Milo

she/they sí/siad

[sapphic-spud]

Omd cén fáth go bhfuil turasóirí chomh dúr??!! Inniu bhí orm a mhíniú cad is Éire ann…. Dúirt bean amháin Meiriceánach (dar ndóigh), “cad é sin?? Cad is brí leis sin??” nuair a luaigh mé Éireann. I ndáiríre.

B’éigean dom mé an tír ina raibh sí a mhíniú di. Cad an fuck???????!!!!!!!!???!!

Like níl mé ag bréagach, dúirt sí “huh, never heard of that” nuair a luaigh mé cad is brí le Éire. Is fuath liom turasóirí le mo chroí go léir.

[sapphic-spud]

Dála an scéil beidh me ag iarraidh níos mó postáil a dhéanamh as Ghaeilge, chun í a choimeád beo i mo shaol :)

[sapphic-spud]

things i think my 15 year old self would be proud of me for:

moving away from home

living in a cool apartment with cool people and posters on the walls in my twenties

being able to leave the house without throwing up and having a panic attack

not only being able to go out clubbing, but actually ENJOYING it

still listening to niche music and going to €15 gigs with less than 250 ppl there

having a coed friend group

actually having super cool friends i can be 100% myself around

having my own money to spend on whatever i like

no longer being a virgin lmfao

throwing a jepic house party and loving it

lowkirkenuinely having and participating in a sex party

getting glasses

things i think my fifteen year old self would be disappointed in me for:

having a boyfriend (yeah no longer a lesbian, soz pipsqueak)

still not understanding neopronouns lol*

pretending not to notice the increasingly nb feelings i'm having

listening to "normie music" like tyler the creator lmao

still not being able to make myself finish (wtv, i'm working on it - at least i can come at all lol)

weed not agreeing with me bc for some reason i was convinced i was destined to be a massive stoner???

ditching the big eyeliner and doing makeup semi-regularly

wearing dresses on occasion

getting on with my dad

being too much of a wimp to face therapy even though i lowk need it way more now than i did then

getting fat HAHAH

not staying friends with more than 3 people from secondary school

not travelling as much as i'd planned (bro i'm so broke pls)

not actually being into super crazy kinky stuff

no longer working in a bookshop even though i way prefer my job now #manicpixiedreamgirl ;P

shedding that whole loud and proud thing, not everyone needs to know how gay i am or whatever

not pursuing legal action against that one creep and choosing to let myself live and move on

having long hair!!!!

weird to look back on myself and see how i've changed, i think honestly i'm the same me just a little older and more socially adept.. some things probably need revisiting though. not ready to let that tv glow iykwim. anyway.

*i will respect neopronouns on ppl ofc i just still haven't wrapped my head around it - anyone willing to help me out will be forever cherished lmfao

[pinkpeonybambi]

Every time I like a band I always like the bass player the most 🤷‍♀️ don’t know why but I do

[sapphic-spud]

Henry pearl omfg

[sapphic-spud]

there’s something so disconcerting about doing my lashes while watching Dan and Phil. shoutout to all the ex-but-actually-still-current-just-closeted weirdos <3

[sapphic-spud]

These emo posts aren’t for an ex lover btw, it’s far worse than that lol

[sapphic-spud]

I’d pick up if you called btw. Even now.

[sapphic-spud]

Will it ever come? The day when I can listen to cool about it and my stomach doesn’t twist as I think of you? Kindly let me know as it’s been years now..

[sapphic-spud]

I can never really tell if I’m at peak or rock bottom and I think that counts as balance

[sapphic-spud]

Like ok this evening I was casting my phone onto the tv so my housemate and I could watch cringe gay edits and swoon on the big screen and I thought to myself, wow, maybe this is what life’s all about. Maybe I’ve been waiting for this moment forever and now it’s finally here and I get to live! And I get to be happy! And then just a couple of hours ago I was having a panic and thinking of dropping out of college and also like something so terrible happened to me two weeks ago that I can’t shake. So. Balance!

[sapphic-spud]

I can never really tell if I’m at peak or rock bottom and I think that counts as balance

[penisphan]

[sapphic-spud]

guess who’s back after like 5 years 🔥🔥 I moved across the country, have been in college for a few years now, had an identity crisis and started dating a guy ??????? moved in with him??????? Anyway life is good but it’s time to return to my roots here lol

[sapphic-spud]

every time i wanna complain abt my job or how underpaid i am i just think, it could be worse. i could have this job but in america.

[sourgoat]

Doctor: You have pcos and you’re basically infertile

Me: Okay, than is it possible to have my ovaries removed since it has a lot of negative effects on my body or will that cause worse complications?

Doctor: I wouldn’t recommend it, what if you want children in the future.

Me:

[bluebandana]

my role on tumblr dot com is to scroll through thousands of posts and only reblog the good ones for you to see like your personal tumblr pasta strainer

[conarcoin]

[anneonomus]

That relatable (older) Gen Z memory: when all the projectors and white boards got replaced by Smart Boards™ around like fifth grade and none of the teachers knew how to use them but they Had To Use them otherwise the school just wasted a bunch of money and it was a rlly weird transition

[space-ex]

an addition: when they calibrated the board by pressing the dots and everyone in class lost their minds

[femslashfantasies]

this how I know I’m really a millennial cause I have no idea wtf y'all are talking about

[athetos]

When I am feminine it is in a masculine way and when I am masculine it is in a feminine way. What’s not clicking.