sangu1no

[sangu1no]

#𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝟏𝐍𝐎. vtm au for 𝔍𝔲𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔫 𝔇𝔞𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔬𝔰 sideblog to @davin0s . heavily under co, and entirely for funsies. +21 only. as interpreted by moss he/him +30. info tba.

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬. 𝐚𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜. 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬.

𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔠𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔢: @nessfang , @bleedingdve / @lethalbody , @l1felike , @wulfhart , @bleedsthrough

for general rules see @davin0s

some important clarifications are:

1. this blog is entirely for fun and purely focused on 1 verse.

2. i'm barely dipping my toes in vtm, with the help mostly of jove @ frcmscratch @ lethalbody so if i mess things up, know i don't care and go attack him (dhhdd joke). also i am mostly focused on the world of private nightmares as it is what i know so far.

3. there will be exploration of darker themes than on my main blog, a little deeper on addiction, murder, themes of inhumanity/monstruosity. i really like how that in particular is explored with the personification of "the beast" as it's portrayed on private nightmares. there will be references, mostly hints or in backstory about abuse, lack of consent, toxic relationships, bad copying mechanisms. julien was a thrall for a long time and it messed up with his mind. i will NOT explore that kind of dynamic in threads though, only as part of his trauma and backstory.

𝔟𝔞𝔰𝔦𝔠 𝔦𝔫𝔣𝔬

[sangu1no]

i'm putting the rest of those fun text thingies on the queue so i don't flood the dash but i'm having too much fun

also realizing that julien not rlly having a place means he's literally couch surfing around everyone's places and being roomies with nessa, but they both need space sometimes.

someone get this man an apartment (because he sure as hell won't) don't people just HAVE money? how does one get it?

[sangu1no]

[ txt ] : you left your jacket here. @wulfhart

[ txt: kittykat ]: yes [ txt: kittykat ]: it had blood on it [ txt: kittykat ]: i took yours by the way

[sangu1no]

[ txt ] : please tell me you're okay. @bleedingdve

writing... writing... writing... writing...

The message bubble disappears and no reply comes until the next night.

[ txt: babs ]: i'm okay

writing... writing... writing... writing...

[ txt: babs ]: i don't know message deleted [ txt: babs ]: i want to ask if i can come over but i don't think i should message deleted [ txt: babs ]: can we go do something fun and normal?

[sangu1no]

@wulfhart cont.

[ txt: kittykat ]: wouldn't you like to know weather boy?

A few minutes go by.

[ txt: kittykat ]: actually [ txt: kittykat ]: yes, can you come get me?

writing... writing... writing...

[ txt: kittykat ]: i don't have a car

Julien shares his location and a blue dot appears in the Valley area.

[ txt: kittykat ]: and get me like a big coat or something to hide the blood

[sangu1no]

thoughts, things

- i feel julien's sire eventually comes back when things heat up, to sort drag bring him back into the fold. (i still need to figure out who exactly is she, what role she had, i feel she was high ranking, but more from the shadows, comfortable to be dismissed as a toreador yet very very manipulative and powerful).

-julien's predator style being siren yet julien often losing control and often killing people i think it rlly represents him. what he pretends to be, so much time faking to be a toreador plus the loss of his humanity.

-i've been having fun playing with the implications of julien having up all night / rsistent blush merits, which from what i gather make him appear alive very often, but when paired with him steadily losing touch with humanity. (this is entirely outside like game rules which fly over my head btw) but i think it works very well with julien's poor handle on emotions and being "too" emotional, he cannot be detached like most vampires, yet he insistently turns himself into a vengeance only creature, it just fucks him up bad.

-he disappears on people a LOT, i think nessa specially knows that he will go away when he's hungry and won't show up again until he settles that. like there are people he know he can be around when he's 'messy', because they are like him in some aspect and can "handle" him better or smack him away, and it wouldn't damage their relationship. but other people, he doesn't even want to tempt that situation, for a million other reasons. but generally he does tent to isolate and lick his wounds in private.

-he transitioned after being turned, and generally speaking is perfectly fine with it, it's not something that bothers him, he doesn't reject who he was before and him being julien is a new thing for a lot of people. he doesn't think he is remotely the same person, but still is not entirely certain what kind or person he is now or if he even is a person any more.

-that said, his body is still what it was, it cannot change. he doesn't care really, he likes it. (physically, his ego is over the roof lol he knows perfectly what he looks like and what that does to people. if his sire taught him something is to take power in that) but he generally dresses in a more androgynous / masculine way. generally doesn't use makeup and if he has makeup on it 100% was babel's work and he loves to display it ✨️

-he doesn't care about gaining power or 'moving up' except in what power he feels he needs to gain to kill primus. so he does want it but as the means to an end. truth be told, he loathes the idea of having any of that inside him, but he also knows he can't kill primus as he is, he already tried and nearly reached his final death.

[violet-bridgerton]

You are my onion.

Yeah, well, you’re my fucking onion.

[sangu1no]

real questions now tho, do they have a group chat? but more importantly, how many julien selfies does it endure on any given day night?

[sangu1no]

canon julien insisting on calling people by their full name vs vtm julien enjoying having silly contact names for them

[sangu1no]

[ txt ] : tell me to behave. @lethalbody

[ txt: dont. ]: mmm you'd like that, wouldn't you? [ txt: dont. ]: that's not how it works [ txt: dont. ]: you don't get to have what you want [ txt: dont. ]: how'd that teach you manners?

[sangu1no]

[ txt ] : are you trying to distract me on purpose. @saintsdawn

[ txt: flo ]: always [ txt: flo ]: is it working? :)

[sangu1no]

[ txt ]: i love how you only respond when it's convenient. from @l1felike

[ txt: bello ]: what do u mean??? [ txt: bello ]: i'm SO attentive

writing...

writing....

writing...

[ txt: bello ]: are u mad at me? :(

[sangu1no]

its so endlessly funny to me that pretty privilege is a used and abused game mechanic

[sangu1no]

[ txt ] : do you always do this or just to me? @bleedsthrough - occtis

[ txt: ghouli ]: you're so special tesoro [ txt: ghouli ]: of course i only disappear on you <3

[ txt: ghouli ]: nessa mentioned you were looking for me

writing...

writing...

[ txt: ghouli ]: u good?

[zachrp]

ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ RANDOM TEXT MESSAGE PROMPTS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.

[TXT] : answer the question.

[TXT] : you left your jacket here.

[TXT] : ignore that last message.

[TXT] : must be my fault somehow.

[TXT] : this was a bad idea but i'm doing it anyway.

[TXT] : guess i misunderstood the vibe.

[TXT] : i'm only texting you because i'm drunk.

[TXT] : i can't stop thinking about your hands.

[TXT] : you're not gonna believe this..

[TXT] : i'm blushing shut up.

[TXT] : okay wait no don't answer that.

[TXT] : i didn't say anything because i didn't want to argue.

[TXT] : be honest with me.

[TXT] : are you free tonight?

[TXT] : i'll explain later, just call me now!

[TXT] : i like it when you looked at me like that.

[TXT] : i should stop texting before this escalates.

[TXT] : i keep rereading that message.

[TXT] : are you trying to distract me on purpose.

[TXT] : i hate that you were right.

[TXT] : you'd be so proud of me right now and also disappointed.

[TXT] : cheers to bad decisions.

[TXT] : i had a dream about you.

[TXT] : i thought you were coming?

[TXT] : wow that's crazy.

[TXT] : it's whatever honestly.

[TXT] : your stuff is still here.

[TXT] : open the door.

[TXT] : what are you doing right now?

[TXT] : don't screenshot this.

[TXT] : don't make me ask twice.

[TXT] : i'm grabbing coffee, want one?

[TXT] : what are we?

[TXT] : no really it's fine.

[TXT] : you don't have to lie.

[TXT] : i don't feel great.

[TXT] : don't rush i've only been waiting.

[TXT] : i forgot the grocery list.

[TXT] : don't do this over text.

[TXT] : did i do something wrong?

[TXT] : i don't trust myself around you.

[TXT] : running late sorry.

[TXT] : you make it hard to be good.

[TXT] : i told myself i wouldn't text you tonight.

[TXT] : are you mad at me.

[TXT] : please answer me.

[TXT] : i told you not to do that.

[TXT] : can i come over?

[TXT] : i'm outside.

[TXT] : you're being unfair.

[TXT] : that's not an excuse.

[TXT] : can you stay on the phone with me?

[TXT] : are you busy?

[TXT] : please tell me you're okay.

[TXT] : i think i fucked up.

[TXT] : i need to vent.

[TXT] : do you want food?

[TXT] : this is messing with my head.

[TXT] : i should not be imagining this right now.

[TXT] : are you mad at me?

[TXT] : please say something.

[TXT] : can you lie for me?

[TXT] : i found your keys!

[TXT] : i just thought you'd let me know.

[TXT] : i know you're awake.

[TXT] : stay the night.

[TXT] : you look good and you know it.

[TXT] : this reminded me of you!

[TXT] : this conversation is not helping my self control.

[TXT] : i love how you only respond when it's convenient.

[TXT] : i love you and i hate that i love you.

[TXT] : you left me on read.

[TXT] : i cleared my schedule.

[TXT] : i can't keep doing this.

[TXT] : are you alone?

[TXT] : stuck in traffic.

[TXT] : you could've just said no.

[TXT] : i don't want to be alone.

[TXT] : who are you with?

[TXT] : something has to change.

[TXT] : if you were here right now i'd be in serious trouble.

[TXT] : i'm done.

[TXT] : don't tease me.

[TXT] : i'm getting worried.

[TXT] : oh okay i guess we're not talking anymore.

[TXT] : where are you??

[TXT] : i'm thinking about you.

[TXT] : i hate nights like this without you.

[TXT] : can you come get me?

[TXT] : look up.

[TXT] : i trust you.

[TXT] : i need help.

[TXT] : this is flirting right?

[TXT] : i changed my mind about earlier.

[TXT] : it's fine do whatever you want.

[TXT] : it's not what it looked like, okay?

[TXT] : my brain won't shut up about last night.

[TXT] : please come get me before i make worse choices.

[TXT] : that was not funny.

[TXT] : i'm proud of you.

[TXT] : i don't know why i'm telling you this.

[TXT] : i'm sorry, i should've said something sooner

[TXT] : please don't be mad..

[TXT] : are you coming over or just teasing me?

[TXT] : i won't bother you again.

[TXT] : i almost sent this three times.

[TXT] : did you get home safe?

[TXT] : you don't owe me anything clearly.

[TXT] : i miss you.

[TXT] : guess who i just ran into..

[TXT] : i can't sleep.

[TXT] : i need clarity.

[TXT] : tell me to behave.

[TXT] : okay fine you win.

[TXT] : hello?

[TXT] : you did good.

[TXT] : do you miss me?

[TXT] : i'm bored, entertain me.

[TXT] : are you safe??

[TXT] : you're unbelievable.

[TXT] : i shouldn't have said what i said earlier.

[TXT] : i hope you're asleep because this is embarrassing.

[TXT] : don't ever say that again.

[TXT] : are you flirting with me?

[TXT] : you owe me gas money.

[TXT] : stop avoiding me.

[TXT] : call me when you see this!

[TXT] : you still mad?

[TXT] : can we talk in person?

[TXT] : can i crash at your place?

[TXT] : you're going to get me in trouble.

[TXT] : i'm spiraling.

[TXT] : you're doing this on purpose.

[TXT] : okay i'm done texting now.

[TXT] : you look cute.

[TXT] : glad you had fun.

[TXT] : i'm exhausted.

[TXT] : i'm trying to be respectful but you're not helping.

[TXT] : why would you think that was okay??

[TXT] : i want to move on.

[TXT] : thanks for the heads up i guess.

[TXT] : you left your panties here for a reason didn't you.

[TXT] : you know exactly what you're doing.

[TXT] : please don't tell anyone.

[TXT] : remember when we said we wouldn't do this again.

[TXT] : i can't find my shoes.

[TXT] : do you always do this or just to me?

[TXT] : tell me you don't miss me so i can shut up.

[TXT] : you crossed a line.

[TXT] : you up?

[TXT] : you didn't have to do that.

[TXT] : don't get smug.

[TXT] : i'm on my way!

[TXT] : i should not be saying this.

[TXT] : remind me to tell you later.

[TXT] : come over.

[lethalbody]

[TXT: @sangu1no] : are you free tonight?

[TXT: Julien] Playing hooky, are we? [TXT: Julien] We are supposed to meet tonight [TXT: Julien] Going to a club called The Attic. [TXT: Julien] See you there? A typing bubble populates the bottom of the screen for a few more moments. Eddie, typing something and then erasing it.

RANDOM TEXT MESSAGE PROMPTS. // accepting.

[sangu1no]

[ txt: dont. ]: whats a hooky? [ txt: dont. ]: are you calling me a [ txt: dont. ]: nvm

A few minutes go by, enough to think there might be no answer.

[ txt: dont. ]: maybe [ txt: dont. ]: is it a Club club, or a cheap LA club?

[toiich]

Perfect Sense (2011), dir. David Mackenzie