Hi my friends! It may be weird and unexpected coming back from weeks and weeks of hiatus here on IG with a unicorn pictuređ. But here what is unexpected- I am expecting! â¤ď¸â¤ď¸And If you have known me for a while, you know that I am one of the lucky ones who suffer from severe pregnancy sickness. I love pregnancy, but I don't love being pregnant. There, I said it. And I wish I am just exaggerating đŁ. . The sickness turns me into a lifeless, limp individual who needs to run to the toilet every now and then to throw up, then back to bed for the rest of the time. My energy level for weeks is zero, as my misery arises. And fortunately for me that I earn a living from cooking,baking and taking food photos- I can't stand food!đ. Hearing, talking about food makes me heave. Again, I wish I am exaggerating! ( I know some of you may totally get this) . Today in bed, my daughters gave me this drawing. And it pains me so much, because I miss them, and I miss myself. My eldest said to me earlier, "Don't go back to bed, Mommy" And I feel in my bones that they want Mom back, and I want myself back badly, too. . So today, I remind myself, really tried to remember what I am made of. I will get up, dress up, maybe put a swipe of lipstick to my pale, dry lips- and even put a swipe back on after each time I vomit. I know, by experience, that this sickness will last for the whole nine months for me, but that it is not permanent.đ I am grateful for this wonderful blessing. I am grateful for you guys who send me photos of your baking from the blog. THANK you, from the bottom of my heartâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸. I have full hope of getting my hands dirty with flour, sugar and butter again, and get back to this wonderful circle of passionate people that is YOU.â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ â view on Instagram https://ift.tt/2IaAkxe