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5-string bassist Sawa, at your service. I like metal, headbanging, moe, and cats. Camera shy troublemaker and I own all the skirts in Japan. Let's jam sometime! aim → sawadious rp only - nsfw - var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5167417"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "http://freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=&e2=&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write("");

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Activity Notice

Firstly, Sawa is still an active muse. Now on the the details:

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@neglectivn replied to your post:Activity Notice 

( I hope you get better soon! When time allows and I’m back, let us rp! ♪ )

(( Thank you very much and likewise! I look forward to it in the future! ♥ ))

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Activity Notice

Firstly, Sawa is still an active muse. Now on the the details:

Basically, real life is a little crazy for me at the moment.

Full disclosure: I’ve started working a new (second, technically) job and I’m still in the adjustment period, I’ve injured myself which has caused problems with my mobility and prevents me from continuing my physical therapy which I have to do for my chronic pain so that is flaring up again, I’m getting over a cold, and for a recent and extended period of time I was off my medications.

It’s being a bit of a wild ride right now, and I spend a lot of time away from the computer, very exhausted, or unable to focus. It’s made it very difficult to maintain any muse, especially an energetic muse like Sawa. Some of you who know I have other muses may notice there is more activity on those blogs still, and this is mainly due to them being easier to maintain, not because I’m losing interest in Sawa.

That said, she is still active and I’d love to keep RPing with people using her. For the time being, the easiest way to contact her/me is by using aim, which is ‘ sawadious ’. If you see me online, it’s 100% likely I am ready to RP and willing to talk. I only ask that people try to be as understanding as possible if my replies are slow, short, or if I have to ask to pause/stop for the day at some point.

I’m really sorry for the inconvenience and I hope to be back to full strength soon. I will keep everyone posted and I’m grateful for any support and understanding while I try to sort everything out.

Hope to talk to/RP with everyone soon! Thanks!

[quotemadness]

The worst distance between two people is misunderstanding.

Neetesh Dixit (via quotemadness)

[softheartedsuggestion]

don’t let the shadows kill your light

[sawadious-blog]

You dont need those dumb p eople telling you how to live your life. Fuck those confession people. You do you!

Aw, thank you! I’m not angry though, I don’t think anyone was intentionally trying to be rude or mean, just that there are some strong opinions around the topic so things may sound a little abrupt.

Thank you so much, though! I will make sure that I always stay true to myself, regardless of what other people are saying!

[jrp-confessions]

I thought the same thing when I saw Sawa’s confession. She’s the part of jrp’s most vicious clique. In every sense.

[sawadious-blog]

Hello to you Anon! I’m really sorry to hear that you feel this way. I recently said this in response to another confession, but I wouldn’t consider myself to be a part of any particular group or clique because I think I’ve been really blessed with being able to make friends in a lot of places. Once again I’d like to say that if you feel anyone I am friends with, or myself for that matter, has wronged you, that you please accept my apologies for those occurrences. 

I really hope that your feelings on this matter won’t stop us from being able to talk or become friends. Thank you for you consideration! 

[jrp-confessions]

Sawa dear, you are part of the shittiest clique ever. Group if that’s what you call it. You’re new, and it will take you a few more months to open your eyes. You’re there because you are somehow useful. What for, that’s something you should know or realize yourself. I wish the best for you because you’re nice. I also hope you won’t become them. It would be a pity.

[sawadious-blog]

Hey hey Anon! I actually wouldn’t consider myself part of any group, as I think I’ve been really lucky to make a lot of friends in a lot of different places. I’m really sad to hear about your concerns and I hope if any of the people I’m friends with have done you wrong you’ll please accept my apologies on those matters. It worries me to hear your concerns that I’m being used, and I will make sure I stay more aware of what is going on around me to make sure to take care of myself.

Foremost, I can assure you that I am not going to deviate from the person that I am now. Honestly put, I don’t think I can. I am what I am, and I am not the type to let other people influence that in such a way where I no longer feel like myself.

Thank you for your worries and I hope that these things don’t prevent us from speaking or becoming friends!

[jrp-confessions]

Hey Sawa! Thanks for responding to my confession but I’m still a bit wary about groups (some of them actually fit the definition of ‘clique’), been part of them in the past and sometimes the members acted nice with people to shortly after make fun of them for being different, or badmouthed them behind their backs (or ditched them for their timezones, if we talk about ooc). We’ve been following each other for a while, so I’ll try to talk to you more. You seem very nice!

[sawadious-blog]

Hello anon! I think it’s very understandable to still be wary of groups. It’s difficult to approach people we don’t know to begin with, and I think negative past experiences make it three times harder. I’m also really sad to hear you had to go through those experiences in the first place, and I really hope you don’t have to ever again while going forward. I am really super grateful for the compliment and I hope very much to talk with you soon!

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From the recent 2015 album Radiant A

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@neglectivn replied to your post “Shopping trip success! More cute things to wear. ♥ And now… video...”

More skirts?

Of course! What is Sawa without her skirts? I also got some new stockings and a pair of boots.

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Your Strength is how calmly, quietly and peacefully you face life.

Yogi Bhajan (via aspiritualwarrior)

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dotonbori by ∞ monkeys with cameras (AKA Marx) Via Flickr: Osaka iPhone shots

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[jrp-confessions]

I would like to just say that just because a group of people regularly interact with each other doesn’t mean they are a clique. A clique is defined as: ’a small group of people, with shared interests or other features in common, who spend time together and do not readily allow others to join them.’ While the popular opinion is that cliques are the norm in RP, I feel this behavior actually only applies to one or two groups and not at all to the whole community. I myself usually interact with the same group of people, mainly because I am friends with them ICly, but we are always welcoming to new people who may say hello or join us in a group activity (rabbits, plug.dj, group chats). I have also entered into these group activities not knowing anyone, and 9 times out of 10 have been welcomed and treated well. I know it can be very intimidating to approach people who seem to have all their own inside jokes and history together, but I highly recommend that instead of mislabeling them as a ‘clique’ and be upset, you attempt to talk to them instead. Plus, keep in mind that any link to a group activity posted on the dash is usually because people want others to join and is not exclusive. I really encourage people to interact with others, regardless if they seem to be within a certain group of people, because chances are they will be happy to have someone new to RP with and will be very welcoming. And because I feel this so strongly, I am willing to break the ice by putting my name on this. Please consider this confession an official invitation to speak to me or join any group activities you see me being a part of. — Sawa ( @sawadious )