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Send a 🎧 and I will put my music on shuffle, then write a starter based on a lyric from the first song that plays
𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑳𝒀 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑫𝑬 . ( angst - oriented sentence starters . dark & potentially triggering themes are present . )
❛ no … no , why would you do that ? ❜ ❛ fight back . fight back ! ❜ ❛ when were you going to tell me ? ❜ ❛ don’t fucking touch me . ❜ ❛ you promised . you fucking promised . ❜ ❛ i never wanted to hurt you . ❜ ❛ run . run & don’t stop . ❜ ❛ you’re a fucking stereotype . ❜ ❛ please don’t go … please don’t go . ❜ ❛ i’m putting you out of your misery . ❜ ❛ what makes you think i’d listen to a word you say ? ❜ ❛ this is what you think love is ?? ❜ ❛ i never should’ve trusted you . ❜ ❛ i love you . is that what you wanted to hear ? ❜ ❛ you’re so fucking pathetic . ❜ ❛ nobody can help me . not even you . ❜ ❛ don’t act like you know me . ❜ ❛ i’ve got my own shit to deal with . ❜ ❛ i’m saying my goodbyes . ❜ ❛ please don’t go . ❜ ❛ i’d rather drop dead . ❜ ❛ i loved you , you know ? ❜ ❛ talk to me . ❜ ❛ what , was i just a charity case ?? ❜ ❛ i feel so fucking stupid . ❜ ❛ i want to be alone . ❜ ❛ that’s low , even for you . ❜ ❛ say that again , i fucking dare you . ❜ ❛ i can’t … i can’t feel my - ❜ ❛ i’m so fucking tired , i just … i can’t . ❜ ❛ we’ve missed so much . ❜ ❛ what , you’re gonna shoot me ? ❜ ❛ you’re nothing . ❜ ❛ stop looking at me like that . like i’m broken . ❜ ❛ you’ve lost a lot of blood . ❜ ❛ don’t shut me out . ❜ ❛ it’s not real . it’s not real . ❜ ❛ you’re just saying what i want to hear . ❜ ❛ i swear , i’ll kill you . ❜ ❛ stop … just stop fucking lying . stop . ❜ ❛ just tell me what you did . ❜ ❛ i already know what you did , i just want to hear it from you . ❜ ❛ i needed you to be different . ❜ ❛ how long has it been since you’ve eaten ? ❜ ❛ put the [ gun / knife ] down . ❜ ❛ what do you want from me ? ❜ ❛ we’ve lost so much time . ❜ ❛ i really fucking hate you , sometimes . ❜ ❛ i can’t … i can’t , i can’t do this today . ❜ ❛ you know , i never wanted to hurt you . ❜ ❛ i shouldn’t have to beg you to love me . ❜ ❛ i don’t owe you shit . ❜ ❛ don’t say it , don’t fucking say it . ❜ ❛ it sounds like you’ve been crying … ❜
𝐙𝐄𝐄 𝐅𝐓. 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐘𝐔𝐍:
a small smile appeared on the other’s lips . he knows that the other means it in a familial sort of way and he long ago had come to accept that but that didn’t stop the butterflies in his stomach . he sighed heavily , reaching out and flicking zee on the nose lightly . “ well of course you think everything will be fine zee . but will other parties feel the same way ? “ he asked before tightly pursing his lips . seoyun did not like james . he hadn’t felt any kind of way for the other before he’d became an item with zee . it was the fact that he was with zee that had made him decide he didn’t like the guy . because james had known that seoyun liked his best friend , and had been planning on telling the other so . his mind is so caught up in focusing its distaste for james that he barely caught the last half of zee’s words . “ huh ? i’m fine . i like the cold . you’re talking to the guy who sleeps with a fan on and the window cracked during the winter . “ he laughed . sitting up , he took the other’s hand . “ sure , let’s go get some hot chocolate . even if there aren’t marshmallows i think we’ll survive . “ he said as he got up , his hand holding on just a few extra moments necessary before dropping the other’s hand and throwing his arm over zee’s shoulder . “ so , “ he drawled . “ hypothetically speaking , what would you do if i like , just shoved my hands up your shirt ? “ he asked .
“ YEAH , EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST fine. ” regardless of how much or how little he believed his statement , just saying it out loud helped. if he said it enough , maybe he and everyone around him would begin to believe it. he did like james , but he’s started to notice little things here and there which alert him to why others may not like him as much. zee’s surprised that seoyun doesn’t like james. after all , they were friends , weren’t friends supposed to support eachother ? “ i think you’re crazy, ” he says it with a wide grin , happy that he takes his hand and tugs him up. the few moments their hands linger together isn’t lost on him , but zee chalks it up to factors outside of his control. he walks side by side with seoyun , laughing when he feels the other’s arm hang over his shoulder. “ speak for yourself. marshmallows or nothing. ” this is familiar , something he’s used to. this easy banter. no worrying about potentially straining a relationship. at his next comment , zee’s eyes widen and he pauses , stepping back from seoyun. “ you wouldn’t dare. ” he’s certain that his hands are freezing cold , and the thought of such a temperature on his own warm skin makes him take another step away. there’s a grin still plastered to his face. “ you wouldn’t. ” he repeats.
Symbols for the mun
💝 I ship our muses, but we’ve never interacted
✨ I think your portrayal is on point, but it also intimidates me
💍 I want to be exclusives with you
⭐️ We don’t rp, but I desperately wish we did
☀️ I want to rp with you, but I’m not sure how
💔 We’ve rp’ed in the past, but now we don’t
🎂 I’m new to your blog, and I want to be friends
🎉 We’ve been mutuals for ages, and this makes me so happy!
💡 I have a thread idea for us!
💌 I just think you’re amazing
💥 We’re not mutuals, but I wish you’d notice me
𝐄𝐕𝐀𝐄 𝐅𝐓. 𝐏𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐀:
‘‘ is that MY shirt … ? ’’
HEAD TURNS FROM WHERE IT is facing cooktop , easy smile appearing upon mouth. “ morning , sleepyhead. ” she moves to lean against the counter , a shirt that is most definitely pippa’s hanging off her shoulders. “ it was but it’s mine now. ”
cutie in pink
𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐘 𝐅𝐓. 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎:
to say this is just a TAD AWKWARD would be an understatement. niko’s lucky they’re able to hide their embarrassment so well and pretend that THIS IS FINE ; that they don’t know just exactly who the other is. though that’s pretty impossible to forget when they’ve seen the other’s … well , EVERYTHING.
‘‘ roomies , huh … ’’ they laugh quietly while putting down a box filled with their stuff on the empty bed. they don’t mean to come across as cocky either and finds themself rubbing the back of their neck a little. ‘‘ well , at least we’re no complete strangers to each other … ? though i do admit I MIGHT’VE FORGOTTEN YOUR NAME. ’’
TRANSFERRING UNIVERSITIES AFTER WHAT HAD happened in his previous one had been a chore , but as with most things he tried to take it in stride. this , however , was a bump in the road he hadn’t expected. the last thing he’d wanted was to actually dorm on campus , but so late in the game it had been his only option. addy had checked out the name of his roommate on the online housing program and hoped it wasn’t the same niko jang.
of course , fate wasn’t that kind to him. he moved his things and set up his side of the criminally tiny room an hour ago and took to scrolling through his phone as he sat on his bed. when the door creaks open , he’s disappointed by the familiar visage that greets him. with a quiet groan , he sits up , swinging long legs over the side of the mattress to peer at his random roommate. “ don’t you think it’s better to start with a stranger ? ” he’s curious so he hops off and steps over to the other side , taking a look at the box that’s set on the bed. “ wow , niko , you really don’t remember my name ? ” an amused smile as he crowds into the other’s personal space. “ looks like you’ll just have to guess it. ”
realized i hate making starters so if u wanna interact w me/my muses send me an ask meme from anything in THIS TAG & i’ll answer and you can continue it as a thread. you don’t have to specify my muse if you don’t feel like it, as long as you specify yours (if you’re a mumu).
𝐅𝐓. 𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐎:
a smile spreads across his face the moment his eyes land on jem, leaning casually against a tabletop arranged with flowers he didn’t know the name of. “ i remember everything you say. ” nero replies absently, eyes turning towards the door. when jem suggests closing early, nero already has their fingers wrapped around the sign, flipping it to CLOSED before jem can finish speaking. “ say no more. you only have one more customer and he’s standing right here. i’ll take one bouquet of your favorite flowers. ”
THEY PRETEND THE COMMENT DOESN’T make their heart flutter in their chest , instead busying themself with arranging a small handful of colorful lilies. jem can’t help but wonder who he could possibly be getting these for especially so late. bouquet is held over the counter towards nero with a smile. “ don’t worry about paying for this, ” the flowers are easily above forty dollars , but they’ve been undercharging nero since the first day, “ it’s a thanks for offering to get food with me bouquet. ”
𝐅𝐓. 𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐎:
“ you’re closing soon, right ? ” pushing open the doors to the flower shop, nero strolls in extremely casually, eyes searching for his favorite cashier. “ you said earlier you hadn’t eaten yet. i’m about to get food. come with me ? ”
DUSTPAN FILLED WITH DIRT AND fallen petals is emptied into the trashcan as soon as the bell rings. they have “ we’re closing in five minutes ! ” half way out their mouth when they realize who’s there. a momentary pause in sweeping the already spotless floor and their face breaks into a smile. “ you remembered ? uh i can close right now if you want. doubt anyone will walk in begging for roses at this hour. ” please say close now.
𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 / 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓 ♡ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
change any gendered language to your needs. ♡
“ you don’t have to hide your tears from me . ” “ you’re doing great , okay ?? i mean it . ” “ you are so strong . ” “ please don’t ever give up . ” “ i will always believe in you . ” “ why do you always think you have to do everything on your own ?? ” “ it’s okay , i’m here . i’ll always be here . ” “ you’ve always been strong for me . let me return the favor . ” “ just listen to my heartbeat , okay ?? ” “ come on , take a deep breath . it’s gonna be alright . ” “ please , just hold me . ” “ you always meant the world to me . i’m sorry i let you forget that . ” “ i never stopped loving you . ” “ you’ll feel better if you talk about it . i’m here to listen . ” “ you’re so much more than the mistakes you’ve made . ” “ i forgive you . ” “ you are so fucking powerful . ” “ i’m not leaving you here . ” “ i trust you more than anyone else in this universe . ” “ it’s okay to be confused . nobody has all the answers . ” “ i’m so , so sorry . you didn’t deserve that . ” “ healing is not linear , but it’s always moving forward . ” “ you can admit that you’re hurting . it’s okay to not be okay . ” “ hold my hand ?? ” “ you are my home . ” “ no matter what anyone else says , you are so important to me . ” “ don’t worry . i’ll protect you . ” “ shh , it was just a nightmare . you’re safe . ” “ don’t talk about yourself like that . ” “ just say the word . you know i’d do anything for you . ” “ you are loved . ” “ i just need a hug . ” “ i’ll destroy anything that so much as thinks of harming you . ” “ don’t ever let anyone make you feel ashamed of who you are . ” “ you’re not alone . you’re stuck with me forever . sorry . ” “ well , hello sleeping beauty . you fell asleep on me . ” “ if you don’t take your butt back to bed , i will carry you there myself . ” “ i’m sorry to wake you up , but i really need someone to talk to . ” “ i hate seeing you like this … please , let me help . ” “ you are & always will be precious to me . ” “ i can’t believe that asshole said that to you . it’s not true , you know . ” “ you want me to punch him in the face ?? ” “ you deserve every good thing in the world . ” “ you know i always have your back . ” “ you don’t have to worry about anything , as long as i’m around . ” “ stop apologizing , okay ?? i’ve already told you i’ve forgiven you a hundred times now . ” “ don’t beat yourself up over this . be kind to yourself , it’s not your fault . ”
im an intern at the rolling stone and you’re the problematic asshole pop star who i have to interview one on one because nobody else wanted to do it and /fuck/ are you always this difficult (or alternatively the one where the problematic asshole pop star finds the intern to be much more interesting than the interview itself)
𝐅𝐓. 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐁:
he takes her hand with a sharp intake of breath. she’s beautiful, even in the dim light, and try as he might he can never look away. following her back to her bedroom has his heart pounding, POUNDING –– this is all too familiar, deja vu filling his brain with what they could’ve been ( and maybe, to some extent, what they could be again ). but caleb’s increasingly distracted from his own thoughts –– the image of athena’s gentle smile has warmth bleeding into his chest; whenever she’s around no one, nothing else really seems to matter. he’ll give her hand a gentle squeeze as they make their way through the hallway. now is the time for second guessing –– for wondering, is this really the right thing to do ? but then they reach the familiar doorway, the one he used to slip through time and time again –– and then, more recently, would have to walk past –– and caleb still hasn’t let her go ( in all sense of the word ). instead, he tugs on her hand again, a wordless request to turn around. “are you sure ?” caleb murmurs again, voice barely audible –– a tone only she’s privy to.
THE TWO PASS ARTEMUS’ ROOM silently , her brother most likely long asleep by now. it wasn’t that she was nervous of , as much as she’d like to push the blame on him. the idea of doing this like no time had passed at all is what makes her nervous. so much had changed , but they seemed bent on acting like everything was just fine. the squeeze around her hand tells her otherwise. this was all wrong , and continuing it wouldn’t make it right in any means. it doesn’t stop her from answering “ i’m sure. ” she can’t bear to glance back at him , just pulls him closer when she clicks open the door to her room and steps inside. hand refuses to let go of his as she tugs him inside , closing the door behind the two of them. she searches for his face in the dark. how many times have they done this before and why does it feel completely different but just the same. “ are you-i can’t believe i forgot to ask- ” a nervous laugh “ -are you even tired enough to fall asleep right now ? ” were they going to be sitting in awkward silence in her bedroom until one fell asleep ?
pinswheel:
gm im gonna try to make a dent in my hw and then i’ll do drafts bai
this was a fucking lie btw.
𝐅𝐓. 𝐖𝐑𝐄𝐍:
“ just promise me that you won’t leave me alone again . please ? ”
“ you of all people know that i can’t promise you that. i can’t promise that i’ll be back either. this is how it is. ”