Lost Soul

PM oc rp account ♧-------------------------------♧ Former L-Corp employee Currently looking for work!

[sapphire-marksman]

♧ A bit informal for a resume, isn't this? ♧

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◇ Name: Sanchez

◇ Age: 28

◇ He/They

◇ Prior Work Experience

○ Lobotomy Corporation Agent

○ Professional Sharpshooter

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After a certain incident at L-Corp, which I'm sure everyone has heard of by now, me and my companion are stranded in the City. Our search for new jobs have lead us... here!

Whether it be to hire us, or simply to chat, I am always happy to talk! Open book over here!

If you want to speak to my companion, Rino, I can convey her response. She should be making one of these for herself some day.

Looking towards the future with hope,

-S.

[sapphire-marksman]

Made a limbus style sprites for Sanchez and Rino! sorry for forgetting about this account for so long.. I'm back now!! now these two actually have designs

[whitenight-thesavior]

"... Is this a confessional? I think I need some kind of divine witness — or any non-judgemental force, really — to listen to me right now."

-@sapphire-marksman

``For I shall be the one to prove thou a ear in this times of need. What does one need to confess about?``

The doctor steps up to the person, slanting himself down and tilting his head.

His presence conforting and pure, like standing before a Angel.

[sapphire-marksman]

He takes a breath, his shoulders lose some of the tension they'd been holding

"I've spent my life as an envious coward. I wanted to be just like all of the... strong-willed people I cared so much about. Day after day I would watch them throw themselves before monsters and other maddening forces without a second thought...

...all while I hung back, clutching my gun to my chest instead of using it. The only shot I was brave enough to take was the one that killed the person I loved most, and they had to beg me to do it."

They burry their head in their hands, sliding their palms into their hairline

"What do I do with all of that? How do I come back from a life wasted on being afraid? On envying others instead of improving myself? If there is a heaven and hell, do I get to go to either?"

[whitenight-thesavior]

The Doctor stays silent while the Fixer lets out a breath of regret and envy. The Doctor tilts his head when the Fixer asks him the questions, his wings slightly closing around itself.

-> ´´Oh my child, Don't put such weight on one's shoulder.´´ -> The Doctor says in his friendly and soft voice. -> ´´Even with all the acts thou couldeth call cowardice, for all of them, there were also acts of strong will and courage.´´ -> The Doctor stops for a second, looking to the side, thinking on a way to comfort the fixer. Before looking back -> ´´There doesn't exist a hell, there was never one.´´ -> The doctor says. -> ´´For all of us, all we have reason and empathy and choices. And for thy Lord would never make such place of suffering and pain.´´ -> The Doctor approaches the Fixer, crouching down. -> ´´Thou do not'th belong in hell, and thou will never belong in such place. For your life still has purpose beyond this time, and beyond this dimension.´´ -> The Doctor remarks, trying to cheer up the fixer. -> ´´Thy life never was wasted, it was a chapter in the book of You. So please, don't remark on the shots thou didn't take, but the shots thou will take.´´

[sapphire-marksman]

He takes the words in — his stare distant in thought

"Alright.. you're right. No use trying to damn myself to somewhere that doesn't exist because I'm upset.

I'll... I'll make it up to the people I failed. This second chance at life... I won't waste it. I've got plenty more shots to take, and I plan to hit the mark on all of them. I owe them all that much."

They look up at The Doctor, new passion in their eyes. Their expression seems a little lighter than before. He even smiles

"Thank you, I really needed this."

[sapphire-marksman]

My mom used to tell me to "keep my head down" when I was younger

Listened too well, now I'm 5'2, haha

[sapphire-marksman]

I finally got a fixer license! Not really sure what to do with it, but if anybody needs a sniper or just someone good with a gun for any reason, I do not charge a lot, haha!

[agent-librarian-scarlet]

I thought the head didn't let people have those <- also has one for some reason and is surprised they haven't taken mine yet

[sapphire-marksman]

Oh shit, am I in trouble already? Man, I just got out here... should I try to get rid of it? I don't want to deal with the head ever again.

[agent-librarian-scarlet]

tbh, I'm not entirely sure what the rules even are lmao. I only know that guns aren't common bc the head's rules about them are kind of overkill

besides, r corp has them, so...

idk tho. you should probably keep yours if it's your main weapon. you wouldn't wanna be defenseless

[sapphire-marksman]

I guess breaking a law or two isn't a big deal in the grand scheme of things in this place... what's one grade 9 fixer going to do to pose a threat anyway, haha.

Thanks for the advice, I'll try to stay quieter than I've been so far

[sapphire-marksman]

I finally got a fixer license! Not really sure what to do with it, but if anybody needs a sniper or just someone good with a gun for any reason, I do not charge a lot, haha!

[agent-librarian-scarlet]

I thought the head didn't let people have those <- also has one for some reason and is surprised they haven't taken mine yet

[sapphire-marksman]

Oh shit, am I in trouble already? Man, I just got out here... should I try to get rid of it? I don't want to deal with the head ever again.

[calocera]

yupppp another bowl of black orbs for breakfast

[sapphire-marksman]

I finally got a fixer license! Not really sure what to do with it, but if anybody needs a sniper or just someone good with a gun for any reason, I do not charge a lot, haha!

[sapphire-marksman]

Something in my soul tells me it doesn't have to be this way.. a little voice in the back of my head that says I don't have to live this forever.

I really need to stick to my new schedule and get out more, haha

[whitenight-thesavior]

"... Is this a confessional? I think I need some kind of divine witness — or any non-judgemental force, really — to listen to me right now."

-@sapphire-marksman

``For I shall be the one to prove thou a ear in this times of need. What does one need to confess about?``

The doctor steps up to the person, slanting himself down and tilting his head.

His presence conforting and pure, like standing before a Angel.

[sapphire-marksman]

He takes a breath, his shoulders lose some of the tension they'd been holding

"I've spent my life as an envious coward. I wanted to be just like all of the... strong-willed people I cared so much about. Day after day I would watch them throw themselves before monsters and other maddening forces without a second thought...

...all while I hung back, clutching my gun to my chest instead of using it. The only shot I was brave enough to take was the one that killed the person I loved most, and they had to beg me to do it."

They burry their head in their hands, sliding their palms into their hairline

"What do I do with all of that? How do I come back from a life wasted on being afraid? On envying others instead of improving myself? If there is a heaven and hell, do I get to go to either?"

[sapphire-marksman]

Someone showed me a music artist named Mitski... I'm enjoying it. Man, you don't realize how bad you miss relaxing and listening to music until you've long gotten used to ambient lights and distance screaming as the only background noise you get.

[sapphire-marksman]

Sometimes I get jealous of Rino. She lost her fiancé, the love of her life. Everyone understands the tragedy of something like that. Saying I lost a friend really doesn't invoke the same emotions... but I really did love them. More than anything

If I had been a little stronger back then, maybe I could've told them that myself

[sapphire-marksman]

Man, life in the city sure gets rough. I've hardly had time to breathe since being set loose out here...

[camellia-office]

"My friend - her name is Rino - she says she recognizes you, but that you two never directly spoke outside of maybe suppression orders. She was pretty bossy back then, so you may not have liked her, haha.

Now that I think about it, I do remember Camille. I was something of a slacker at L-corp so I never got familiar with many people. Our late friend Christopher worked in Records! He was talkative and kind, so maybe he would have actually known some people in his department?

Man, it really is nice to see some familiar faces out here..."

-S.

you're friend's a buzzkill :( nice to see some other l corp folks out there tho! we should have like a party or somethin -knisley

[sapphire-marksman]

"I'd be down for any kind of event, no matter who sends the invite, if I'm honest. This City really needs something fun to lighten the mood."

[the-northeast-wind]

"You worked at L-corp? Wow, I didn't think this many people survived.

My late friend Dakota used to work in training! She was a tad infamous for getting way too attached to the abnormalities, always going on about their awful treatment. She was nuts, but I miss her dearly."

-S.

Really? Dakota, Dakota... she... oh! She was the one that was super good at handling Fragment of the Universe, right? I can't remember anything too clearly, but I think I saw her around... what department were you in? Do you have a blog, too?

[sapphire-marksman]

"Ah-ha! I do have a blog now! Never used something like this before, only figured it out the other night.

Dakota used to tell me all about Fragment, she wore those hearts from it until the last time I saw her.

And unfortunately, I was down in Extraction."

[the-northeast-wind]

Oh, that's cool... how was it with Lady Binah? I hear the birds were a handful and a half to deal with. Congratulations on the blog, by the way!

[sapphire-marksman]

"Oh, Gabriella and the others handled the birds. I will admit, I did get tired of the small one pecking at me constantly. My job was to sit by with my rifle and only assist if there were too many meltdowns or if we needed to kill a lot of things very fast, haha..

As for Lady Binah... sheesh, frightening. Even as a robot she somehow found a way to glare straight through you. Not sure I could do her justice with words if I tried."

[sapphire-marksman]

♧ A bit informal for a resume, isn't this? ♧

— ◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇—

◇ Name: Sanchez

◇ Age: 28

◇ He/They

◇ Prior Work Experience

○ Lobotomy Corporation Agent

○ Professional Sharpshooter

— ◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇—

After a certain incident at L-Corp, which I'm sure everyone has heard of by now, me and my companion are stranded in the City. Our search for new jobs have lead us... here!

Whether it be to hire us, or simply to chat, I am always happy to talk! Open book over here!

If you want to speak to my companion, Rino, I can convey her response. She should be making one of these for herself some day.

Looking towards the future with hope,

-S.

[sapphire-marksman]

L-corp took the life out of me, as well as my passion. Decided to pick up figure art again after all these years by drawing my companion Rino. Hope I did her some justice, haha..

Don't tell her, she still doesn't know why I was staring at her for so long...