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Out of the Closet: Living with a mental disorder

I used to feel .. completely.. crazy.

I know that isn’t the PC term. But this is my story. Those were my feelings. Beyond the labels of depression and anxiety and the others that had long since been given to me, I knew there was a deeper problem in my head and I couldn’t figure out what.

I was happy and sad and angry. I felt so easily rejected and at times it would have been so easy to stay…

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#happy #abandonment #angry #anxiety #borderlinepersonality #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #counseling #depression #generalizedanxietydisorder #mentalhealth #ptsd #selfawareness #stigma #therapy #youbeyou

Living to be Perfect

-Choose progress over perfection-

Being a woman diagnosed with borderline is hardly shocking, if you were to consider the fact that women are diagnosed at a 3:1 ratio to men.

So in a world that already worships beauty and perfection, I legitimately have a personality disorder that lists perfectionism as a trait- and I think out of everything- the intensity of emotions, etc., I can positively…

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#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #perfect #perfectionism

Birthday present from Alee <3 We also had a girls day and a movie night and I was all smiles ❤️ #coach #birthdaysurprise #girlsday

#birthdaysurprise #coach #girlsday

Alee fixed my hair <3 She's always so amazing, thank you, beautiful girl! #feelingrefreshed #blondehairdontcare #haircolor

#haircolor #feelingrefreshed #blondehairdontcare

Listening to Rhythm of Love by Plain White T's

– Preview it on Path.

Listening to Coconut by Harry Nilsson

Let's make today a fabulous day ❤️ – Preview it on Path.

Back to basics. Loving the fuel I put in my body <3 #natural #strawberrypoppyseed – View on Path.

Today is going to be a long day. Preparing myself to turn every negative into a positive. #lawofattraction #goodvibesonly

#lawofattraction #goodvibesonly

I don't often drink coffee- And when I do, it's cold and blended. So I was a little surprised when the mood struck for my very old favorite today- more for comfort, I think ❤️ Grande soy cappuccino with 2 pumps of mocha and 1 pump of hazelnut. Brings me back to my teenage years as a happy, hopped up Starbucks Barista <3 Silky, creamy, sinful deliciousness <3 – View on Path.