Sampaguita Samera

A delicate flower said to symbolize divine hope.

[adzolotl]

you call it “really bad at darts”, I call it freestyle acupuncture

[sailor--spoon]

Sir I’m going to have to ask you to leave the bar

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My sweet girl loving her lake time. Its a hot one for all of us today

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I really wanted to share this with you. Today I saw something that really hit hard on that life is far too short. We really don't know when our time is up or that of our loved ones. I work in a field that I'm exposed to many things and sadness plays a large part of that. It's eye opening every day. Don't give up on your goals, nothing is ever that far from your reach. There will always be bigger and better things but set your eyes on the stars, because anything less is below your worth. We all can accomplish our dreams, no matter how impossible they may seem. Hug your loved ones tight and get up and watch that sunrise, because it really is worth every day to live with the most you can get from it. ❤❤

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They really have a very ruff life #spoiled #mypuppies #soloved

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Over 6 miles! #fitbit #flex #killingit #keepgoing #goodlife

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I know already we'll be the best of friends. #bulletjournal #ocdmind #moleskine

[introvertunites]

If you’re an introvert,  follow introvertunites.

[mindlessfool]

Definitely me, except for the conflict part.

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Thoughts on my thoughts

Many of you are not aware that I blog, I really don't much anymore. I started a blog 6 years ago and it's been sitting in my drafts getting added to little by little over the years. I recently re read it and am absolutely floored by my own words. Everything I've gone through this year, all the doubt and depression. The sadness and loss of complete hope...was all for what? Because the words I needed....the thoughts and advice I could never hear before were right here, waiting in my blog for me to come back and write. I'm so in shock right now, I feel like a past me wrote this letter for me...to come back and read it at this time. Because she knew how much I needed those words. I have just this to say, Never forget who you are, never doubt your worth. You can't see the future and it can change so quickly. Please don't give up, you are beautiful, you are loved and someday, in some way you're going to see exactly how special you are. Why you are meant to be on this earth, we all question this throughout our lives. But those of us that power through, that see our worth and rise to the challenges that await us? I admire you all. You are my heros, and I am so excited for what our futures hold. We are the light in a very dark place.

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Presents from Belgium! #lovethem #sopretty #gifts #friends

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Trapped

That feeling you have when you know you have not one single person you can be 100% truly and completely honest with. There are secrets dividing everyone.

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This cough can kick rocks...yup.

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“If you limit your choice only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is a compromise.” 

~ Robert Fritz, The Path of Least Resistance

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They say time heals all wounds. They didn't say what will happen in the meantime.

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Totally made my week! What a seriously awesome surprise!

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parentingthewayweseeit

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Totally made my week! What a seriously awesome surprise!

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Why is it when morning comes around I feel this almost sadness that I’ll never see yesterday again?  It’s not like anything amazing happened but I can’t help but feel like I’m losing out on something big.  I just don’t know what it is yet.  Maybe it’s the fear that I may not make it to tomorrow?  I know that sounds morbid although it’s not meant to be, I assure you.  I just can’t help but feel even partially lost as I sit here in my morning thoughts.  I feel as if I should clarify once again, my blog is my place of self expression.  I cannot speak these words in my everyday life as not to worry loved ones or fear of them trying to fix things ( only because they care).  I feel blessed I have people who care that much.  I’m not a sad person or would I say I suffer from depression.  I’m a very deep thinker and sometimes have to release thoughts so I may function normally to the outside world.  So thanks to my followers who don’t judge and just accept me for all my quirks.  

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My "Empty Book" is becoming more filled each day. Especially as of late. My mind is so full and overflowing it has to go somewhere. Most of it word jumble and only of sense to me. But it's doing its job and calming me so I may prepare for sleep. That's all I ask.