Schafi / Nicolai

escaped and needs a break now (only art and fandom stuff this time) [pride-of-the-marines rp / cosplay sideblog (not so active yet)]

[schafis-art-obsessions]

This blog is inactive now and so is my rp sideblog.

(new blog doesn’t have an rp sideblog since it is pointless at this moment.)

Bye!

Those who want to find Nicolai, Schafi or even Viktor will do so.

[razussy]

furry-fication of some of the sp adults (oriental shorthair, raccoon, squirrel, shiba inu, bunny, meerkat)

[schafis-art-obsessions]

SO CUTE!!!!

[schafis-art-obsessions]

I hope this to come to be used widespread in the future.

[schafis-art-obsessions]

ok new account on twitter, once again. New account on tumblr will be made now. This time an url that doesn't accidently sound similar to my old one so people tag me with an old account that I don't even use anymore by accident.

[velvetm1960]

oh

[kenkio-kio]

mi gotica favorita

[whitepeopletwitter]

Aw, no bitches

[schafis-art-obsessions]

Social media (or rather social media toxicity) seems to make me sad. I wonder when it is time to let go.

[schafis-art-obsessions]

I wish I could ban all people from using the internet who bully creators or fans for their creativity or interests, no matter how special, specific or un-common the topics are.

[sendhelpmydudes-deactivated2026]

guess my gayness got the best of me 🤷‍♂️

[schafis-art-obsessions]

The entire of Reddit and Discord is stupid then. This general hateful attitude against nsfw art / stories in internet communities that seems to have occured within the past 10(?) years is downright disturbing and unessessary cruel. Don't let random people on reddit and discord dictate you what to do with your time and creativity.

[schafis-art-obsessions]

The urge to escape to a new account is really intrusive again, so if I disappear and reappear with a new email account and name nobody should be surprised. It's just a repetitive compulsive behaviour that is just routed in how I perceive modern social media as creepy and regularily try to escape other users and my own blogs.

[schafis-art-obsessions]

Books that mention social media use and negative aspects of social media culture trigger this. Most of the time I change my account after I was reading a book that, even if just in a small phrase, mentions someone feeling either addicted to their social media usage or a book that mentions discours or toxic behaviour on social media.

I can't say: It's the books fault that makes me feel unable to use social media like a "normal" person.

It's just my own fears that I feel get 'justified' by reading negative aspects of social media in books (or even in e.g. other users' tumblr posts)

[schafis-art-obsessions]

This would also explain why I ever only started changing accounts on the same plattform since I first read a book talking about toxic behaviour on the internet. Since then I don't feel save anymore, even when I try to only interact with a small number of friendly people. I abandon my accounts because I am scared of random unfriendly people starting to interact with them, and by abandoning them I feel like I leave an old 'house' behind me. Usually I don't even check old accounts or posts. It's like moving to a new place and being glad to e.g. escape people who have been making your life a nightmare.

[schafis-art-obsessions]

The urge to escape to a new account is really intrusive again, so if I disappear and reappear with a new email account and name nobody should be surprised. It's just a repetitive compulsive behaviour that is just routed in how I perceive modern social media as creepy and regularily try to escape other users and my own blogs.

[schafis-art-obsessions]

Books that mention social media use and negative aspects of social media culture trigger this. Most of the time I change my account after I was reading a book that, even if just in a small phrase, mentions someone feeling either addicted to their social media usage or a book that mentions discours or toxic behaviour on social media.

I can't say: It's the books fault that makes me feel unable to use social media like a "normal" person.

It's just my own fears that I feel get 'justified' by reading negative aspects of social media in books (or even in e.g. other users' tumblr posts)

[schafis-art-obsessions]

The urge to escape to a new account is really intrusive again, so if I disappear and reappear with a new email account and name nobody should be surprised. It's just a repetitive compulsive behaviour that is just routed in how I perceive modern social media as creepy and regularily try to escape other users and my own blogs.

[schafis-art-obsessions]

For some reason for about 2 months I have managed to read books one at a time finishing one before starting the next one instead of my usual habits to read several books simultaniously. Only side effect is that it is addictive and I can barely endure one day without reading / finishing a book at the moment. I don't know if obsessing about reading is healthy, after all I really have to struggle to force myself to take a break during reading.

[kernblanskis-deactivated2026041]

Is it me or is Ned grabbing Jimbo's arm in the final scene of this episode?

[schafis-art-obsessions]

Why did I never notice this??? I feel like I failed as a fan for not noticing :(

[kernblanskis-deactivated2026041]

don't worry. I recently found out. 🤗🤗🤗

[schafis-art-obsessions]

OK then :) Also to answer the question, I am very sure that Ned is holding Jimbo's arm and Jimbo hooks Ned's hand / arm under. And that's a super adorable detail :3

[kernblanskis-deactivated2026041]

:3

They are an adorable couple. :3 Why yes! They are a couple. They have a couple vibe. They are like a married couple who have been together all their lives… only they have not been legally married.

[schafis-art-obsessions]

Or just didn't make their marriage official, maybe. But I don't mind what canon says. I however like the little details canon gives.

[brightwanderer]

I think a lot about how we as a culture have turned “forever” into the only acceptable definition of success.

Like… if you open a coffee shop and run it for a while and it makes you happy but then stuff gets too expensive and stressful and you want to do something else so you close it, it’s a “failed” business. If you write a book or two, then decide that you don’t actually want to keep doing that, you’re a “failed” writer. If you marry someone, and that marriage is good for a while, and then stops working and you get divorced, it’s a “failed” marriage.

The only acceptable “win condition” is “you keep doing that thing forever”. A friendship that lasts for a few years but then its time is done and you move on is considered less valuable or not a “real” friendship. A hobby that you do for a while and then are done with is a “phase” - or, alternatively, a “pity” that you don’t do that thing any more. A fandom is “dying” because people have had a lot of fun with it but are now moving on to other things.

I just think that something can be good, and also end, and that thing was still good. And it’s okay to be sad that it ended, too. But the idea that anything that ends is automatically less than this hypothetical eternal state of success… I don’t think that’s doing us any good at all.

[schafis-art-obsessions]

Maybe I should never read a newspaper, listen to radio or watch news again.

I feel emotionally much more balanced and less anxiety driven and less tortured by intrusive thoughts when I avoid news information.