To boyfriend..5 Sept 2020.
Listen I'm a walking disaster babe. I sin, I make mistakes, sometimes I don't always choose God but he never seems to stop choosing me. I believe that God gives his battles to his toughest soldiers and I know that he will never put me in a position that I can't handle but sometimes I just lose hope. What I admire about you is that you pray, you acknowledge God and I'll learn alot from that , Youvementioned couple of times you're attending prayer meetings and I'm happy about that. I seem to only pray when i have a burden or going through the most. I'm still learning to pray even on good times. I prayed for us thou. I have struggled with being able to trust the process but coming here has been the biggest blessing ever. I'm so grateful I made that choice. I got to a point of just not knowing what's right or wrong and just not feeling like I'm good enough, relationships can make you feel that way. What I'm trying to tell you is that I have inner demons, trust issues but I'm willing to put my heart on a plate one last time. I want us to be a praying couple Lwazi. I want us to build something, be sincere, be friends, transparent with each other and our feelings. Ill never cheat on you mna, no matter what we go through..