful but so sad. Iām not mad at him, I could never harbour any negative feelings towards him. But maybe I was so attached because he made me feel normal.
He made me functional again. I was happy, ate healthier, I became closer with my faith and culture. Overall I felt like a human being again capable of appreciating life for what it is.
Even though heās gone Iām still close to my faith and culture and while Iām not doing as great mentally Iām better than before I met him because I have the memories of us and Iām thankful.
Heās coming back to apologise I feel it in my soul
Iāve loved you longer than Iāve known you
Canāt let gang know I fw the melancholy of knowing I watched the love of my life disappear before my eyes
He left out joint Spotify playlist Iām actually sick
Heyyyyyyyy
Will the pain ever go away?
Asking for a friend š
I hope the wind sings to you my unsaid words
I don't regret you. I don't care how it ended. I don't care about your worst. I remember how it began and how happy it made me. I won't ever regret you.
You will always be my fondest memory
-Rumi
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The law of assumption shall be my friend
This is just me venting I donāt think about him 24/7
(I do)
Being sad is not enough I need to set his car on fire