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@savicrless
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about.
an independent and selective roleplay blog for liam jelco of syfyβs killjoys. my portrayal is canon divergent and heavily headcanon based. please read my google doc before following / interacting. 18+ only blogs do not interact.
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google doc. ( if description link doesnβt work )
the mun.
jaelyn, she / her, 16. cdt timezone. discord is available for mutuals.
other blogs.
architectrialed
thiefminded
notstolen
infrawiitch
ACTIVITY NOTICE.
i put my blogs on hiatus some time ago with the hope that i would eventually come back to jelco. after some consideration, iβve decided that while i may return to tumblr rp, i will not be returning to this blog. before i left, i felt insecure about my portrayal of jelco and i still do; because of that, iβve lost confidence in writing him. the killjoys rpc is also very small which makes it hard to get interaction, especially with this muse. i will keep the blog up for archiving purposes / if i ever decide to return to jelco as a muse.
if you want to follow me on my other ( still active ) blogs, you can follow me on @thiefminded or @infrawiitch.
i think i need to go on hiatus for a while. ( technically i already am on hiatus, but figured i'd let you know instead of dropping off the face of the earth for months again. ) it's become hard to focus on my blogs without my anxiety deciding to ruin any muse / energy i have, on top of school. i feel like i'm pressuring myself to be here, and i can't do that to myself. it isn't healthy.
i'll come back when i don't feel so stressed out, whenever that is. if you don't already have my discord and want to chat feel free to dm me and ask for it.
Bucky Barnes doing the knife flip thing
A thrilling saga
Β Β Β Β Β Iβm something DANGEROUS; Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β with Β g u n p o w d e rΒ in my VEINS Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β and DAGGERS in my g a z e
Β Β Β Β Β Iβm a Β l i v i n g Β WEAPON β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β aΒ t i c k i n gΒ TIMEBOMB Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β β and you canβt DISARM me
i have a headache rn so iβll probably lie down for tonight.
things about liam jelco that have web energy:
- his line in 2x03 where he tells p.awterΒ βiΒ like you, youβre hard to predict. i like to test people, find a weakness so i can use it against themβ
- him being in charge of the containment fence around old town, which is basically like a huge mind control device being able to manipulate the moods of anyone contained in it ( ranging from happiness to anger and in between )
- the fact d.utch went from literally being seconds away from killing him to helping him escape ( and almost getting herself killed ) in about five seconds in 2x09
- in the same scene as above, him describing himself as justΒ βa cog in the machineβ while also implying he knows more than he lets on, which he definitely does
things that have desolation energy:
- part of his job involving torture
- him being amused pretty much any time he causes someone pain
things that have eye energy:
- having a lot of security cameras/camera feeds in his office
- part of his job involving information extraction
- accurately predicting p.awterβs weakness in 2x03 ( her being too much of a doctor to kill him, which she mentions to d.utch at the beginning of 2x09 )
- knowing d.avin was in love with d.utch in season three despite not knowing either of them long enough to realistically know
conclusion: entities compatible with jelco: web > eye > desolation
i know exactly ten percent about the magnus archives but jelco would be an avatar of the eye ( probably also touched by the web cause, yknow, he likes manipulating people to get his way )
edit: or he could be an avatar of the desolation? who knows what iβm gonna go with
the reason jelco wonβt use his first name ( liam ) or respond to it mostly has to do with his father. a part of him feels like he was robbed of the choice to be what he wanted rather than what his father wanted, too early for him to know how to be anything else.Β βliamβ died when his innocence did. when his mother did.Β
it also has to do with the fact he is the only one of his family left -- he lives by his family name and nothing else, he is judged by it. he is the companyβs replacement for his father, and no matter how good or how useful he proves himself to be to them, ultimately they see him as nothing else but that.
β§ Β Β ππππππ ππππππ: ππππ ππ πππ π πππ ππππππ, πππππ ππ ππ ππ? πππππππ.
FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS, WORDING, ETC. TO SUIT YOUR NEEDS
BAD GUY
β think youβre so criminal. β
β my soul? So cynical. β
β so youβre a tough guy. β
β Iβm the bad guy. duh. β
β I like it when you take control. β
β Iβll be your animal. β
β my mommy likes to sing along with me. β
β sheβll pity the men I know. β
β Iβm only good at beinβ bad. β
β I like when you get mad. β
β I guess Iβm pretty glad that youβre alone. β
β you said sheβs scared of me? β
XANNY
β what is it about them? β
β I must be missing something. β
β I donβt need a xanny to feel better. β
β theyβre late to every party. β
β nobodyβs ever sorry. β
β please donβt try to kiss me on the sidewalk. β
β I canβt afford to love someone. β
YOU SHOULD SEE ME IN A CROWN
β wait till the world is mine. β
β you should see me in a crown. β
β Iβm gonna run this nothing town. β
β watch me make βem bow. β
β your silence is my favorite sound. β
β I like the way they all scream. β
β come over baby. β
β I think youβre pretty. β
β Iβm okay. β
β Iβm not your baby. β
ALL GOOD GIRLS GO TO HELL
β canβt commit to anything but a crime. β
β got friends but canβt invite them. β
β my turn to ignore ya. β
β donβt say I didnβt warn ya. β
β all the good girls go to hell. β
β 'cause even God herself has enemies. β
β sheβll want the devil on her team. β
β look at you needing me. β
β peter should know better. β
β your cover up is caving in. β
β why are we saving him? β
β begging for our help, wow! β
β Thereβs nothing left to save now. β
WISH YOU WERE GAY
β baby, I donβt feel so good. β
β Iβll never let you go. β
β four days has never felt so long. β
β I just wanna make you feel okay. β
β but all you do is look the other way. β
β I canβt tell you how much I wish I didnβt wanna stay. β
β I just kinda wish you were gay. β
β Is there a reason weβre not through? β
β how am I supposed to make you feel okay? β
β donβt say Iβm not your type. β
β Iβm so selfish. β
WHEN THE PARTYβS OVER
β donβt you know Iβm no good for you? β
β but nothing ever stops you leaving. β
β I could lie, say I like it like that. β
β donβt you know too much already? β
β Iβll only hurt you if you let me. β
β call me friend, but keep me closer. β
β Iβll call you when the partyβs over. β
β letβs just let it go. β
β let me let you go. β
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β wait a minute, let me finish. β
β I know you donβt care, but can you listen? β
β I never really know how to please you. β
β I guess Iβm gonna go. β
β I just never know how you feel. β
β do you even feel anything? β
β donβt treat me badly. β
β I know youβre not sorry. β
MY STRANGE ADDICTION
β donβt ask questions, you donβt wanna know. β
β learned my lesson way too long ago. β
β one of us is gonna lose. β
β you are my strange addiction. β
β put your lips on my skin and you might ignite it. β
β canβt you tell Iβm wired? β
β tell me nothing lasts, like I donβt know. β
BURY A FRIEND
β what do you want from me? β
β why donβt you run from me? β
β what are you wondering? β
β what do you know? β
β why arenβt you scared of me? β
β why do you care for me? β
β when we all fall asleep, where do we go? β
β say it, spit it out. β
β what is it exactly? β
β am I satisfactory? β
β I wanna end me. β
β Iβll meet you in the park. β
β itβs probably somethinβ that shouldnβt be said out loud. β
β honestly, I thought that I would be dead by now. β
β the debt I owe, gotta sell my soul. β
ILOMILO
β told you not to worry. β
β honey, whatβs your hurry? β
β remember not to get too close to stars. β
β where did you go? β
β I canβt lose another life. β
β hurry, Iβm worried. β
β I tried not to upset you. β
β I just wanted to protect you. β
β I donβt care if itβs a lie. β
LISTEN BEFORE I GO
β take me to the rooftop. β
β I wanna see the world when I stop breathing. β
β better hurry 'cause Iβm leavinβ soon. β
β sorry canβt save me now. β
β sorry I donβt know how. β
β Iβm not okay, I feel so scattered. β
β donβt say Iβm all that matters. β
β call my friends and tell them that I love them. β
β but Iβm not sorry. β
I LOVE YOU
β itβs not true, tell me Iβve been lied to. β
β what the hell did I do? β
β nothing has to change today.Β Β β
β you didnβt mean to say I love you. β
β I wish we never learned to fly. β
β didnβt mean to make you cry. β
β I canβt escape the way I love you. β
feel free to change pronouns / wording !
β what if i told you i know what happens when you die ? β Β
β with loneliness, comes freedom. β Β
β ghosts have one power above all others : to haunt the living. β Β
β that was a glorious clusterfuck. β Β
β it didnβt fucking work ! β Β
β theyβre shooting at us ! β Β
β you said you were covering the door. β Β
β youβre definitely gonna die. β Β
β why are you covered in blood ? β Β
β letβs just fucking get nuts. β Β
β oh i so had the right of way. β Β
β you hit one more person, and iβm walking. β Β
β uh, heβs got a gun. β Β
β iβm just getting warmed up. β Β
β iβm feeling fucking carsick. β Β
β who knew the optic nerve was so long ? surprised his asshole didnβt come with it. β Β
β this is so stressful. β Β
β iβm getting a little light-headed. β Β
β way ahead of you, papi. β Β
β glad youβre on the team. β Β
β weβre definitely gonna be on the news. β Β
β you got a superhero on the squad ! β Β
β iβm conducting surgery ! β Β
β are you crying ? β Β
β weβre not a family. β Β
β i listened to your call, never mind how. β Β
β i donβt have any military background, but iβm like a mother duck. β Β
β weβve lost our ability to pretend. β Β
β they should make an out of office reply for dead people. β Β
β you guys sure are cynical. β Β
β you realize youβre actually still alive, right ? β Β
β itβs all perfectly bloodless. β Β
β who do you think shot it ? β Β
β in art, our most fervent hopes come true. β Β
β i didnβt catch your name. β Β
β iβm getting old. β Β
β so, now youβre stalking me ? βΒ Β
β governments donβt really help people in need. β Β
β iβm a grown man, i can handle my shit. β Β
β what happens in vegas β¦ you know the rest, yeah ? β Β
β youβre scared. β Β
β youβre such a pussy. β Β
β i will fucking knock you out in front of my mother. β Β
β you and your bruce wayne shit ! β Β
β i can be useful, i can help you. β Β
β you sick fuck ! β Β
β everybody talks about helping. itβs nice to actually do something. β Β
β youβre embarrassing me. β Β
β if any harm should befall me, the same exact harm will befall you. β Β
β oh, darling, you could be on fire, and you would have the same creepy blank expression on your face. β Β
β if youβre gonna shit your pants thereβs a bathroom in the back. β Β
β are you guys fucking or making love ? β Β
β itβs a simple snatch-and-grab, minus the word simple, βcause itβs not. β Β
β saying good luck is bad luck. β Β
β yeah, i got the gun, smartass, remember that. β Β
β laughter is life. β Β
β badges ? we donβt need no stinking badges. β Β
β give me your gun. β Β
β youβre a danger to yourself. β Β
β no more movie lines. β Β
β no need to climb angry. β Β
β thatβs an asshole move. β Β
β i see dead people. β Β
β always starts out well. β Β
β you shot me ! β Β
β you donβt look through a bullet hole ! β Β
β i like you mad. β Β
β iβm afraid of heights, i will have a heart attack ! β Β
β do you have rabies ? β Β
β this better not be what iβm thinking it is. β Β
β letβs avoid any violent bullshit alright ? β Β Β Β
β was that a bad guy ? β Β
β want me to kill him ? β Β
β nice shot. β Β
β mission is more important than the man. β Β
β fuck the mission ! you donβt leave a soldier behind ! β Β
β if you had one shot, one opportunity, to seize everything that you ever wanted in one moment, would you capture it ? or let it slip. β
β you gave me fucking goosebumps. β Β
β itβs hard living out here, isnβt it ? β Β
β weβve all choked ourselves having a little choke, havenβt we ? β Β
β everybodyβs got someone or something to lose. β Β
β hey, chatty cathy, do you know what over and out means ? β Β
β this is where you ask me if iβm afraid. β Β Β Β
β just making the world a better place. β Β
β donβt you give me attitude. β Β
β i was thinking that when this is over, i want you to meet my mother.Β β Β
β we should split up. β Β
β youβre breaking your own rules. β Β
β i wanna die with dignity. β Β
β as a team ? oh we can do some shit. β
FLORENCE + THE MACHINEβSΒ β HOW BIG, HOW BLUE, HOW BEAUTIFUL β Β SENTENCE STARTERS
SHIP TO WRECK
βremind me, what was it that i said?β
βdid i drink too much?β
βam i losing touch?β
βwhatβs with the long face?β
βdo you want more?β
WHAT KIND OF MAN
βyou were on the other side, like always.β
βi was drunk enough to deal with it.β
βsometimes youβre half in and then youβre half out.β
βhow do you manage to have me crawling back for more?β
HOW BIG, HOW BLUE, HOW BEAUTIFUL
βnow thereβs a few things we have to burn.β
βtell me you see it too.β
βiβm happy youβre beside me.β
βmaybe iβll see you in another life if this one wasnβt enough.β
QUEEN OF PEACE
βwhat is it worth when all thatβs left is hurt?β
βsome things never sleep.β
βcome on, is this what you want?β
βsomebodyβs gotta lose.β
βyouβre driving me away.β
VARIOUS STORMS & SAINTS
βi gave myself over willingly.β
βi am teaching myself how to be free.β
βif you could just forgive yourselfβ¦β
βsome things you let go in order to live.β
βi know youβre bleeding, but youβll be okay.β
βone day this will be over - i swear itβs not so far away.β
DELILAH
βiβm gonna be free and iβm gonna be fine.β
βthese chains never leave me.β
βcanβt you let me know?β
βnever knew i was a dancer.β
LONG & LOST
βare you missing me?β
βis it too late to come on home?β
βi figured out where i belong.β
CAUGHT
βitβs the hardest thing iβve ever had to do.β
βwhen i sleep, i never dream of you.β
βi canβt keep calm - i canβt keep still.β
βi forget all that iβve been taught.β
THIRD EYE
βit tore you open.β
βyou donβt know why.β
βyou donβt have to be a ghost.β
βyou deserve to be loved.β
βiβm the same. iβm trying to change.β
ST. JUDE
βeach side is a loser, so who cares who fired the gun?β
βmaybe iβve always been more comfortable in chaos.β
βi couldnβt keep my mouth shut.β
βiβm trying to find the meaning.β
MOTHER
βwonβt you leave me?β
βi want no more than this.β
βcan you protect me from what i want?β
βall these couples are kissing.β
HIDING
βyou donβt have to tell me why.β
βnot sure i can deal with this.β
βi know thereβs a part of you that i just cannot reach.β
βyou donβt have to let me in, just know that iβm still here.β
βitβs your pride thatβs keeping us still so far apart.β
MAKE UP YOUR MIND
βi never thought iβd be a killer.β
βwhile youβve been saving your neck, iβve been breaking mine for you.β
βmake up your mind before i make it up for you.β
βlet me live or let me love you.β
WHICH WITCH
βitβs an old scar.β
βwhoβs a heretic now?β
βam i making sense?β
βyou canβt tell me to regret.β
βiβm on trial.β
PURE FEELING
βit was more than i could bear.β
βyou know, i hoped to see you there.β
βi keep on moving in the spaces where you used to be.β
βi knew that this would end in tears.β
CONDUCTOR
βdoes that make you mine?β
βthis work is never done.β
βwhoβs in control? whoβs playing who?β
βi know this part so well.β
AS FAR AS I COULD GET
βwasting my goddamn time.β
βi went as far as i could get.β
βi am unloved.β
βiβm not far enough yet.β
Β Β Β πΆππΊπ ππΊππΎ π¨ ππππππ ?
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β π²πππΎπππππ Β π π π π Β Β πππΊπ πππππ β¦ Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β β¦ π»ππ πΊπ ππ ππππΎπππππΒ Β π π π π.
sometimes i think about this in relation to jelco and the fact he secretly dislikes having to obey the companyβs orders, but does so anyway because he knows he canβt actually stand up to them.
which marvel character are you?
loki odinson
you are enough. you are good. you are strong and smart and fabulous. fuck anyone who told you differently. you've been surrounded by the bad all your life, that you've forgotten how to see the good. you've been fighting for so long, that you've forgotten that life is more than just survival. you were given knives and told to go for the throat. but there is bravery in being soft, and kindness does not make you weak. put your sword down, but keep your head up.
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Sage & holly
botanical headcanons | accepting
sage:Β what is your museβs legacy? what do they want to be remembered for andΒ what might they actually be remembered for?
to be honest, jelco doesnβt know what his legacy is. he comes from one of his homeworldβs lower families, the ones with enough wealth or influence to stay there instead of on one of the colonized moons.Β he is the only one of that family thatβsΒ still alive.Β heβs doing the same job his father did ( only better, he has to be better. ) thatβs all heβs really known, that was the legacy his father left to him. but he doesnβt know what legacy he would leave behind, or if there is anyone left who would care.
as for what he wants to be remembered for, i think jelco would want to be remembered for his usefulness. he devoted years to the companyβs causes, and he wants to be remembered for all of that effort. what he would actually be remembered for...is nothing. the company would forget him, in time. everyone would. true, there might be some who remember him as old townβs former governor ( or dictator, depending on who you ask ) but eventually, he would be forgotten.
holly:Β how strong is your museβs sense of intuition? are they aware of it? do they ever fear that it is only paranoia?
jelco has a strong sense of intuition, and heβs definitely aware of it. heβs very good at reading people, usually to find a weakness he can then exploit. sometimes it seems like he βjust knowsβ certain things, about a person, about a place, about anything. for someone who was taught not to feel, he trusts his intuition. and more often than not he tends to be right.
...that said, there are times where he feels like he could just be being paranoid. it just doesnβt happen that often. he hatesΒ considering that possibility whenever it does come up, because he also doesnβt like being wrong.
