[bvrialatsea]

— It Lasts Forever and Then It's Over, Anne de Marcken

[dilf-in-peril]

I understand some of you are 19 but that is not an old man, he's 32.

[samdeanjohn]

randomly remembered how spn fandom was calling dean middle aged with old man knees since s8. what was up with THAT?

[samdeanjohn]

he was canonically 40 (jensen 2 years older) when he died and they had been treating him like he was ancient for almost a decade up to that point

[samdeanjohn]

they would regularly make posts like "he's too old to be doing this" and the thing he was too old to be doing was eating a croissant cookie or having sex

[samdeanjohn]

[samdeanjohn]

dean knowing his ass is sweet

[demondetoxmanual]

“I’m telling you, that bastard’s been tailing me…wearing some poor dude’s meat.”

[officialpenisenvy]

STOP saying that a male character has "eldest daughter syndrome" unless you're pumping estrogen in her bloodstream

[samdeanjohn]

i love when sam and dean have backpacks

[soluscheese]

10.13 - Halt & Catch Fire

[samdeanjohn]

randomly remembered how spn fandom was calling dean middle aged with old man knees since s8. what was up with THAT?

[samdeanjohn]

he was canonically 40 (jensen 2 years older) when he died and they had been treating him like he was ancient for almost a decade up to that point

[samdeanjohn]

they would regularly make posts like "he's too old to be doing this" and the thing he was too old to be doing was eating a croissant cookie or having sex

[samdeanjohn]

randomly remembered how spn fandom was calling dean middle aged with old man knees since s8. what was up with THAT?

[samdeanjohn]

he was canonically 40 (jensen 2 years older) when he died and they had been treating him like he was ancient for almost a decade up to that point

[samdeanjohn]

randomly remembered how spn fandom was calling dean middle aged with old man knees since s8. what was up with THAT?

[frodo-sam]

[strawlessandbraless]

Happy Pride to Dean and his giant rainbow slinky

[xofemeraldstars]

WE GETTETH IT

[samdeanjohn]

I'm rewatching s4 and going nuts about the dean lines, re: being "re-hymenated," post hell, and thinking about the line in s3 where "nobody's a virgin". It's just so... csa coded. Why was that his first thought about his body?

rape survivor dean is so compelling to me and I need to scream about it.

yeah, i remember watching the first 4 seasons without even looking online to see what people were saying about them and losing my mind over how obvious they made it that dean was a rape survivor. it was one of the reasons the show became so dear to me back then, so when i did go online and found communities like hoodie-time on lj where people were discussing and expanding on these themes it was like christmas.

it's not just the "rehymenated" line but everything about how he behaves and is treated after coming back from hell. the strong sense that while things have been happening to him since he was a child, hell brought it all out on the surface and made it undeniable. everyone knows what happened to him there and everyone makes insinuations about it. there was quite literally a brand on him marking him as not only violated but owned. his new body didn't carry the same scars, the same history, it was resurrected for one purpose only. a higher power only chose him so it could rape him all over again.

[samdeanjohn]

you can tell how worthy of consideration someone's opinions are (not only on spn but on topics of abuse, torture and autonomy in general) from how they discuss dean's time in hell.

[horrorshow]

The only thing that’s really changed, is now I need a daily rape shower. OK, you’re right. Let’s go with Plan B. Oh yeah, we don’t have one. So till we do, sorry dude, stock up on soap-on-a-rope. Dean, if you wanna get my soul back, that’s what we gotta do, OK?

John & soulless Sam + objectifying and pimping out Dean