"This We'll Defend"

This is an RP blog for a RED Soldier OC based on Valve's Team Fortress 2. This blog is OC and AU friendly, multiship and multiverse. The actions and views of the muses here do not necessarily reflect the views and actions of the mun. Mun and muses are 21+. This blog may feature violence, smut, mature language and triggering content. Interact at your own risk. Please read rules before interacting.

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

"I need a drink and a hug. But mostly the drink," Sarge said, his face stormy before he forced a stiff smile. "But, you... you first. I can get shit-faced when we get back." He felt gross and slimy and exposed, but he could handle it. He would never have to see these people again. He could handle it.

Rasturn looked like he'd just been dragged out of a trench full of bad times. He would make sure his teammate was squared away before he worried about himself. That's what a commanding officer did. His men came first. As long as one of his needed to be taken care of, Sarge could look after himself later. "...Breakfast, your package, then back to get you in your civvies. We complete the mission, then we go home." Not quite victorious, but alive and with the objective completed.

He pulled up in front of the diner, but he sat behind the wheel a moment, collecting himself. "Let's get that pie..." he finally declared, getting out, his face stony with determination.

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

Sarge grabbed his bag and very carefully looped an arm around Rasturn's back to help support him back to the car. "I think you need that coffee and pie more than I do. We'll swing back around and I'll get these maggots to load up the bench for us. I don't think either of us is any hurry to come back in here."

He held out his hand, offering to take Rast's bag so he could get himself squared away. "I've got a flask if need something stronger than coffee."

[irritablereddemo]

"Coffee does nothing," Rasturn accepted the help only because he was so unsteady. Once in the jeep he sort of assumed the shape of a chair his legs hurt, and his stump was also joining in with the pins and needles. "Larry, the man in the toy section was much nicer, maybe ask for him to help. Tell him what happened.." Rasturn wasn't sure if Larry was the owner but he was there every time Rasturn went in to get a new toy or gift. He sighed pie actually sounded disgusting, but if the place had eggs and steak that seemed far more appealing. "do they have breakfast?" He didn't understand the flask comment and just looked at the other confused

[sarge-paulson]

"Yeah, they serve breakfast all day. I like the flatiron steak or the western omelette myself, but the stuffed french toast isn't too bad either." He looked at Rasturn, concerned, as he pulled away from the curb. "You going to be okay? You need something else to refresh you?"

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

Sarge grabbed his bag and very carefully looped an arm around Rasturn's back to help support him back to the car. "I think you need that coffee and pie more than I do. We'll swing back around and I'll get these maggots to load up the bench for us. I don't think either of us is any hurry to come back in here."

He held out his hand, offering to take Rast's bag so he could get himself squared away. "I've got a flask if need something stronger than coffee."

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

"Oh no... No no nononono, I'm not with him. I just drove him here," he protested, trying to go back to his former post by the wall.

The staff member tried to coax him over to the leather body harnesses. "With that hat you're wearing, there's no way you're not a kink daddy."

The Soldier put a hand on his hat, then stared at the man, completely mortified. "Oh dear God, no," he insisted. "I'm just a soldier. Just part of the uniform."

"We're not here to judge. But, are you sure? You'd look great in these leather chaps."

Sarge tried to look to Rasturn for help as he was half-dragged to the dressing room, but the poor man seemed to be in the middle of his own troubles, given the 1000 yard stare on his face. Looks like he'd be getting fitted into that vest and chaps after all. Luckily, he could fit most stuff off the rack. Unfortunately, the flash of red panties as he fought to keep his pants on, thank you very much, was just giving more inspiration to his attendant. He was never going to hear the end of this one back on base.

[irritablereddemo]

Rasturn was pretty much changed right there in the open, he didn't care for the commentary on his body. He found the woman making comments distasteful, he looked over his shoulder to Sarge gone. "oh your man is getting fitted," Fitted for what? Rasturn snapped back to attention when the hands got to his feet. Thankfully the lady presented a single leather flap to secure over the back of his ass-less chaps. Though she tutted about how it was a waste use for good leather. the arm bits went on last, there were rings and things mostly for Ebner's various swings. She attempted to persuade him to take his prosthetic off but he refused. He didn't care if it would mess up the final images he wasn't going to take it off for her. There was a hat too, it was peaked and looked familiar to Sarge's red one. "here we go a nice cushion for a nice sub." The lady patted the pillow, Rasturn bristled at the 'nice' term and who she didn't seem to acknowledge him once he declined to removed his aide.

It was time for the stupid pictures, just by glancing on the ones on the wall he had that terrible gut flutter. He leaned against the couch and closed his eyes maybe he could just wake up somewhere else.

[sarge-paulson]

Sarge darted out of the dressing room, half in leather, half in his uniform. "Listen, I'll pay for the stupid stuff. Just leave me alone." Jerking his arm out of the attendant's grasp, he began to redress himself properly as he stormed across the shop to Rasturn. "Are you fitted? Because we are leaving. I'm not wearing some weird studded codpiece or whatever that... contraption is," he scowled, pointing to a harness that had some wicked looking attachments on it.

Thrusting the leather gear at the sputtering attendant, he finally squared himself up to put his foot down. "You want a daddy, son? I'm gonna give you all the tough love your daddy should've, emphasis on tough. I will get your rear in gear for you. I will shove my boot so far up your ass, you can taste my shoelaces. You will box up this tomfoolery, you will take my money quietly, and you..." he said, turning on the lady manhandling Rasturn. "You will put down that camera, unhand my colleague, and let him recover his dignity. We are paying and we are leaving."

He turned to Rasturn, his face flushed with anger and embarrassment. "And if you bring me here again, I'm going to find whoever put you up to this madness and I'm going to shit IN him. I may look fantastic in leather, but I am not paid nearly enough to have someone shove a hand in my pants and not have the decency to buy me dinner first."

[mechmolar]

Stock Weapons pt 2!! + extras! (Soilder, Spy, Medic, Pyro, Heavy, Merasmus) I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT GUNS!!!!!!

pt 1 pt 2 pt 3 pt 4

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

"Oh no... No no nononono, I'm not with him. I just drove him here," he protested, trying to go back to his former post by the wall.

The staff member tried to coax him over to the leather body harnesses. "With that hat you're wearing, there's no way you're not a kink daddy."

The Soldier put a hand on his hat, then stared at the man, completely mortified. "Oh dear God, no," he insisted. "I'm just a soldier. Just part of the uniform."

"We're not here to judge. But, are you sure? You'd look great in these leather chaps."

Sarge tried to look to Rasturn for help as he was half-dragged to the dressing room, but the poor man seemed to be in the middle of his own troubles, given the 1000 yard stare on his face. Looks like he'd be getting fitted into that vest and chaps after all. Luckily, he could fit most stuff off the rack. Unfortunately, the flash of red panties as he fought to keep his pants on, thank you very much, was just giving more inspiration to his attendant. He was never going to hear the end of this one back on base.

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

He nodded and went to open the door. The Jeep had an open top, but there was locking storage in the back. "I can put your stuff in the back. It'll be safe back there." Shaking out his keys, he opened the storage and waited for Rasturn to stow his things. "How, uh, how long do you think the rest will take? Maybe I can have a slice of pie at the diner while I wait?" he asked hopefully.

[irritablereddemo]

"go have the pie." Rasturn didn't argue about putting the beads in the back. he was pretty sure no one would steal anal beads but went with the flow. The red soldier was already exhibiting anxiety so he let the other out of the agreement. He would do it himself, as he did everything else. He went back inside t do the fitting which was arguably one of the worst parts of the whole thing.

[sarge-paulson]

Groaning like a child being dragged off to spend time with their bigoted grandfather who only told war stories and tales of how everything was better back in his day, Sarge followed Rasturn back into the shop. He was absolutely going straight to his room with a hunk of pie and bottle of Jack Daniels the second he got back.

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

He nodded and went to open the door. The Jeep had an open top, but there was locking storage in the back. "I can put your stuff in the back. It'll be safe back there." Shaking out his keys, he opened the storage and waited for Rasturn to stow his things. "How, uh, how long do you think the rest will take? Maybe I can have a slice of pie at the diner while I wait?" he asked hopefully.

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

Sarge winced when he saw the type of store they were in. Pressing himself against the barest wall out of the way of the door, he waved for Rasturn to go ahead about his business. He would stand here, the brim of his cap pulled low over his eyes, and wait until he was needed. "You, uh, you go right ahead. I'll be right... right here, counting the coins in my pocket and pretending I'm somewhere else."

[irritablereddemo]

Rasturn looked at the other he had assumed that the pretty lacy things would be Sarge's thing since he wore them. Rasturn patted the other on the arm. "You can wait outside if this is uncomfortable for you." Rasturn made his way back to the leather area to pick up the thing and get a measurement. He didn't much care for the bead curtains found them unpleasant against his body. He needed to get some beaded toy that matched to his wrist size for a certain blu medic.

[sarge-paulson]

Sarge would never be caught purchasing such items, especially not of such questionable quality. This stuff was for show, meant to be worn only long enough to take it off. It was emphatically not designed for daily wear. His underwear were comfortable and sleek and smooth on his skin. No, this place wasn't for him and being seen here would be mortifying. But, he'd agreed to stay close in case Rasturn needed help and he was a man of his word.

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

Sarge winced when he saw the type of store they were in. Pressing himself against the barest wall out of the way of the door, he waved for Rasturn to go ahead about his business. He would stand here, the brim of his cap pulled low over his eyes, and wait until he was needed. "You, uh, you go right ahead. I'll be right... right here, counting the coins in my pocket and pretending I'm somewhere else."

[rpmemes-galore]

aches and pains … sentence starters

tw for chronic illness / chronic pain and body dysmorphia 

“Shit, it hurts!”

“I’m used to it hurting.”

“It’s nothing. It just hurts, again.”

“I just can’t ever get comfortable.”

“My whole body just feels… wrong.”

“No, it’s normal pain. I’m used to it.”

“I wish these scars would just go away…”

“It hurts too much to stand up, I need to sit.”

“I’m tired of feeling off all the time, that’s all.”

“I think I need a hot shower and some painkillers.”

“It doesn’t even feel like this body is… me, anymore.”

“God, I wish I could be healthy for one day. Just one.”

“No, it doesn’t really hurt today. It’s just uncomfortable.”

It’s a bad day, again. I might need some help getting up.”

“It just feels like there’s something in me that’s not… me.”

“I don’t even remember what it’s like to get a good night’s sleep.”

“What’s it like waking up and NOT always hurting? Must be nice.”

“Man, if I hurt this much already, it’s really gonna suck to get older.”

“I need a hand up. If I start crying, don’t stop, it’s manageable pain.”

“I’m only (age)! I shouldn’t have the aches of a 90 year old woman.”

“I feel like a burden. I wish I was healthy so no one has to look after me.”

“This doesn’t even feel like a body, anymore. It’s just a big ball of pain and ick.”

“It feels like my body’s never… right. Like there’s always something wrong with it.”

“I don’t want to stay in bed, ‘cause my brain’ll tell me I’m lazy. But, it hurts too much to stand up today.”

“I don’t want to have to ask for help. I wish I could just do these things by myself, but my body won’t let me.”

[sunshynememes-deactivated202403]

⋆ ⁺ ₊ ⋆ ☀︎ showing affection.

add [ reverse ] to change sender and receiver's roles.

[ arm ] sender links arms with receiver.

[ back ] sender pats receiver on the back.

[ blanket ] sender wraps a blanket around receiver.

[ cheek ] sender kisses receiver's cheek.

[ chore ] sender does a chore they know receiver hates doing.

[ cook ] sender cooks for receiver.

[ feed ] sender feeds receiver a bite of their food.

[ flowers ] sender gives receiver some flowers.

[ forehead ] sender kisses receiver's forehead.

[ gift ] sender gives receiver a gift. specify what.

[ hair ] sender brushes receiver's hair.

[ hand ] sender kisses the back of receiver's hand.

[ picnic ] sender takes receiver out for a picnic.

[ ruffle ] sender ruffles receiver's hair.

[ take ] sender takes receiver's hand.

[ takeout ] sender shows up to receiver's place with dinner.

[ tea ] sender makes receiver a hot drink.

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

"...Right." He turned off the Jeep and stepped out, seemingly uncomfortable with his own thoughts. Shaking them loose, he forced himself to think of this as a retrieval mission. Organizing his mind into ordered steps for the success of this mission made it easier to ignore the nagging thoughts in the back of his head. "Let's get to it."

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

"Yep. Breaks... are good for the mind and body, I guess. I'm not a big fan. Too much time to think. But, other people like them." He forced a tight smile as he started the car. "Green roof. You got it."

He headed for Rasturn's next destination. It wasn't a place he was familiar with, but he didn't visit too many places in town in general. Pawn shop, general store, post office. Maybe the bar or the liquor store if he wanted to drown his sorrows with something better than the swill the company provided.

Pulling over, he threw the Jeep in park. "Want me to wait out here? Or do you think you'll need a ha-... little help with the heavy lifting?"

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑬𝑿𝑼𝑨𝑳 𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑶𝑵 𝑨𝑳𝑷𝑯𝑨𝑩𝑬𝑻.  (  send one or more to learn a little more about my muse and their sex life. note that these questions are only suggestions, you can go wild with the headcanon prompts.  )

[ aftercare ] ― what are they like after sex? any specific routine they have for themselves or their partner that they like to do? [ body part ] ― what is their favorite body part? what kind of body / parts would they like their partner to have ( e.g. big boobs, long cock, etc. )? [ cum ] ― what does it take to make them come? can they come multiple times in one sitting or do they need longer breaks? [ desires ] ― what turns them on? what do they like to have done to them most? what do they like to do to their partner most? [ experience ] ― how experienced are they? how many different partners did they have? [ first time ] ― what was their first time like? when did it happen? did they enjoy it? [ grooming ] ― do they shave? do they have a preference for their partners when it comes to body hair? [ horny ] ― how high is their sex drive? do they have a lot of sex or is it a more occasional thing? is sex, in general, important to them? [ intimacy ] ― how are they during sex? do they prefer a more intimate / romantic approach or a more casual one? [ joker ] ― tell one random headcanon that wouldn't fit anywhere else on the list. [ kinks ] ― what is their biggest kink? are there any kinks they haven't tried but want to? are there any kinks they have tried but learned are not for them? [ locations ] ― what are their favorite locations to have sex? are they a risk taker where people could walk in on them, or do they prefer to keep it private? [ masturbation ] ― do they masturbate? if so, how often? [ no go ] ― what wouldn't they do? what turns them off? [ oral ] ― do they prefer to give or receive oral? anything specific they enjoy / don't enjoy when it comes to oral? [ positions ] ― what are their favorite sex positions? is there something they typically default to? a special position they've always wanted to try? [ quickies ] ― do they have one-night stands? if so, how often? [ rounds ] ― how many rounds can they go before having to take a break? how good is their stamina? [ secrets ] ― do they have any dirty secrets? if so, what are they? [ toys ] ― do they on toys? do they use toys on themselves or like to use them on their partners? [ underwear ] ― what type of underwear do they typically wear? do they own lingerie? is there something specific they like their partner to wear? [ volume ] ― how loud do they get during sex? do they prefer a partner that's louder or one that's quieter? [ watch ] ― do they like to watch their partner masturbating or having sex with someone else? do they like to be watched? [ xxx ] ― do they watch porn? if so, how often? anything specific they like to watch? [ yearning ] ― what do they typically do to get people to have sex with them? do they let it happen naturally or are there things they like to do to turn their partners on? [ zzz ] ― how quickly after sex do they fall asleep? are they usually tired after or full of energy?

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑯𝑼𝑮 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬.

[ side hug ] a casual and friendly hug where one person puts their arm around the other's shoulder / waist [ back hug ] a hug where one person comes up to another and wraps their arms around them [ bear hug ] a tight, warm, and engulfing hug [ waist hug ] a hug where both partners put their arms around each other's waist and hold onto them [ welcome hug ] a hug given to someone as a form of greeting [ goodbye hug ] a hug given to someone before they leave [ reunion hug ] a hug where one leaps into their partner's arms after time apart [ quick hug ] a quick hug that's usually accompanied by a quick pat on the back [ unreciprocated hug ] a hug where one partner remains motionless while the other hugs them [ eye-to-eye hug ] a hug during which two people gaze into each other's eyes [ patting hug ] a hug where one / both partner(s) give a pat on the back [ cuddle hug ] a tight hug where both tightly hold onto each other and one snuggles into the other person's chest [ pickpocket hug ] a hug where they have their arms behind their partner's back and their hands in their pockets [ straddle hug ] a hug where one straddles their partner's waist who is holding them up and they both keep eye contact [ heart-to-heart hug ] a hug where the left arm is over the partner's right shoulder and the right arm around the partner's left side [ london bridge hug ] a hug where the upper bodies are close to each other but the lower bodies are kept apart [ head-on-shoulder hug ] a hug where one partner holds onto their partner's arm and rests their head on their shoulder [ twirl hug ] a hug where one twirls the other around while tightly holding onto them [ flirty hug ] a hug where one has their arms around their partner's neck and their head on their chest [ lingering hug ] a long-lasting hug between close friends or romantic partners [ comforting hug ] a hug given to someone to comfort them [ touch starved hug ] a careful hug given to someone after noticing some signs of touch starvation [ running hug ] a hug where both partners run into each other's arms [ surprise hug ] a hug where one catches the other off guard with an unexpected hug [ apology hug ] a sincere and heartfelt hug given to convey apologies [ group hug ] a hug that involves multiple people [ slow dance ] a type of hug where both partners are incredibly close to one another and sway to some music [ shoulder-to-shoulder hug ] a hug where two people stand side-by-side with their arms around each other's shoulders [ family hug ] a hug given between two family members [ no-words-needed hug ] a hug given when no more words are needed and they just want to be close to one another

[sarge-paulson]

"Can someone please explain to me what 'Daddy Energy' is and why the cashier at the Stop 'N Go keeps calling me 'daddy'?"

[sarge-paulson]

"...No one to write to," he said quietly, then tried to shrug carelessly. "But, sometimes they have some paper with the flowers and seeds pressed into the sheets. Kind of nice for cards and such, if you're into that kind of thing."

He turned to look at Rasturn. "Ready for your next stop?"

[irritablereddemo]

"I do not grow things well. You could write to your teammates?" Rasturn sent lots of letters, mostly leaf pressings and stuff. Also he mailed unused stamps as well. the books were for someone he cared about. "Yes."

[sarge-paulson]

Sarge took one last look at the stationary, then sighed. "All right. Let's get going. I don't want to keep a busy man like you away from your work for long."

He headed for the Jeep, a little less proud in his stride. "Where to?"