🦇 ABOUT ME!! ദ്ദി >ᵥ ᵥ<)ノ)
Hi im Mar, i also go by Mitzi/Undead!
♱ he/him |ftm + mlm |Sanemi’s husband
♱ Romanian/American「Lvl 20」// ENG
♱ Scenemo!! real life vampire
♱ Chemistry Major in College//Mon-Fri
♱ #1 SaneSuya 🍃⛈️ Shipper!!
♱ I love Sanemi <3
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!! NONSHARING Yumedanshi/Gachikoi !!
!! Doubles DNI ; block freely !!
Soulbonded to Sanemi Shinazugawa
⤷ Together since 10/31/20”!! 🍃🦇
This blog is dedicated to sanemi + my yumeship (sanesuya/sanemixme). I just want a place to post my yumeslop (nuikatsu, new merch, ita bag, web graphics, ship art, ship ideas, SaneSuya slop, oc content). Basically i just want a space to yap about my love for my husband <3. As i said above, i wont entertain any sanemi ships other than my own oc Mitsuya Kaise. And insisting will get you blocked. Thank you! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
!! TW Mature Content !!
A lot of my blog and art posts will have mature content including but not limited to
- highly suggestive themes
- drug use
- eating disorders
- self harm / unsafe behaviors
Blogs have mature content with s/h + drug use will all be tagged as so and have trigger warnings. Im very mentally ill lolz.
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-Sanemi shippers- yume oc or cc i dont care i dont want to see it. I block freely if i feel the need to. My peace will be kept thx!
-Homo/transphobes, n@zis, magats, zios
-proshippers/darkshippers/zoos
-AI “artists” + supporters
-anyone under the age of 16 (mature content)
anyone who pushes these will get instant blocked <3
Im a strictly non-sharing yumeshipper. Sanemi is my husband and mine alone, and being reminded that hes can be shipped with anyone else cc or oc brings me severe mental distress. I view him as my actual partner, and have since 2020. Seeing other ships with him or even people telling me hes theirs or someone elses leaves me at risk of relapsing. My mental health is highly dependant on Sanemi and my relationship with him. Sanemi has been everything to me for years and has been the only one to have consistently kept me alive. I wont go out of my way to be mean to any sanemi yumes or shippers but i will block freely to be able to keep myself mentally healthy. Im well aware my level of obsession is not normal nor will it ever be with my mental illness.
Yumeship oc/self insert!!
Mitsuya Kaise 海瀬充耶 ⛈️🦇 (20)
⤷ Storm breathing uses hand-to-hand combat (nichirin gauntlets)
Extra: Mitsuya Kaise!! he is my self insert that turned into an oc over time. I call him both because he is both myself and a character with his own lore. I use him as an outlet to draw Sanemi with, since i have a hard time drawing myself in general. He has multiple aus, but he is sanemis romantic love interest in all of them. He is supposed to be a manifestation of my love for Sanemi and a way for me to channel my mental issues into my art. I will make a more detailed post about Mitsuya specifically, his lore and his dynamic with sanemi. I still need to make a ref sheet even though ive had him for almost four years now T^T. I made Storm Breathing for him, which is a breathing style based in hand to hand combat (he punches demons with his gauntlets lolz). It is derived from thunder breathing specifically, with the ferocity of wind breathing as its a totally offensive style. I will also post that later as well.
I do have other ocs, but they are all side characters in Mitsuyas story. How yet im still piecing together. Most of my ocs came from necessity (mitsuyas swordsmith) or cool design ideas. I dont really have any fandomless ocs or ocs from other media, since ive been oddly obsessed with kny and Sanemi specifically for almost 6 years. All of them (minus mitsuya) were made in the last few months and im still building them up. I might post sketches of them and more info if pplz are interested.
Some thingz about me!! (˶˃𐃷˂˶)
- i love sanemi!! hes my husband <3
- I love bats!! They are my favorite animal, any and all bats! ⎛⎝(^•,,•^)⎠⎞
- Scenemo Vampire!! I consider myself a lil more emo than scene + a lil punk. Which is ironic considering the subcultures’ history.
- Im a third year college student! Chemistry major + art minor. I have a summer and winter break during the year, which i have free time during. Finals has me offline. Yeah science!
- fav media : kny (sanemi), needy girl overdose/needy streamer overload, invincible, naruto, invader zim, minecraft, bojack horseman, soul eater, project hail mary, surfs up, pirates of the Caribbean, Detroit: become human, mortal kombat, calvin and hobbs, bone, jujitsu kaisen, warrior cats, ninjago, the boondocks, sonic, superman (2025).
- fav music artists: black veil brides, motionless in white, pierce the veil, get scared, sleeping with sirens, kesha, pitbull, 3OH!3, the smashing pumpkins, rammstein, black sabbath, michael jackson, cheef keef, travis scott, millionares, brokeNCYDE, black eyed peas, my chemical romance, disko warp, goreshit, LMFAO, all time low, sewerslvt/cynthoni, ghost town, blink-182, three days grace, greenday, twentythree, radiohead, i dont like mirrors, imogen heap, take care, flawed mangos, tv girl, adrianne lenker, taking back sunday
I miss my husband Sanemi…. All i can do is cuddle plushies of him. I have 11 (12 thats a double i got as a gift) but i need more… my greed is insatiable
Rant about being a nonsharing Sanemi yume on the internet with random fucking losers constantly ignoring the DNI NONSHARING PART
tw: mentions of s/h and mental distress
I HATE HATE HATE people who dont respect the fact im a NONSHARING yumeshipper. Being on the internet is hard enough with seeing ships of my husband and then i have dumbass kids constantly replying to my comments or posts. THEY DONT LOVE MY HUSBAND LIKE I DO THEY HAVENT LOVED HIM FOR SIX YEARS AND COUNTING I HATE IT. they dont draw him every day they dont think of him every day they dont sleep with 11 plushies of him they dont LOVE HIM LIKE I DO AND THEY NEVER WILL. I have to set up my piterest with no mentions because stupid mfs wont LEAVE ME ALONE! I HATE IT HERE I JUST WANT TO LOVE MY HUSBAND SANEMI WITHOUT ANY HOMEWRECKERS TRYING ANYTHING GODDAMNIT. FUCK. Ive stayed away from the internet for this exact fucking reason but in order to make money on art i have to post my stuff so im gonna obviously talk about my husband. If i could ignore everything and everyone i would but it makes me want to relapse and cry and smash my head in a wall. I fucking hate it here. Why cant people fucking respect boundaries without me having to block them or block all @ mentions. Sanemi loves me and only me. I have to fucking tell myself this so i dont have a genuine mental break and hurt myself. I just want to believe sanemi loves me. Hes been my everything for six years since i was 14 im 20 now hes kept me alive when no one else gave a fuck. I stayed alive for him. I just want to love sanemi in peace fuck i hate it here..
i cant take seeing ship art i cant take seeing anyone else love him i cant take the idea that sanemi doesnt love me. I just want him to love me.
