Untitled @screechingkingnight - Tumblr Blog

Lazy dayyy👾

I’m so tired of being alone day in and day out... wish I was snuggled up with a hottie doing a shot together. But nooooo, god forbid I ever find love and/or happiness.

...at least dope will never leave me💉🖤⛓

getinmyveins-deactivated2016120

Nothing, I mean NOTHING compares to the feeling I get when I see that beautiful red blooms like a flower in the barrel of a syringe.

My breath catches in my throat, my body relaxes in anticipation, I’m hyperaware and hyper aroused.

Those few seconds before I push the plunger, stretch out like an eternity. Blocking out everything outside of it, I can’t look away, I can’t move.

It’s delicious and terrifying. I live for the thrill.

becherdireinen

When you meet your person, trust me you’ll know. It’s not like anything else you’ve ever experienced. This person will make you feel every possible emotion there is to feel and nothing makes sense without them. When you look at them you will see the most exquisite piece of art you have ever seen. You will look at them and know that their hand is the hand that you want to hold through all of life endeavors and trust me it’s not always rainbows and butterflies. Sometimes you get mad and say things you don’t mean but at the end of the day that person is still the one you want to curl up next to and fall asleep. And when you close your eye’s and imagine your future, that person is right by your side.

tonsteinescherben

First video of me shooting up. Sorry for the bad quality but it's a few months old and was never meant to be landing here for you and I therefore did not care about video quality.

Had a short hard time to register on my "normal" reliable veins so I was forced to shoot in "unnormal" veins like in this place.

Looks kinda funny though. And difficult. But somehow I managed this hit first try, luckily because the turkey was already at full throttle inside my brain and body (does that make sense in English? 😅).