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private + selective multimuse penned by verona.

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MESSAGE. RULES. MUSES. MUSINGS BLOG.

** ON HIATUS AS OF 1st OF FEBRUARY 2022 **

INBOX COUNT: 0 DRAFT COUNT: 13

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hi, popping in to say i’m officially primarily over at @halcyoniics / this blog is now completely inactive. i’m not completely set up yet, but feel free to follow there if you fancy x

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the love handel episode of phineas and ferb, but instead of the love handel dudes, it’s sunset curve...

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just checking in considering it’s been almost a month since i went on hiatus, hope everyone’s doing well. at this stage, i’m shifting over to a new blog/starting fresh (somewhat) but i’ll link that once things are set up.. still here though, vibing hard !! 

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* / HIATUS NOTICE -- FEBRUARY 1ST 2022

due to a busy schedule & a lack of muse, i’m going to be putting my blog onto a hiatus. i’m feeling really burnt out/drained & my creative drive is suffering as a result so it’s better for me to just take a complete break than force myself to work through it. 

i’m not exactly sure when i plan to come off hiatus, so if we have threads and you’d rather not wait around for me to come back, i completely understand if you want to drop them. same goes for anyone following me who i may not interact with yet-- i won’t be hurt/upset if you decide to unfollow while i’m gone. 

hopefully see you all again soon! take care & stay safe out there x

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things may be quiet here for a couple more days. feeling a bit of muse block coming on & the social battery is drained so i’m a lot more tired than usual. 

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hcrtbroken​:

         “Do you think, if I switch out my last name, my mother would care?” Maya muses as she looks towards Alex. It’s something she’s been thinking of doing, of dropping the last name Hart and the connections it has to her mother and father. It probably would cause a bit of a little media storm if she did so, but honestly  -  she doesn’t care about it. “Would you help me find a better one?”

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       “ YOU COULD JUST GO BY A PSEUDONYM, ” alex suggests with a shrug. he knows his cousin has been wanting to distance herself from her parents, and he doesn’t blame her in the slightest. his aunt & uncle are just as high on the ‘ crappy parent scale ’ as his parents are. “ i mean, that’s kinda funky, right? cher does it.. and rihanna, zendaya-- you don’t need a new last name to create your own identity, dude. ” 

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liveshaunted​:

           there was a very soft raise of their eyebrow, “i don’t want anything from you but your time.” morgan says, they are very determined to prove carrie wrong, that someone does care and will not leave her. and morgan can be quiet stubborn when they want to be. “well you are being stupid by not believing me. when i stay i stay. i do not back out, only way you’re getting rid of me is death carrie. now, i won’t force you to talk about things you don’t want too, but know i’m here for you, and i promise you that.”

       IT’S HARD TO BELIEVE THEM, she has so little trust in people these days that it’s almost impossible to try. morgan is stubborn, carrie can see that, but so is she. it doesn’t matter if seeing them sends her into some kind of crisis, or that being around them makes her feel a little better for the time being, she refuses that risk. carrie doesn’t need another thing blowing up in her face. “ you can keep your promises, morgan. i don’t need them, and i don’t need you, ” she bites, looking anywhere but at them. carrie just wants to be left alone, to crumble and break in peace, away from eyes that’ll judge her and tear her down.  

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liveshaunted​:

              of course she would, honestly he would be too. there was a reason he decided to not go back to school after the blip. that kind of work wasn’t his forte, but he could do it. “i do not.” if he did yelena is the first person to point it out - though, he knows it could just be a jest. he notes the bag she points out and nods his head, “of course. i can do that.”

             SHE SHRUGS AT HIM, “ sometimes you do, ” she admits honestly. it’s not that much of a problem, she’s good at tuning out unpleasant noises. it could be a lot worse, anyway. yelena watches alexander as he goes through the bag, almost feeling guilty for benching him again. she knows it’s for the best, a way for her to protect him, but part of her doesn’t want to leave him behind. “ can you do me another favor? ” she asks, and continues before he has a chance to respond, “ go do something fun, something you enjoy. i don’t want you sitting around while i’m gone. ”

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i plan to be around tomorrow at some point, social life somehow boomed a bit this week. have been working on my siren/water ability based oc too.. stayed tuuuned.

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liveshaunted​:

           he lets her speak before saying anything himself. luke is just happy that maya is asking him about this. because if they’re honest, luke has noticed the way their best friend is towards maya, and it makes luke happy to see, maya makes reggie happy and that is all he would ever ask for. “trust me… we all kind have noticed,” it isn’t meant to come off rude in anyway, just stating something he is sure that everyone would agree with. “what you do is, you tell him. with reg, you have to be blunt with feelings, or he’ll just either assume nothing or the worst.”

        THEY’VE ALL NOTICED? she thought she’d been hiding it so well, keeping it under wraps, protecting it like it’s her biggest secret. for a moment, she’s terrified that it means reggie has noticed. she really needs to work on her fear of rejection. maya listens to luke intently, nodding as she takes in what they’re saying. “ but... what if he doesn’t feel the same? this whole thing could just be me getting ahead of myself and reading into something that isn’t even there. ” god, she really is oblivious, isn’t she? “ i don’t want to spill my heart out to him and make things weird and awkward and then lose him completely-- ” stop. breathe. carry on. “ --i really like him, luke, but... i don’t wanna do this if it’s gonna ruin everything.. ”

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liveshaunted​:

           reggie lets out a huff crossing his arms against his chest, closing himself off in multiple ways. “and i do say so, so fuck off with any healing bullshit. might as well also let the others know too.” one of the other ways he’s closing himself off seems to be pushing away those who want to help him, his friends. “who knows me better then me?”

         THE HURT FLASHES ACROSS ALEX’S FACE, and he does very little to hide it. after all, he’s been taking jab after jab, trying to get through to reggie and there’s only so much he can handle. “ you don’t have to be such a dick about it, reg. nobody’s telling you how to deal with any of this... we just want you to let us in. ” clearly the calm and careful approach just isn’t working anymore. “ pretending like this isn’t fucking you up isn’t going to work forever, you know. we both know what bottling everything up does to somebody, and it’s not pretty. ” alex isn’t telling reggie to get his head out of ass, that would be too harsh, and he knows that. he just wants his friend to see that trying to deal with a breakup this catastrophic on his own isn’t going to end well. 

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empathiques​:

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—— ‘’’we’re married, i’m reggie mercer and you’re mine-’’ 

        “ okay! okay, i get it.. jeez... ” --- “ ...my name does sound pretty good with yours, huh? ” 

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@empathiques cont. from here!

         THOUGH IT WAS UNDER LESS THAN FAVOURABLE CIRCUMSTANCES, claudia is still very glad that reggie and his friends walked through the doors of the HGC. the afterlife has been a strange experience, to say the least, but he makes it so much easier. claudia’s smile grows as she wraps her hand around their own, “ i don’t know what i’d do without you, my love. you’re my best & brightest thing, reggie. i’m very grateful for you. ”

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a hundred kissing prompts

please give credit if you repost.

“ just kiss me. ”

“ i really want to kiss you right now. “

“ forgive me with a kiss? “

“ give me a smooch. “

“ you’re mine. “ “ so come kiss me. “

“ maybe if you kiss me, i’ll do the dishes. “

“ i’m here for business — not pleasure. “

“ so you don’t want me to kiss you? “

“ i could kiss you for hours. “

“ how about a good night kiss? “

“ you may now kiss your fiancée. “

“ we should practice for our wedding day. “

“ you, me, bed, now. “

“ i want our first kiss to be special. “

“ you didn’t kiss me good night last night. “

“ we forgot our good morning kiss. “

“ i forgot to kiss you good morning, so i’m doing it now. “

“ i’ve been wanting to kiss you for a while. “

“ kiss me, i’m miserable. “

“ who was your first kiss? “

“ did you pay the bills? “ “ yes — where’s my kiss? “

“ if you want me to kiss you, all you have to do is ask. “

“ you’re a great kisser. “

“ you’ve never made out with yourself in the mirror? “ “ …what? “

“ can i get another one? “

“ every time you kiss me, i swear i fall even more in love with you. “

“ i haven’t mastered the art of kissing yet. “

“ wanna practice? “

“ you’re a great kisser... is there an award for that? “

“ kiss the pain away. “

“ your lips on mine and i'm home. “

“ is there such a thing as love at first kiss? “

“ if i were to kiss someone, it would be you. “

“ you’re irresistible. ”

“ with your lips on mine there's less bullshit coming out of it, so i guess there's that. “

“ you’ve got great lips. ” “ thank you? “

“ kiss me again — but don’t stop this time. “

“ i love it when you kiss me. “

“ your kisses mean the world to me. “

“ i want you to kiss me. for real, this time. “

“ one last kiss is worth being late to work for. “

“ if you kiss me, we’re not getting out of bed today… “

“ you kissed me last night. “ “ and you didn't stop me. “

“ no more kisses! i need to get ready for work. “

“ you’re not much for kisses, are you? “

“ i really want to kiss you. “

“ it’s cute, this thing you’re doing. “ [being nervous over their first kiss]

“ you've never been kissed before? “

“ you’re going to have to guide me through this. “

“ do i just... close my eyes and lean in? “

“ you're just, really cute, and i don't want you to be disappointed... “

“ if you're not ready for a kiss, that's okay. “

“ guess there's some pressure for you too, isn't there? you know, being my first kiss and all... “

“ i want our first kiss to be special. “

“ one day, i'm going to kiss you, and it's going to be magical. “

“ i kissed you. “ “ i know, i... was there. “

“ kiss me again. “

“ you just can't help yourself, can you? “

“ you’re just… you know, i really want our first kiss to be special. “

“ i've always wondered what it would be like to kiss you. “

“ it's just an innocent kiss. “

“ we're friends, right? friends kiss each other all the time. “

“ people kiss each other all the time, doesn't mean there's feelings involved. “

“ i'm sorry for bringing it up. “ “ actually, i would love to kiss you. “

“ you mean, you, and me? kissing? “

“ you've seriously never thought about [us kissing each other]? “ “ maybe once or twice. “

“ you mean us, kissing? “ “ can’t say it never crossed my mind. “

“ let’s just… kiss to see what it’s like. “

“ fuck it. get over here. let’s do it. “

“ it’s just an innocent kiss. it’s not like it means anything. “

“ when you kissed me... it's like my soul got set on fire. “

“ i've heard great things about you. so naturally... i'm a little curious. “

“ it’s not like i’ve thought about kissing you, or anything… “

“ you’re really good at this, you know. “

“ all i want to do is kiss you, all day. every day. “

“ i’ve never kissed anyone before. “

“ you said you’ve never kissed anyone before. i’m planning on changing that. “

“ well, if anybody were to kiss me… i would want that person to be you. “

“ you just can't get enough of me, can you? “

“ and right now... i think you should kiss me. “

“ are you sure you’re ready for this? “ “ i've been ready. “

“ don't make this weird. “ “ but... you haven't been kissed before. “

“ kiss me like you mean it. “

“ kisses aren't necessary. we can stick to hugs and hand holding. “

“ i’ll kiss you right now to prove that i don’t feel anything for you. “

“ you kissed me first. “ “ i definitely didn't. “ “ you were literally all over me. “

“ i’ve been wanting to do that for a while. ”

“ did you just kiss me? “

“ you're full of shit if you think that kiss didn't mean anything. “

“ did we just... kiss? “

“ your kiss already proved it. “

“ shit... i didn't mean to do that. “ you didn't mean to kiss me? “

“ kiss me, and don't let go. “

“ you're not gonna kiss me. “

“ kiss me and you'll find out. “

“ you don't have to kiss me if you don't want to. “

“ and right now, i think you should kiss me. “

“ you shouldn't kiss me right now. “

“ don't speak, just... kiss me. “

“ come kiss me. “

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liveshaunted​:

          “chill? you want me to fucking chill?” harlow nearly yells out, how does zion expect harlow to be chill at a time like this. when hands over the ice pack, he rolls his eyes lightly, “well i can do that first then go after the douchebags. i will protect the people i care about, even if it makes me a fucking guard dog. pretty sure that is part of my literal job. don’t mind doing that here.”

           “ YEAH, I DO. ” zion tells him firmly. he gets why harlow’s mad, of course he does, but violence isn’t going to solve anything. “ it’s not worth it, dude. those guys... they’re just ignorant, insecure assholes and this- ” he gestures to his bruised face “ -this is nothing, okay? it’ll heal. just let it go and come sit down with me. that’s all i want you to do. ” even if he’d like to see harlow kick somebody’s ass, he’s too tired to do anything else. he just wants to hang out with his friend, forget the whole thing happened in the first place. 

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@empathiques cont. from here!

           THEY’VE BEEN WALKING A VERY FINE LINE. she’s always been flirty with parrish, kept things light-hearted and a little bit cheeky whenever she sees him. yeah, they made out once ( lexie gets a little... needy when she’s high ) but neither of them had thought too much about it. even if lexie’s always had a little crush on him. 

              her brow raises slightly, lips curling into a smirk as he moves in closer and closer, “ you think so? ” she says, inching in a tiny bit closer, lips brushing against his. lexie would be lying if she said she hasn’t thought about kissing him again; how fortunate that parrish is one last nudge away from reminding her just how good his lips feel against her own. “ what are you gonna do about it, pretty boy? ” she teases with a soft whisper.