A Tumblr account.

Idfk what do I look like a Tumblr account?

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Next to a roaring fire casting dancing shadows on the lush woods under a milky way glimmering sky I had my choice of beautiful sights but only wanted to look at you.

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(character does something I don't like)

Okay I'm giving you a stupid voice in my internal monologue while I read for a while.

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I'm scared. And all the stress is hitting me at once. I'm on the other side of the planet and I've been so focused on finding work that I didn't realize how much pressure I was feeling. Just got a job and I think I'm gonna die. I'm alone but I'm in a hostel so I can't even be alone. I hope this works out. I don't want help with money or a home I just want someone to see that makes me feel like I'm not facing the world by myself. I miss my friend...

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She got her wings and flew away.

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Would you subject yourself to hell to give someone else heaven. Could you do it and not be spiteful. Would you do it anyway. Is anyone worth that. Is it healthy to want that for anyone. Is it moral to deny it if you have the chance. If they never asked you to and never made you but you saw the chance to suffer for someone you love. Should you.

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Man you ever get hit with a feeling like.

"wow I really am not good enough and there's there's no way I can be convinced otherwise"

Like it doesn't matter what other people say because those people don't know you well enough to weigh in and for the few that have tried they clearly have missed the core point of why you feel that way?

You know. Like that.

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moon rise

have you ever watched a moon rise? Everyone goes on about the sunrise but have you even considered the moon? No you were probably watching the sun set. So focused on the sun you never even spared a thought for the moon. Maybe if you weren't so focused on the sun you could enjoy other beauties. But go ahead. Talk about how beautiful the one who is leaving is. Like the moon isn't right there. Hurtful.

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i don't even know anymore man. I'm tired. Of like everything.

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Yep, I have NO clue how to feel anymore. Like is this a relaxed fear? An uplifting desperation? A woeful excitement? Maybe it's like a happiness but like if normal happiness is holding a cat this is like seeing a tiger cub at the zoo? Out of reach but more unique and incredible? I have no idea what to do with this. What is it?

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Today I learned I love beefy 5 layer burritos. That is all

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This sounds similar to a conversation I had recently. Shit.

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Day 329 AND 330

Sorry gang, I was with the besties and the boyfie

I didn’t forget,,

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12 pm. I work at 5. I haven't slept yet. My brain hates me. It's been this way for the past 2 weeks. I hate when this happens.

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You give sugar pills because you're scared they will wine when the real one is hard to swallow.

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Imma be real. I was high as hell when I wrote this.

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UPDATE

things are not going well for me. Shit.

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You give sugar pills because you're scared they will wine when the real one is hard to swallow.