Don't Bother Sleeping Without One Eye Open Wide

snapchat: xotyna Follow for follow. Ask me anything. I don't promote self harm, suicide, eating disorders or anything else. Facts. I smoke. I self harm. I'm a disaster. I use this to vent. I want to be perfect.

[managingitall]

Everyone thinks I'm exaggerating

I can assure you I'm fucking not

[helpimalive99]

[life-is-pulchritudinous]

I’ve been depressed since I was 14. I got stable/content/happy a year ago. I still do not know who tf I am. I literally do not have a personality. I don’t know how to find myself

[69shadesofgray]

if i don’t text you after 7pm it’s because me and my depression are already in bed 😴

[noartnowritingsorry]

[thelatestkate]

[ukrainian-psycho]

I haven’t seen anyone make a post like this so here goes

this is a post for all severely depressed people who can’t channel their depression into anything “creative”, who have abandoned their hobbies for months or years because of the lack of energy and motivation, for those who keep rewatching old stuff over and over because getting into new things costs energy, for those who struggle having and keeping interests because the fog in the brain makes everything feel dull and nothing feels special. For everyone missing the pre-depression days of binging a show or obsessing over a video game or having it inspire you. It can be hard being on this website full of creative and passionate people (no shade) talking and sharing interests when you don’t even see the point of getting out of bed. All we can do is hope it’ll get better one day. Let’s not lose this hope. It will be okay, it has to. ❤️‍🩹

[itgetsbetter]

“Communicate. That’s the biggest and best first thing you can ever do. Whether it be with a teacher, sibling, friend, parent or even a counselor. Being able to communicate is the first step to your life getting better. It doesn’t have to be even talking; it can be a letter or email or text…let people know what’s going on in your life, your thoughts and emotions. People can and will help you, you just need to search them out. Oh and one last thing, never EVER let someone bring you down. You’re you, and you is always good enough. Never stray from who you are because you never know who will come along and want and love “you”.”

— - Marc M. (Brampton, ON, Canada)

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[thelatestkate]

2022 Faves ♥ It’s fun to look back and see all the seasons represented. Which one is your favorite?

[youmatterlifeline]

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[sa-dnesss]

nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

[p-a-p-e-r-t-o-w-n-s]

[ted-blogs-blog]

Happy time for everyone ☘🐞☘

[ellieslittleblog]

[insectoidboi]

[hel7l7]

I just want to feel whole pt1.