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‘you make me feel safe’ 'what would i do without your stupid face?’ 'sorry, i was just distracted’ 'i fucked up’ 'i just don’t understand you’ 'that’s hot’ 'omg my god, wow, how did you do that?’ 'you seem so relaxed about this’ 'this is the best idea ever’ 'you’re going to be alright’ 'that was pretty impressive’ 'never again’ 'you are not what i was expecting’ 'look after them for me’ 'ohh, nice one’ 'you two would be amazing together’ 'treat them right, okay?’ 'you’re so cute’ 'do you remember our first date?’ 'how do you handle it?’ 'you’re safe with me’ 'i wish i could do that’ 'c’mon, you know you want to’ 'you’re an idiot’ 'we’ve gotta stick together’ 'i think i might understand something of what you’re going through’ 'they’re pretty amazing, huh?’ 'i know you meant well’
okay life got dumb but I have two days off so im going to try and blog hop and get as much done as i can! Feel free to shoot some memes my way and I’ll get to them as I can<3 Just specify a muse, pls.
truthstripped:
In the midst of feeling something internally, Stefan’s words interrupt whatever thoughts were forming about it. There’s a nod from her with a serious face as he moves her hand holding the weapon, taking a breath trying to reconcile she might have to hurt him. Her eyes focus up on him just in time to see his fangs seemingly appear out of nowhere. When he bit his wrist, she didn’t see them at all. She’s seen the change in the eyes before with the other vampires, but not this close.
Soon the wrist that was holding his is moved and teeth sink into the flesh. A slight shiver runs through her at pain, not as much as she was expecting and… kind of liking how its making her feel. Biting her bottom lip a little, she’s carefully trying to judge how much he can have before she won’t feel so great. A minute goes by when she leans in to him. “Stefan, that’s enough.”
Human blood always had such a strong hold on him. It was unfortunately, a necessary evil. Without it, he would wither away to a state of desiccation. With it, he was sure to lose parts of his humanity. Stopping was always where Stefan had failed. It was always the catalyst that threw him into a ripper phase- something no one could afford right now. The inability to stop, the draining of an innocent life, before he got too into it and ripped them to shreds- Stefan felt himself wavering, wanting to give into the blood lust, her words nearly fell onto deaf ears.
A moment later, though, he throws himself away from her. Blood seeped down his lower lip as he fought his way out of the visions of blood. Her blood, coating the pictures in his mind. “I think you should go.” Stefan managed, his voice coming out a bit more feral than he’d like. Stefan knew all too well what he was capable of- What was worse, was part of him wanted to give in. The world was ending around him, why did he need his humanity for that? With this new surge of human blood flowing through him, he felt amazing. It had been a long time since he’d touched the live stuff, he’d never forget how it felt to have an abundance of it, though.
bone-chilling, spine-tingling … sentence starters
“Was that a voice?”
“That looks like blood.”
“No, I didn’t call you…?”
“My light keeps flickering out.”
“Look! It just opened by itself!”
“I just saw that shadow move!”
“I don’t think we’re alone here…”
“That didn’t sound like an animal.”
“And they said he died… right here.”
“I think something followed you home.”
“I swear I heard someone laughing in here.”
“That sounded like a scream, we should go.”
“And if you don’t believe in ghosts… you will.”
“I don’t know what that was, but it wasn’t a person.”
“Something just ran at me, but there’s nobody there!”
“Is it just me, or does it feel like we’re being watched?”
“No one’s ever been able to spend a whole night here.”
“But, if that wasn’t you… then who was I hearing in the house?”
“But, we’re not alone. There’s someone right there, in the corner.”
“What do you mean you just got home? I’ve been talking to you for an hour.”
I will try to be here after work this evening, and also some throughout the day tomorrow<3 This week doesn’t seem quite as crazy with plans and things.
truthstripped:
A mental note is made about feeding from anywhere blood flows, which is quite a few places on the body. As he suddenly stands, her eyes watch him as she’s unsure what he’s thinking or planning. Seeing him pull out a stake from the cabinet, not entirely expecting it but it makes sense given what she asked. Walking over to him as he holds it, she carefully takes it and feels the heft in her hand. “I hope it doesn’t come down to killing you.”
Watching as he bites his own wrist, she’s not exactly a fan of the flavor of blood given how many times she’s had her on in her mouth. But… when in Rome. “I wouldn’t be here offering if I hadn’t already considered every option.” Closing the space between them, she keeps the weapon in one hand while the other holds his wrist so she can drink some of the blood dripping from it. Its not as metallic as she would have imagined, but its not exactly delicious. She drinks however much she can before he heals, looking up to Stefan. “Do you want my wrist or…?”
Stefan listens to her reassurance; if they weren’t in such a bind, he would of never agreed to this. It was risky, and by many counts, very stupid. Stefan had never quite gotten his control down, but it was this, or slow atrophy as his veins closed on themselves. As she drinks from him, his eyes close; it had been a long time since he’d shared his blood with someone. A moment later, his wrist has healed itself and he feels her pull away. The darker parts of his mind wishing she’d just drink her fill.
Stefan keeps his eyes closed as he swallows and nods. “Your wrist is fine,” Gently, he grabs the hand that she was holding the steak in, bringing the point up to his stomach. “Stab as hard as you can if I don’t stop.” Quickly, his fangs make themselves known, and his eyes go dark- there’s nothing stopping his mind from going to a bleak place as his teeth sink into her flesh. The moment he feels the warm richness of her life essence flow into his mouth, he’s entranced. Thick swallows flow down his throat and he feels himself coming back to life; he wonders how long she’ll let this go on- was she enjoying herself?
@tempestgxdsx said:
“i’m worried about you.”
-----> A N S W E R E D [[Caroline]]
Stefan feels warm, but it’s not because of the blood in his veins. Bourbon laced his veins, more heavily than usual. Stefan had thought he’d have the place to himself this evening, but surely, that wasn’t true. It was probably Elena’s doing that Caroline was here to check on him. “Why, Caroline?” Stefan speaks as he leans back, bottle in hand. Is his speech slurring yet? It feels like it should be, but then again he always did hold himself well. Stefan stares ahead at the floor now, not really proud of her seeing him like this, but not exactly willing to call it quits either. “You can either join me, or leave- I’m not dealing with this right now.”
truthuncovered:
“Listen, I am still new to all of this. Does it have to be the neck? Is there something I could use that would hurt you and not kill you if you get feral?” She can see that this offer is hurting him emotionally, maybe physically. He needs blood, but due to his issues with being a ripper he’s been unable to just do what the rest of them can. “Would drinking your blood as insurance first help? So I don’t actually die?” While she’s played with the idea of turning, she never really considered it until now. “Please, I want to help you.”
Stefan ran his hands through his hair; he had to think this through. The truth was that he couldn’t keep going how he’d been going- not if he stood a chance at not losing it completely. “You can tap blood from anywhere that it flows,” Stefan answered without thinking. This conversation was enough to have his head swirling. Abruptly, he stands, walking to the old china cabinet, where an old wooden stake was hidden. The point was sharp enough that a human could use it effectively. “Stab me, wherever with this- make it count. Kill me if you have to.” It wasn’t like he was trying to die, but at this point he was either going to give in to lack of blood, or because someone took him out for being a nuisance. “Just,” Stefan bit into his wrist, his own blood now coating his lips. “I don’t think of this lightly- be sure before you drink this. Drinking my blood has it’s own effects.”
truthuncovered:
“No, I wasn’t sent here by your brother.” Given how much she knows about the people of this town and what some of them truly are, she really isn’t afraid. The fact that she stayed at all says that much. “Maybe its just me over analyzing due to my job, but I can see how the hunger is getting to you.” Thanks to the virus touching the globe there’s a shortage of blood bags, and apparently that means seeing the only vampire in town who won’t touch humans suffer.
“Between the risk of you ripping into me and you losing it and going after multiple people… I’m one of the few people who know what you are that’s human. I don’t see Matt offering, probably for good reason… So here I am, willing to trust you so that you don’t starve.”
The truth was that Stefan's hunting habits weren’t really cutting it these days. This virus had tainted most of the non-living options, and it was seeming to effect his other choices as well. The supply was dwindling. It seemed everyone knew how close Stefan was to his breaking point, even if Stefan didn’t. “If I start, I wont stop.” It wasn’t a threat- more of a warning, or promise.
The thought of her blood alone was enough to cause dark veins to writhe beneath his skin. At those thoughts of what it would feel like to drink from her, Stefan looked away, turning in his chair readying himself to walk away. “I can make it on what I’ve been getting- I have to.”
@ofthebrokenstories said:
" you never knew the real me. " // Katherine
A N S W E R E D ---->
This was a frustrating place this conversation had turned. They’d spent centuries around each other and still, she wanted to claim they were strangers. What point was she trying to prove now? “You had every opportunity to show me the real you.” Stefan almost felt like laughing- the woman who compelled him was now telling him he didn’t know who she really was. “Why didn’t you?” Stefan asks, but the question is mostly rhetorical.
“No, Katherine, I do know who you are. You are a manipulative, selfish, spoiled brat.” The words were meant to cut, or at least remind her that he no longer played her games- he was no longer going to be manipulated by her mind games.
@truthuncovered said:
‘ I am not afraid, bring the pain ‘
A N S W E R E D ---->
Was she sent here to test him? Didn’t she know the risks involved right now? Stefan swirls the bourbon in his glass, a nice vice to numb the burning in his throat as she speaks, as she breathes the same air as him. “You know you’re talking to a ripper right?” Down the hatch goes the rest of his drink. Everything in him is telling him to rush over to her, rip into her throat and drink, but he stays seated. It wasn’t a smart move. Not now, anyway. “Did Damon send you to taunt me?”
@ofthebrokenstories said:
“need some space?” // Katherine
A N S W E R E D ---->
Truth be told, he wasn’t sure why she was sticking around at all. Everything was falling in place to curate the perfect disaster. Stefan wondered sometimes if he shouldn’t leave, himself. Stefan hears her approaching before she speaks; her words caught him more off guard than anything else.
“You’re still here..” Stefan sighed out, thinking she should be long gone by now. What did she care what happened to the rest of them? Why would she bother risking herself when she never had before? Katherine was selfish, that much Stefan was sure of. There had to be a bigger play here that he was just missing.
“You want to tell me why that is?” Stefan looked up over at her, not answering her question- he couldn’t imagine that she really cared what he wanted.
Vicious Pt. 2
‘ But giving in is not the way ‘ ‘ At least we’ll go together ‘ ‘ Hang on ‘til the morning ‘ ‘ And I’m not ashamed to give into desire ‘ ‘ I will fight for you ‘ ‘ And now I am strong where I was weak ‘ ‘ And I am unafraid of being me ‘ ‘ So say hello to the monster that you made ‘ ‘ Now because of you I’ve got a heart ‘ ‘ You never knew the real me ‘ ‘ I don’t feel afraid ‘ ‘ I believe in me ‘ ‘ Because of you I’ll make it through ‘ ‘ I’m in withdrawal, I need a hit ‘ ‘ I used to pray, tried to be perfect in every way ‘ ‘ I used to care about what people say ‘ ‘ I’m not the girl in the white dress ‘ ‘ I’m not your fairytale princess ‘ ‘ I’m sorry, ____, that I made you cry ‘ ‘ Some day you’ll know the reason why ‘ ‘ I’m embracing my darkness ‘ ‘ I’m really sorry that I let you down ‘ ‘ But I’m still gonna make you proud ‘ ‘ I hope you know how hard I really tried ‘ ‘ It might be a hard truth but it’s not about you ‘ ‘ I don’t hold it against you, you’re allowed to be you ‘ ‘ If it don’t hurt I get suspicious ‘ ‘ I like to take the knife and twist it ‘ ‘ I’m not scared to admit it ‘ ‘ This violence is delicious ‘ ‘ I’m not gonna break ‘ ‘ I can take all that you can give ‘ ‘ This is survival ‘ ‘ I am not afraid, bring the pain ‘ ‘ And I’m not asking for forgiveness ‘ ‘ And I won’t leave a witness ‘ ‘ I don’t care if you’ll hate me ‘ ‘ And there’s no use in crying ‘ ‘ Found one of your old mixtapes ‘ ‘ I was drunk in your backseat, I know ‘ ‘ You said that you would marry me ‘ ‘ I will always be with you ‘ ‘ Everything will change ‘
post - trauma sentence starters blood, death mention.
“don’t do that. don’t shut me out.”
“you’ve been crying. i can tell.”
“we need to change those bandages and get some food in you.”
“you want me to rub your back ’til you fall asleep?”
“that was a brave thing you did today.”
“shh, that’s okay, get everything out.”
“there’s something on your shirt. you – that’s blood!”
“need some space?”
“you should lay down.”
“there’s nothing wrong with asking for help.”
“shh, shh. you were having a nightmare.”
“we can talk through the door.”
“let’s clean you up and get you to bed, okay?”
“you almost died.”
“i brought you a blanket.”
“you’re home. you’re safe.”
“i’m worried about you.”
“is everything okay?”
“tell me how to make it better.”
“it’s been a tough few days. how are you holding up?”
“you have to stay awake. come on, give my hand a squeeze.”
“you’re in the hospital.”
“think you can make it to the bathroom?”
“no, no. don’t close your eyes.”
