I was listening to Borders yesterday and a warm feeling embraced me. I am use to this feeling everytime I listen to the song but this time... it was so powerful.
After reading the note you posted today on your SNS I finally decided to write this letter. I don’t know if you would ever read it or something but I need to say all you will find here written. And these words won’t say only about me but all your fans who are always supporting you with love.
It was september (2009). My first love broke my heart. I was so lost at that moment, so hurted, I felt like all my hope was over. I didn’t know about k-pop but a friend of mine did. The day when LA chA TA was released he told me to watch it. I really wasn’t into that music and remember that I didn’t like the song at first... but I liked you. It was the first time I liked a person (as an artist) that much. All in you were so cool and you were so different from the other artists I had known so far... I repeated the video over and over, I just couldn’t keep my eyes off you.
I started a searching task: I wanted to know who you were. I could only find basic information: your name, age, where you were from, etc. It was the beginning of f(x)! Since then, I have followed you.
You have helped me a lot. Watching you was my strength when things were hard, when I thought there wasn’t anything else for me. You know, like Hinata watching Naruto? I know you will get what I mean. I’m pretty sure you have helped thousands of people, people who are your fans today. And you helped not only your fans: your family, friends, unknwon people, and even animals too.
I know this is difficult to you to understand. You say you don’t understand why people start crying when they meet you. But I do. I do because I admire you so much, and it has been so many years...
For these almost seven years, I have watched you grow up: since that shy girl who barely spoke (because of the language) until the strong (and sexy) woman you are nowadays. I have watched how much you improved your singing (I knew you had such a beautiful voice anyway!), I have worried when you injured your ankle, I have learnt about your tastes, I have enjoyed every perfomance, TV program, radio show, video... I have watched you rapping, singing, dancing, laughing, crying, traveling, sleeping, being sick, tired, angry or worried... But there’s something which is more important to me than all of those things.
When you had your debut, I thought I coulnd’t be prouder. You worked so hard! You gave a lot from you to make that album, and it was your own work. You even help directing STB video. You could release your own music finally! I was so happy.
When I listened to Borders and watched the MV, I cried. Yes, I was proud because you directed the video, you wrote the song and all that beautiful work was made by yourself (and by the team and friends too!). But that wasn’t the main point. I know you had to go through such a painful, hard times in your life, and I cried because of that. Because I was so proud you were trying to help others with your own story.
The most important thing I was talking about before is I have watched you grow up as a person, as a kindhearted person. Maybe I liked you as an artist some years ago but now... now I like you as the person you are (as an artist too!!).
I am so happy for you now you can do your own stuff. Good luck at acting!
My dream is to meet you someday and say to you:
‘I love you the way you are, Amber. Thank you for all.’
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