I feel like I say this all too often but not enough action. I am so tired of being surrounded by lame shit. Sometimes I feel like I'm 15 with the petty stuff people let evade their lives. It's refreshing to be at a point where you mostly cut everyone that doesn't provide a mutual beneficial relationship. It's also refreshing to hangout with girls that don't feel the need to be in competition with you. That can be upfront about their insecurities instead of putting every one of their woman friends down. I was told that a friend of mine said I "don't really go to the park and read I just sit on my phone" that might even be true I don't even know that's so damn stupid anyways but to be talked about by a supposed friend about something so damn petty just really turns me off to any kind of friendship like that. Shout out to Kate who will always understand me at times when I most need to be understood. Cailey for being there for me in my most dire times. Drew for loving the heck out Of me no matter what! Everything that ever bothers me or any negativity that evades my life always brings me closer to him because I am consistently reminded of what a pure innocent genuine person he is. He keeps me sane and probably doesn't get enough credit for that. Carter who I have recently been close with, for being the gentlest human being I know. that kid would do anything for anyone not just myself. Drews friends for keeping him happy cause when he's happy I'm happy. There are so many good people in this world and quite a few in my life I can't waste time anymore on toxic friendships. Rant over I'm tired
