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What I miss most, being out on the bleachers, cheering on my 2 favorite ballers

[scillarose]

The shit has officially hit the fan. I havent heard from my ex husband in a few weeks, which means I can no longer expect to receieve any money for food. Unemployment takes a few weeks to kick in, and my last “real” paycheck will go entirely to rent. April will be our last official month in our house, as I will not be able to afford rent now that my sister has left. The next few months are unknown...and it scares me. Will i be able to go back to working 40 hours? Can I find a second job to help me support J and H? Am I doing enough? The most I can do is stay positive. Focus on their well being and happiness, and be greatful for whatever food I am able to put on the table.

Tumblr is new for me. I am hoping this will be something I can use to vent, in a healthy way...since I dont have anyone else really to be honest about life and its misery.