forgive me?
genre: angst
pairing: junhao (jun x minghao)
prompt: starter-Â âi didnât mean it like that.â
notes: this is a long drabble i wrote a while back, i hope you guys enjoy it
âI didnât mean it like that!â Junhui yelled, coming off more aggressive than apologetic. It wasnât that he was mad at Minghao, he could never be, he was mad at himself. Junhui was angry because he always seemed to mess things up around Minghao. Junhui always spoke before thinking, he got flustered quickly and said the first thing that came to mind. He never meant to offend or harm Minghao, seeing him upset made him want to wrap his arms tightly around the younger boy and tell him how much he cared about him, yet he couldnât.  Minghao wasnât his, he wasnât anybodyâs, but Junhui wished so badly to be able to call Minghao his. âMinghaoâŚâ
        âWell⌠if you didnât mean it like that, why did you say it like that?â Minghao asked in his usual cute voice except for today, there was a hint of sadness in it. Junhui noted it and lowered his tone as he walked over to his friend. âJun, just leave.â
        Junhui took a seat next to Minghao and slowly placed his hand on top of Minghaoâs, âMinghao, I say a lot of dumb things, you know I never mean any of it.â Jun said squeezing Minghaoâs hand softly, âIf I knew it would upset you I wouldnât have said it.â
        Minghao took his hand away and stood up, walking to the other side of the room, putting his back against the wall as he avoided eye contact with Junhui. âYou said it, didnât you?â Minghao asked, rhetorically, âand I am upset, and I donât want to see your face right now. I want to go to sleep.â
        Junhui stood up and walked over to the younger boy, before he could move, Junhui had his hands pressed against the wall on either side of Minghaoâs head, leaving Minghao quite trapped between Junhuiâs body and the wall. âThatâs too bad because I wonât leave until you forgive me.â Junhui said, staring directly into Minghaoâs eyes.
        Minghao seemed too nervous to say anything, he put his hand on Junhuiâs chest as he pushed him off him softly, trying to escape. âJunâŚâ Minghao said, as Jun pushed him back against the wall, "I want you to leave, Jun.â
        âDo you really want me to leave?â Junhui asked him, not being able to contain himself anymore. Junhui just wanted to kiss Minghao, hold him close and run his fingers through his hair. Minghaoâs eyes moved from Junâs eyes, down to his lips, then back up to his eyes. Minghao didnât reply, so Junhui took that as a no. Jun moved his head down closer to Minghaoâs, so their lips were only centimeters apart. Jun waited, only to see if Minghao would stop him, but after a good couple of seconds, he took his silence as an invitation to finally close the space between their lips. Softly, Jun began moving his lips against Minghaoâs and smiled when he felt Minghao doing the same. Minghao moved his hand up around Junâs neck as he pulled him closer to him closing the space between them and deepening the kiss. Jun pulled away from the kiss, âDo you forgive me?â
        Minghao smiled, âIâm still mad at you but,â Minghao pulled the older boy closer to him, âthis makes up for it.â










