Saturday, April 1st @saturday-april1st - Tumblr Blog

Had a dream about you last night, woke up and remembered it was your birthday. Hope its a great one, cheering for you always

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I will never forgive myself for the way I begged you to love me.

-Poetry At Most

remanence-of-love

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Richard siken / dave eggers

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I wish I knew

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Bright Eyes - First Day Of My Life

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“but i think what scares me the most is if i woke up one day and forgot my own name

i'd probably still remember yours”

journal entry 11/08/14

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“Promise me not to hide yourself when you’re in pain, it’s unfair that we laughed together but you cried alone”

— Unknown

I know you’ll never see this but I just want to let you know that I miss you in weird ways. I never got the chance to get things off of my chest and some nights, randomly, they still crawl back up my throat. I know we weren’t that great for each other but I feel like we could have been. I loved you with every fiber of my being and the day you left a piece of me left too. Ill never forget where i was and the moments after. The days and months after. I almost lost my job i was such a mess all the time. For months. I lost weight, friends, my job, and almost my life. Im convinced you were mine in another life. I know everything’s different now and im getting married this year, but sometimes I just wish i had 5 more minutes. I never got my closure. I wish you every good thing in life. Still. You were made for great things and for amazing people. I am so proud of you. I will always love you. I cheer for you eternally.