a year ago
you destroyed me
and a year later
im still picking up the pieces
and i told you i was okay
what a lie
what a lie
what a god damn lie

if i look back, i am lost
almost home

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Keni

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we're not kids anymore.
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@schicksalsroman
a year ago
you destroyed me
and a year later
im still picking up the pieces
and i told you i was okay
what a lie
what a lie
what a god damn lie
i know you love me. but do you love me enough to never let me go?
do you love me to the point where i could break your heart and you wouldn’t mind? do you love me to the point where i could break myself and you would even love me more? i know. i know you don’t. but that’s alright, because i love you. and i love you to the point where i would break myself a thousand times before I even think of breaking you. it’s alright, because i love you to the point where i will break myself first.
is it wrong to admit
that i would wait for you at your door
even though i know
you arent coming back for more
perhaps if i loved you a little less, i would be able to let myself be loved a little more
— i know that doesn’t make sense, at least to you, i know it won’t.
Why do I exist in the shadows of your world, unnoticed and unimportant to your heart?
s.b
I know better days are coming but when ?
How to flirt with me 101
there is something so comforting about sadness. about throwing things on your bedroom floor and not picking them up. about binging reality tv in the dark for 14 hours straight. about lying in your bed and not moving while the world continues to turn around you. overwhelming and heavy depression is comforting because it’s familiar. it allows you to sink into yourself and rot there for as long as you want. thats the vicious cycle with depression, it takes everything to not give into the comfort and familiarity that comes with it.
in another universe you were a better mom
5/26/23
today we drank wine together
when you left, i licked the rim of your glass with my eyes closed , and savored every sip you left behind
i wait and i wait and i wait
i continue to wait until my contacts dry out
i just wanted to be enough for someone
i don’t think that will ever be achieved .
It's a different type of pain when ur going through shit and need someone to talk to but u dont wanna bother anyone so u just sit there drowning in ur thoughts
Janet Fitch, from White Oleander
i want me back, this isn’t me.
it sucks, doesn't it? feeling like you're not good enough, no matter how hard you try.