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* & | ISLA !

isla turned on her heel back to facing him, a frown indented between her brows as she watched him. “ it’s STUPID.” she muttered, swallowing back the lump in her throat before shrugging. “you remind me of home.” she shrugged as if it was nothing. “it’s just comforting, even if your an asshole, to hear you speak, i grew up with it, it’s familiar & it makes me feel a little less sick. as i said stupid.”

* & | ‘ HOME. ’ he didn’t think much about home as a place, ireland making him think of a stagnant house with a father he desperately wanted to be away from and a brother that shot out at first chance. ireland made him think of mistakes and anger and ostricising himself before anyone could do it for him. ‘ i’m not an asshole. i’m antisocial. ’ he clarified with a shrug.

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* & | BAILEY !

“Sorry,” another Bailey apology, one she wasn’t sure why she was giving. “He’s probably not that great, anyway. Might be why he doesn’t come around here.”

* & | ‘ WHATEVER. i’ve had worse. ’ he says passively with a shrug. it wasn’t as if she’d hit him. ‘ maybe he’s actually ashamed of himself. ’

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* & | REEM !

‘ reem? oh, it’s arabic. my parents were huge travelers, and they fell in love with morocco, which i guess is where they fucked and had me. ’ she’s all very casual about this, until he reveals what’s really on his mind; and then she’s empathetic, turning her body to him with understanding eyes. ‘ relax. you won’t get into trouble. if anyone comes, i’ll tell them it was all me, and that you were just trying to stop me. ’ which, you know, technically isn’t even a lie.

* & | ‘ OH. ’ he’d never learnt much of other places, didn’t focus well in school. worldly people often left seamus feeling inadequate or stupid. he spoke another language, mangled and broken if that really counted, but only out of mandatory schooling. there wasn’t much else to it. pushing that from his mind, the teen sighs and gives a shrug, irritation still lacing his tone. ‘ look, if you only stay ten minutes more, i’ll let you in tonight when no one else will be around. there’s less guards and less activity all over. ’

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* & | ELLIOT !

If Elliot was honest, he would have said he thought Seamus would avoid him after the party so he’s surprised to find the other wants to talk. He’s nervous, a bit, because why does he want to talk? He cleared his throat and nodded his head. “Yeah, yeah. What’s up?”

* & | THIS felt idiotic to say the least. he should have just avoided the situation entirely, stayed far away from elliot, but there was just one nagging question that he could not leave alone. ‘ we didn’t do anything. right? ’

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#( & | MUSINGS; no dice homeslice. )#nsfw

* & | BAILEY !

“Right, I’ll have to put that on my to do list.” Sarcasm? Maybe, but she didn’t notice.

* & | ‘ ATTITUDES are usually my thing. ’ he informed he quietly, eyes downcast. ‘ it wasn’t a real suggestion if you’re that upset about it. i don’t know anyone who has actually even seen him here before. ’

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* & | REEM !

‘ my name. ’ she easily brushes it off sensitive as she and turns back to the water, peering into its depths - how nice it must be to cool off. the house feels particularly sticky hot today, unlike her bedroom which is so cold. ‘ can’t technically be closed to me if i jump in and you don’t want to touch me meaning you can’t catch me, right? ’ just call her kim possible.

* & | ‘ WHERE did that come from? ’ likely a rude question from a deemed rude boy, he honestly asked out of curiosity because it was odd and it wasn’t that easy to distinguish quite where it would be from; but seamus, for all purposes, fumbled with his words and leant towards irritation that blossomed into a blazing rage more often than not. ‘ i really can’t get in trouble. ’ he sighed, not sure if people actually understood that. usually, he’d say yes just so he wouldn’t have to hear any whinging or begging, but he was all ready on thin ice doing so many past pets favours.

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* & | ISLA !

shaking her head the redhead stood from the couch, swallowing down whatever lump lodged in her throat. “ doesn’t matter, it’s stupid.” she shrugged, he wouldn’t care, she told herself. she was just HOMESICK. “thanks anyway.” she muttered before making a move towards the door.

* & | ‘ NO, you started talking about it so finish it. ’ he insisted, not knowing why it irritated him so much that she was starting and stopping. seamus was aware that he wasn’t easy to speak to, but it was the product of years of shutting people out. if no one liked you, no one bothered to get to know you and he liked being written off so easily. it meant no one pried.

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* & | ISLA !

running her hands over her face, the girl couldn’t help but shuffle away. it wasn’t that she was scared of him, he’d done nothing really to frighten her, but she just didn’t want to deal with the idea of her body being in his immediate space. “ sure whatever, you’re a regular boy next door, my bad.” she sighed.

* & | ‘ IS there a reason you’re talking to me? ’ seamus didn’t want to talk about ireland or his family or what he considered home. there wasn’t really much for him there, just a woman that he wanted as close to him as possible and memories of men that never stuck around or he wished hadn’t.

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* & | BAILEY !

“With such a large library, to think it would be something they’d have around. I don’t know, I’m probably just dreaming.”

* & | ‘ I’M not really the one to ask about it. guess you’d have to take it up with the man that designed the place. ’

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* & | ISLA !

“ sorry ! i don’t know you, how do i know what you’re into ? don’t SNAP at me.” she snapped back at him, a creased between her brows forming as she stared him down. “this entire place is sick, so what do i know of why anyone is here ?” she stated against before unwrapping her arms from her legs to place them at her sides. “is she okay ?”

* & | HIS gaze narrows as he regards her, jaw setting slightly as offense sets in at the suggestion even though they’d clarified the misunderstanding. ‘ i would never let anyone hurt my mother. don’t ever think anything else. ’ he avoided answering her question, not wanting to think about it.

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* & | REEM !

she’s SLIGHTLY taken aback by the suggestion that that would even be in the picture - her hands come up in a surrender-like gesture, face hurt. ‘ didn’t plan on it. kind of a weird greeting, don’t you think? most people go with ‘hey, reem.’’’

* & | ‘ WHAT the actual hell is a reem? ’ it sounded like a large stack of papers or whatever it was called. maybe he was confusing words, a tendency that seamus was prone to. ‘ it’s not a greeting. if you want a greeting, go find a master. i’m just here to tell you that the pool is closed for you now. i can’t babysit. ’

#**. i hate him i'm sorry he's always so mean #( & | CONVERSATIONS;; don't wanna hear about your horoscope or what the future holds. )#( & | INTERACTIONS;; reem. )

* & | ISLA !

with her knees to her chest, feet on the couch below them & her arms wrapped tightly around him, she’d never felt more homesick in her life. “ you’re bringing your mother here ?” she questioned softly, her teeth dug into her lower lip as she rested her ear against her knees facing him.

* & | ‘ NOT here. ’ he winced, a heavy breath escaping his lips in a harsh manner. ‘ i meant here like america. maybe somewhere in austin or something. i wouldn’t bring my mother here, i’m not sick. s’why i’m here: so i can take care of my mother. ’ he snapped.

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* & | BAILEY !

Another book, another reason to hide away in her dorm. “Thank you,” words jumped along with her frame. “We really need stools or something around here if they’re going to have a height limit.”

* & | ‘ THOUGHT all libraries had those rolling ladders or whatever, but i guess not since this is a house. ’ he supplied unhelpfully.

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* & | @elliotshaw !

* & | WITH the party being nothing but a headache and a blur, seamus reminding himself that there was a reason he didn’t drink, there was one glaring issue that stuck out to him. waking up in elliot’s bed had the teen shooting up instantly and leaving the cabin hastily. he hated that he found himself in front of the door, knocking quietly. ‘ ah, elliot.. can we talk? ’

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* & | @ethanvanderbilt !

* & | ‘ WHAT are you asking me? ’ something wasn’t clicking, seamus not quite understand what he was being asked to do.

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* & | ISLA !

“ i know you can LEAVE & everything, but do you miss it ? home that is ?”

* & | ‘ I CAN leave, but i’ve got nowhere to go so it’s not that great. ’ he started off, wondering if she really thought he had much more freedom than herself. seamus was stuck guarding, day in and out. if he did get time off, it was spent in the mansion regardless. he could hardly go home. ‘ no. there’s nothing home about that place except my mother and i’m getting her over here. ’

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