Candid Camera

S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W division. Milo Harrodds. 41. Hard Worker. Killer Smile.

[scarecrow-harrodds]

If you apartment was burning, what would you take with you?

Uh... probably... who ever...

was inside???

I guess in a situation like that you don't have a hell of a lot of time to haul out everything.

[prettyfuckinglow]

Bert looked away when he tried to meet his gaze. “Thanks for the psychoanalysis,” he said bitterly and pushed himself to his feet, scowling towards the pond as he held himself tight, facing away from Milo with his back turned to him. “Y’know… I know…”

He nearly turned back to look at him and decided against it halfway through, making a small frustrated sound to himself as he kicked at the icy dirt again. “I know I fucking need help, do you really think that I— that either of us-? That fuckin’… ANY of us can fuckin’ get it even if we asked? Have you been fucking listening?! THAT,” he gestured wildly towards the buildings surrounding the park, his voice rising with his anger and pain, “That is what we fucking got to help us. THAT is all we have, we have NOTHING. Fucking nothing. I don’t even have him.”

His voice finally cracked at the last word and he screamed out something in frustration, half a furious swear, half an anguished cry. After the sound finished tearing itself out of him, he breathed out hard, craning his head back towards the sky with his hands covering his face. “Fuck me,” he groaned, feeling miserable all over again, and sunk down into an awkward crouch on the ground, hugging himself again. “…right in the ass… this sucks… they’re gonna fuckin’ call the authorities for noise pollution or some shit now…”

[scarecrow-harrodds]

Milo finally staggered up, witnessing in silence. Now he didn't feel so goofy, well not quite yet. He took his arm gently at first and tried to pull him up, "Well either luckily or unluckily for you I know a place to hide. No fucking." He mumbled deadpan almost. He pulled him up with him and walked him steadily, feeling that touching him was forbidden was wrong like this no matter how innocent how far away from naked skin it was. "Do not get any funny ideas about where we're going, it's a bar, a friend of mine owns it we'll sit out back. No drink, nothing." He promised earnestly, reminding himself almost. He was right about noise pollution, they would at least send some sort of goon to come looking around but the place he would take as sordid as it was it would offer immunity. He walked him literally away from the park in silence, away from that part in town towards the ghetto. Silently.

[scarecrow-harrodds]

((Milo is either the less goofy more nice saul goodman (a little goofy for luca's jesse pinkman) to bert's jesse pinkman

i tell ya

breaking bad

breaking ba ad))

[scarecrow-harrodds]

((i'm also shamelessly wallowing in self pity and my metaphorical shit whilst watching breaking bad

so

yeah, update))

[scarecrow-harrodds]

((I WILL write this reply but movements will be slow and we're talking GLACIAL so

i can't promise consistency either))

[betterpillpusher]

scarecrow-harrodds started following you

Good evening.

[scarecrow-harrodds]

Good evening, how are you doing?

[scarecrow-harrodds]

((gonna reblog betterpillpusher's intro so to break in

maybe respond again over on RD's

then i got to go off and get ready

then i'll respond to bert afterwards??))

[scarecrow-harrodds]

((I WILL REPLY TO BERT IF THAT'S STILL A GOING

I'M SORRY FOR NOT BEING ON IDK

I'M SLOWLY TRYING TO PUSH MYSELF BACK WITH GENTLE RP I HAVE NO IDEA

SHIT AGHA))

[scarecrow-harrodds]

I MISS YOUR VOICE I miss it

/laughs/ Ohh, I'm sorry! Just been really busy, darling.

[scarecrow-harrodds]

((he celebrates valentines day with a certain individual

doing certain things

and yeah))

[scarecrow-harrodds]

Will you be my Valentine?

Of course I will, sweetheart.

[scarecrow-harrodds]

Do you celebrate Valentine's Day?

((shit sorry guys i had no idea people would send stuff! agh))

Uh, ha.. ha ha... uh....

[scarecrow-harrodds]

((Really busy this week idk

that's why i'm not on anywhere idfk))

[prettyfuckinglow]

Bert had been shoving his hands back into his pockets as Milo struggled to reply, when he suddenly opened his hand to him. He stared right back at him, quirking up an eyebrow as if to say 'really?'. It took a long moment before he sighed dramatically, rolling his eyes and reaching into his pocket to grab the bottle he’d kept there and slap it into Milo’s palm.

"I wasn’t gonna take ‘em,” he muttered in explanation, disgruntled as he sat back and crossed his arms again. “I didn’t… wanna die… that badly, anyway. I just wanted him to, y’know…. take ‘em from me. I guess.” He shrugged again, staring at the ground and kicking at the frost set in it. “And that was kinda shitty of me. I mean, wasn’t it?”

He frowned again, fuming quietly to himself. “It was like some bullshit preteen stunt, like the shit ‘troubled adolescents’ pull when they’re ‘crying for help’. It was fucked. I shouldn’t have done it.” Bert kicked at the ground again, hugging himself tighter. “Just tell me I was a stupid fucking piece of shit for doin’ it so I can get over myself already.”

[scarecrow-harrodds]

"I just..." He held the bottle in his hand, "Bert you need help, there's nothing stupid for doing this..." He mumbled, "The both of you... the both of you need help and you're not getting it so..." He holds the bottle up again, "... You do stuff like this."

He looked at him, "It's still serious... You can't... help this, you need the help, so does your friend..." The bottle stayed in his hand, turning it over and shaking his head sadly.

"Me saying that wouldn't make you feel better? It would only dismiss all this... pain that you're dealing with..." He searched for his eyes, "Wouldn't it?"

[scarecrow-harrodds]

"Let. me. go." she growled, armed with a glare if nothing else.

((ma'am in english sounds really ugh- sounds like mum))

"I'm afraid, I can't do that, miss." He told her coolly across the table, "All you have to do is just answer the questions, as soon as you do that I will promise that I will not let the officers outside haul you away. I promise."

[scarecrow-harrodds]

"Let me go"

You are in the middle of an interrogation, I simply cannot let you go.

[scarecrow-harrodds]

"Let me go." [[hahaha. Annoyed. Yeah. Obviously. XD ]]

((MILO JUST WANTS TO BE A DADDDDDDYYYYYYY WAH LUCCAAAA))

Luca-... Luca, wait... You can't just... LEAVE after telling me that! LUCA! What. Did. You mean?!