HELP MANI GET THROUGH THE WINTER !!
no, not really, but all jokes aside I got a bill last Friday for 344 euro and 27 cents ; the kicker is that this bill isn't mine !! some of you who have been following me for almost a year know that on Monday 13 February 2017 I escaped from an abusive home which I was sharing with my ex-boyfriend who not only mentally abused me for three and a half year but who was also physically and sexually abusive towards me. after moving back home to my parents ( with whom I’m still living to this day. ) I was the one who arranged everything for a clean cut separation, after having lived together for over a year on our own there were a lot of ties that needed to be cut, from cancelling subscriptions to completely transferring the lease on our apartment to his name. I'm going to be perfectly honest with you and admit that i might not have done this as well as I could have ; for I neglected to check up on the only thing he had agreed to do, which is cross off my name from the contract of the TV and internet subscription. that’s how that bill found it’s way to my parent’s doorstep, he has not paid a single time since I left him, and the company is sick and tired of waiting for him to reply to their letters. even if they have cut him off he has not taken responsibility for his actions and even after I confronted him ( which took me an insane amount of courage and resulted in the worst panic attack I’ve ever had, ) he still flat out refuses to pay even a single cent of this bill.
my dad has agreed to financially help me out on a very short notice, this bill needs to be paid on Monday 28 November 2017 and even if I have a fulltime job, I don’t have that kind of money laying around for situations like this. the situation wouldn’t be as awful as it is right now if it had not been for the threat of my parents suffering for this, because if I neglect or refuse to pay this bill on Monday they’re in danger of having some of their items confiscated by the authorities and this is the last thing I want to bring down on them. a lot of my money goes into my medical bills ( both my mental health and my physical health are often at risk, with my physical health being the most affected by spending 10+ hours a day outside, standing the whole time with only one thirty minute break during this shift. ) which I’m unable to pay at this moment, and while my parents are willing to help me wherever they can, they can’t carry my financial burden for much longer in total I owe my dad around 2000 euros, while I myself paid roughly 3000 this last year alone to organizations, both government-run and private entities. my work, which I love dearly, means I’m outside for up to 13 hours a day, and the temperatures are dropping. at this point, I don’t have the money to buy a winter coat, gloves, or the shoes I need to keep myself warm during the upcoming winter, and this bill means that I’m unable to buy them in December as I had originally intended and anticipated because I already spend my budget on paying back my dad as soon as my salary drops. I also own two cats who need their checkups and their food ( they’re currently running low on litter as well as dry kibble, something I’ve always bought in bulk, 60 euros is enough to feed them for a good four months !!! )
I have decided to open up a PayPal account ; something which I normally wouldn’t do but at this point in time I see no other option than to ask for help. I’ve decided to open up commissions at a near point in the future but with one of the busiest months of the year looming over me, I feel awful promising things to people on which they need to wait too long for my liking. MY PAYPAL IS [email protected] this includes my real name and it shows how desperate I am at this point. even if you can’t help me out / would rather wait to commission some icons / a promo, a reblog is highly appreciated, and please know that I would not ask this if I wasn’t at the end of my rope.
thank you for reading, and I hope you have a wonderful day ♥
much love,
mani
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