A Work in Progress

If I do not Love I am NOTHING.

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Tigil na

Hindi na muling hahayaang masaktan mo. Malaya ka na, lalayo na ako. Hihinto na, Titigil na, Ayoko na Sa’yo

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Today, we’re okay

Even if things did not work out between the two of us, I’m glad we still have each other after all.

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Goodbye, Alex

Thank you for saying no. Thank you for allowing me to see the real you. I confess, I cared, I loved you. I don’t want to be your friend anymore and I think that’s okay. This life isn’t like that of Meridth Grey. You used to be my Alex Karev and as much as I wanted you to be here forever, I guess it’s not going to happen because, in real life, I am not Mer and you’re not Alex. Thank you, for not being there anymore whenever I need you. Thank you, because every no from you makes me realize that you’re not all I need, ever. I don’t want to hold on to our friendship anymore, I guess it’s time for me to accept that this isn’t going to last forever. Our friendship is seasonal and this season has to end. 

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For you

I want you out of my life.

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Ang hirap pigilan ng nararamdaman pero kailangan, para sa bayan 😂

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Pansamantala

Dahil mas makakabuti kung iiwas muna Mas madaling hindi magparamdam sa kahit anong paraan Pasensya na, ngunit hindi pa handa Gusto ko munang ayusin ang sarili Mas pipiliin ko munang mapag-isa At kung babalik ako, at nandyan ka pa.. Baka sakaling pwede na.

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Darating yung araw na hindi ka na magsasayang ng oras na hanapin ang hindi dapat hanapin pa. Yung mapapagod ka nang habulin ang hindi para sa'yo. Yung hindi mo na hinahangad ang kung ano man ang ialay sa iyo ng malupit at mapanlinlang na mundo, dahil nahanap mo na ang totoo. Nakita mo na kung saan ka talaga liligaya. Dahil kuntento ka na sa piling Niya. Oo, nahanap ko na. Oo, nakita ko na at wala na akong ibang hahanapin pa. Kuntento na ako sa piling mo, Hesus. At alam kong dito ako magiging pinakamasaya!

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"You made me miss home. You made me want to stay." ❤️

Clark

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To my guy version

You have no idea how I thank God everyday because I have this chance to get to know you. We share equal wavelengths, same everything. I do enjoy the friendship we have right now and I am not expecting for more. Knowing I have you, knowing I know you're there, that's enough for me. 😊

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Sa aking pag-alis, may mababago ba?

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O Lord, You are perfect. Thank You for these colours.

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Whatever, Lord

Yesterday, I was talking to a friend. We talked about life, our past mistakes and lessons we got from there. We talked about how God helped us be on track again. And then, we talked about the future. He asked me what are my plans and how do I see my self years from now. I paused for a while and thought of an answer but I can't remember giving him one. Haha I remember, I was a fan of planners. I do plan ahead of time. I schedule things to be organized. I even plan my life years in advance. Until one day, I got tired. I got tired because of frustrations brought by the expectations I get from the plans I made. I hate it when things doesn't go the way I wanted it to happen. Disappointments after disappointments. Hence, it led me to total surrender. Instead independetly planning for my life, I gave God the pen and allowed His plans to prevail. From "By 25, I must be like this." "I should have kids by..." "I must marry at the age of.." Blablabla To "Lord, Whatever, wherever, whenever. Let Your will and all your plans you have for me be done." Jer. 29:11 ☝🏼️

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I found a reason to write again ❤️

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The air I breathe. This, I believe. :') Happy 7yrs to my Bible. ❤️

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ANG AKING HULI

Kung ako'y iyong tatanungin Masaya akong nangyari ang mga nangyari. Dahil nakita ko ang totoo sa hindi. Nalaman ko ang totoong pag-ibig at pagkukunwari Isang taon ang nasayang Isang taon kung pwede sanang balikan ay aking babalikan Upang iwasto ang mali At piliin ang daan na kung saan, siya ay hangin lamang Umiiling, Nagsisisi. Ano nga bang nakita kung bakit siya'y pinili? Pumipikit, nagiisip. Pwede ko bang balikan ang nakaraan? Upang burahin na lamang? Ngunit Nangyari na ang nangyari May mga oras na nasayang at natapon at hindi na maibabalik pa ng panahon Ang mahalaga, tapos na, wala na. Burado na. Hindi na muling masasaktan ng mga mapapait na salitang nagmumula sa labi niya. Hindi na muling iiyak habang nararamdaman na balewala ka Tapos na ang pagdudusa ng isang taon Isang mapait na karanasan na kailanman hinding hindi babalikan. 7.6.15

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I thank God for BREAKING me which led me toward making wise decisions.”

-Dawn Urquico

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What if

What if it's not what you really wanted.

What if it's not for you.

What if you know it's not meant to be.

What if you're missing out the real plan.

What if it's not you anymore.

What if you can't do anything and you can't let go.

You're trapped. Entagled.

And you can't move.

You know how to move but you can't.

You just can't.

What if I let go What if I don't What shall I do...

8.12.14 11:37pm

(Posting the draft I made less than a year ago)

What if I obeyed. What if I listened... 6.25.15