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crimes of passion ( 1984 )

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I have no idea how to flirt with you I don't know how to make you feel anything there's just so much in the world I'm intrigued with and fascinated by, and the only way I feel I can and am allowed to connect with someone and make them know I desire them is sharing my thoughts and introspection to them and learning what yours are and your interests and what makes you feel the same way, cause I feel like a slimy degenerate porn addicted creep when trying to escalate any sort of intimate tension/interest to make your view of me progress past anything more than just the cool friend that travels to many places and makes cool music and whose band you like seeing live, I have no idea what I must do beyond that to make you want a relationship with me, or maybe it was something you considered at first but again I feel like a mentally ill person masturbating in public trying to hint to you that I am romantically into you and want something more than just friendship, I don't want to use you, I just want to know I'm doing something that makes you choose me above the rest. If I could just disconnect all the parts of my brain that have anything to do with romance/intimacy and just simply focus on my music, art and travelling I would feel so much better.