I have pretty much given up on believing I'm meant for a happily ever after. This girl has more than killed my spirit. I don't believe in soulmates anymore. She has screwed me up so badly that I would never let someone try to deal with me. Working on fixing myself, but it feels hopeless. I've never been cheated on until now. If you're going to cheat, break up first. It totally destroys a person. I really feel like I'll never be okay again.



















