bewitched, bothered and bewildered.

broken english

[scoobeedoo]

I think that for the longest time I was ashamed to have pretty things, because pretty always seemed to be connected with the whole idea of superficial. What's the use of something pretty? I'm only smart and different if I look for things that brings me maximum efficiency and are minimal. Bullshit. I want pretty things. I want a pretty rug. I want pretty plants. I want cute pottery. I want complicated clothes to wear daily. I want useless and out of date books with beautiful covers. Give me it all. Beautiful things make me happy and you won't make me feel inferior because of it.

[why-the-heck-not]

Trying to listen to podcast to calm down to sleep -> loud as fuck ad. Trying to check something quick from a youtube tutorial -> first gotta watch 2x 30 second unskippable ads. Trying to go to a website -> 2 popups and an ad video automatically start to play. Trying to listen to the radio while driving -> 7 minutes of uninterrupted ad time. Every single free app with those shitty game ads with the stupid annoying ass king. I’m tired !!! I never wanna buy anything ever again !!!!!!!

[scoobeedoo]

Jsvajssjsbsj I was checking this online store website and one of the items on sale was a vibrator and I clicked on it because I thought what a curious shape sir and now there are vibrator ads everywhere can't even open my phone next to people because any ads will be vibrators fk it man

[ivecarvedawoodenheart]

like there comes a point where you think something is fundamentally wrong with you. and then it turns out it’s just Friday and you haven’t washed your hair in three days and maybe you’re also just a little lonely and the combination of all three of those things is whittling a hole into your chest every time you breathe. but also the sun’s up. and you’ve survived everything so far, so you’ll survive this too, even if it hurts, even if you have to survive it many times.

[scoobeedoo]

I dream of vast places that swallow me whole

[scoobeedoo]

Random music recommendations, hoping that sending them via a tumblr ask is not a bother

▪︎Synapson - Mona Ki Ngi Xica

▪︎Haley Reinhart - Honey, There's the Door

▪︎Dalva de Oliveira - Kalù

▪︎Lauren Ruth Ward - Valhalla

▪︎The Naked and Famous - Young Blood

▪︎Goldie Boutilier - Cowboy Gangster Politician

▪︎Superpoze - Silver Head

▪︎ Nicholas Jaar - Too Many Kids finding Rain in the Dust

▪︎ Blaudzun - Flame on my Hand

▪︎Big Bad Voodoo Daddy - Mr. Pinstripe Suit

Hehe sorry for taking an endless time to reply, but I wanted to take my time to listen to all songs and not rush the experience. I loved all the recommendations, it's a very diverse list. Every time I see your profile icon, I'll think of someone who likes sad, slow songs, but you have a lovely energizing taste hehe thank you very much for these recommendations. I'm glad you decided to stop by and let me discover them.

[hungwy]

I like saying "I'll allow it" only in contexts where I have no power or authority

[scoobeedoo]

Today I had fancy coffee

[scoobeedoo]

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You make my heart melt ♥╣[-_-]╠♥

[tofublock]

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[scoobeedoo]

I still haven’t tried a funky ice cream, haven’t got the chance yet 😭😭 have you done it??

I've seen some flavours I'd like to try, but they are all from fancy gelato stores and my money can't afford this funky ice cream lifestyle. But I'm still waiting for your review in details. I really want to try this one flavour called blue, I wonder what blue tastes like. Do you have any idea on which flavor you'll try? Hehe

[scoobeedoo]

HelloIoo

I was tagged in this by the lovely @mellowacademia that makes me very happy everytime she reblogs one of my posts with a long text on the tags hehe

I have to choose a playlist and play it on random and list down the first 10 that comes up. I chose the "on repeat" playlist :D

1 - keeps me alive - Moses sumney

2 - dance for me Wallis - Abel korzeniowski

3 - waltzing in the ashes - radical face

4 - cities in dust - Siouxsie and the banshees

5 - dance hall days - Wang chung

6 - forever - Siouxsie and the banshees

7 - tomorrow started - talk talk

8 - a girl in trouble (is a temporary thing) - Romeo void

9 - come undone - Duran Duran

10 - cuts you up - peter Murphy

I really enjoy music recommendations and new songs, so if you're seeing this and willing to share with me your first ten random songs from your fav playlist, please join me in this tag :D

[scoobeedoo]

24-27

Heeeey.

24 - dream a little dream of me - Ella Fitzgerald.

This song reminds me of a Christmas Eve that I was laying down on the grass late night and very drunk and then I looked to the sky when this song started playing and I felt like I was floating among the stars. Very nice feeling. The hangover in the next day on the other side....

27 - Samba de verão- Marco Valle

I couldn't name a single instrument in this one if you asked me, but it sounds like it has a lot. It's a good brazilian song.

I'd like to know your answers for these same questioooons!

[scoobeedoo]

My hands were shacking, but gurl wake up the moon and the planets are aligneddddd

[scoobeedoo]

I would suggest putting on Cotton Eyed Joe and maybe put on a silly hat to trick your brain into thinking it's Fun Time

Why are you sending this on anon, I'd accept you as a healing for this heartbreak and make you so happy anon!!!

[scoobeedoo]

You're blog is so pretty I wanna cry T_T

Omg don't cryyyyy thank you very much for letting me know. Have you cried tho? Hehe

[scoobeedoo]

Hello people from tumblr dot com I feel like you people here are used to suffering, because you're all still using tumblr so I have a question: how do you heal a freshly broken heart?

[angiethewitch]

if this is due to a breakdown in a relationship, the worst thing you can do is stick to your routine. you're missing a huge part of your routine now, and this will make the loss worse. so shake up your entire routine. do something new that will give your mind something new to focus on. sign up to a class, take a different route to work or school. get up half an hour earlier and get coffee from a new cafe before your day starts. go on a long walk somewhere new. this will inject excitement in to your old routine and help fill up that gap with something fresh.

have a clear out. it may be tempting to hold on to things from them but this will only make things worse in the long run. you don't have to throw anything away yet, but remove them from your eyesight. you don't want to be surrounded with constant reminders. get a box and pack photos in, notes, cards, gifts, and put the box somewhere. now dust and hoover your house and open the windows. physically clean reminders of them from your space. you want to hold on to them but your goal is moving on, not staying still. this also means no texting them and reading through old messages. don't prolong the pain.

take time to yourself. pamper yourself. it's such a movie trope but I swear it works. buy yourself some new flowers and make your freshly cleaned space smell good. have a long luxurious bath and pretend you're a millionaire in a spa.

and remember it's okay to cry and get mad. don't bottle it up inside because that will make things worse in the long run. youre allowed to cry.

it's gonna hurt like hell for a while. youre gonna struggle. it's okay, because that's grief. youre grieving the loss of a relationship. but I swear to you, it gets easier, I promise you that. I've been through the same. one day you'll wake up and do your morning routine and realise they weren't the first person on your mind that morning. it will hurt less and less each day.

♥️

[scoobeedoo]

Gurl help I applied for a scholarship in japan, that's how insane I'm goooooing hahaha thank you very much for all the advice, it made me feel better

[scoobeedoo]

Hello people from tumblr dot com I feel like you people here are used to suffering, because you're all still using tumblr so I have a question: how do you heal a freshly broken heart?