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yo... i’m not sure when i’ll be back here but in the Meantime: i made mary her own blog, so maybe i’ll be consistent on tumblr again soon???? go follow her !!!

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welcome to the    

                                    MIKE TEAVEE TV SHOW !! 

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DENCUEMENT.

what did once start out as an out of the ordinary house-call, as a favor, has by now migrated away from all things strictly professional. which, in itself, brings along countless questions, concerns and rules that have been broken – but sitting here, on a kitchen table with jason, feels so comfortable that mendel can’t find a good enough reason to stop. the formal address makes him smile, hands locking together in his lap as he turns his head towards jason. as quickly as it had appeared, though, the smile freezes on his face and a cold shiver runs down his spine. oh god. oh no. he makes a move to slide off the table and tries to find the quickest way to escape.

❝ i should – i forgot to…. feed my cat. ❞

he does, in fact, not have a cat.

      MENDEL’S NOT GETTING AWAY   that easy !    lanky arm reaches out to the man,  taking him by the hand to pull him back   -   he’s by no means strong enough to restrain the man,  but he hopes the gesture keeps him there nonetheless.    “  i just want to talk,  ”   he insists,   words unbefitting for an eleven year old boy.     and as certain as he sounds  (  he has practiced this conversation a billion times over in his head  ),   there’s a discomfort clear in his features that proves what he says next      -       “  this is  JUST  as embarrassing for me as it is for you.  ”                jason’s hand falls back into his lap,  gaze dropping to his thumbs twiddling nervously.   he refuses to look up,   but every internal battle is all over his face   (  WHAT DO I DO ?  WHAT DO I SAY ?  HOW DO I ASK ?  WHAT DO I HOPE FOR ?  ).    the boy takes a deep breath,  tenses up his shoulders,  and lets it out:    “   but i wonder if it’s  ever...   crossed your mind?  ”

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STYLEDEVOTED.

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“i hate thanksgiving– the pilgrims were murderers and turkey tastes like napkins.”

    “  IT’S JUST AN EXCUSE  to get drunk.   so it’s pretty useless to me.   i think my mother likes it.  ”

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i love one (1) woman

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great comet characters-   [7/10] mary bolkonskaya

“and time moves on, and my fate slips past,

is this all i’ll make of my life? 

will i never be happy?

will i never be anyone’s wife?”

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‘ do you ever like wake up and do something and you’re just like what the hec– fuck is goin on ’ (for Mary , and if she has a college verse , 👀 )

MEMES  /  ACCEPTING !

     MOUSY BROWN CURLS  fall around a thin face as the girl looks down at her pale hands.   she sits on her brother’s dorm bed   /    a puff of air leaves her in place of a laugh   /   small smile falls onto her lips    (  more polite than anything  ).     “  maybe not in those words,  ”   she answers,    kindly,   a stab at humor.   voice is soft as ever.     “  but i do know what you mean.  ”

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‘ road work ahead? uh yeah i sure hope it does ’ (me n d el)

MEMES  /  ACCEPTING !

     THE LOOK JASON GIVES  can be described only using the words  disgust  &  astonishment.    astonishment that mendel would say such a  bad joke.    boy’s frame is turned in his seat to look at the driver,   mouth hanging open a long few seconds.     “  don’t say that,  mendel.  ”   he requests,   DISBELIEF  still ringing.     “  are you serious?  ”

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*   —  —   VERY SERIOUS RIP VINE SENTENCE STARTERS

‘  when will you learn? when will you learn that your actionS HAVE CONSEQUENCES!  ’ ‘  can i get a waffle??? can i PLEASE get a waffle!!!  ’ ‘  go suck a dick, suck a dick suck a motherfucking dick  ’ ‘  you better stop! biTCH STOP  ’ ‘  do you ever like wake up and do something and you’re just like what the hec– fuck is goin on  ’ ‘  what’s good, brah you don’t know me! you don’t– WHAT IS GOOD! YOU DON’T KNOW! YOU DON’T KNOW ME! ’ ‘  it’s summer i got my hat on backwards and it’s time to fucking party  ’ ‘  anyone ever tell you you look like beyonce?  ’ ‘  I LOVE YOU, BITCH. I AIN’T EVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU BITCH  ’ ‘  BITCH I HOPE THE FUCK YOU DO YOU’LL BE A DEAD SON OF A BITCH, I TELL YOU THAT  ’ ‘  and they were roommates!  ’ ‘  oh my god, they were roommates  ’ ‘  oh my god, i love chipotle chipotle is my liiiiife   ’ ‘  this bitch empty YEET!!!!  ’ ‘  WHERE ARE THOOOOOSE  ’ ‘  THEY ARE MY CROCS  ’ ‘  bitch disgusting  ’ ‘  yeaaah. yeAAAAAH.  ’ ‘  so no head?  ’ ‘  THIS IS WHY MOM DOESN’T FUCKING LOVE YOU!  ’ ‘  i’ll kill you. i’ll kill you. i’m not even worried about it.  ’ ‘  ahh, fuck. i can’t believe you’ve done this  ’ ‘  aHH STOP! i could’ve dropped my croissant!  ’ ‘  what’s up me and my boys are going to see uncle kracker  ’ ‘  give me my hat back, jordan!  ’ ‘  do you wanna go see uncle kracker or no!?  ’ ‘  i sneezed! oh, i’m not allowed to sneeze?!  ’ ‘  look at all those chickens  ’ ‘  i smell like beef  ’ ‘  i gotta go home cause i forgot to… vacuum my room  ’ ‘  actually, megan, i can’t sit anywhere. i have hemorrhoids.  ’ ‘  is there anything better than pussy? yes! a really good book  ’ ‘  mom, i’m peein on myself  ’ ‘  sorry, i’m on the toilet. i hope the ice cream don’t melt, bitch  ’ ‘  honestly i don’t remember, i was probably fucked up. yeah, i was crazy back then  ’ ‘  I WON’T HESITATE, BITCH!  ’ ‘  just shut up and die slowly, okay?  ’ ‘  two bros chillin in a hot tub five feet apart cause they’re not gay!  ’ ‘  mother trucker, dude! that hurt like a butt cheek on a stick!  ’ ‘  i said WHOEVER THREW THAT PAPER, YOUR MOMS A HO  ’ ‘  you remember one time i liked you? GOOD! cause it never happened  ’ ‘  if your name is junior and you’re really handsome, come on raise your hand  ’ ‘  i’M WASHIN ME AND MY CLOTHES, BITCH! I’M WASHING ME AND MY CLOTHES  ’ ‘  waddup i’m jared, i’m nineteen, and i never fucking learned how to read  ’ ‘  whAT THE FUCK IS UP, KYLE? NO WHAT’D YOU SAY? WHAT THE FUCK, DUDE! STEP THE FUCK UP KYLE  ’ ‘  oh my god why can’t you just take the fricken compliMENT  ’ ‘  is that a wEED? i’m callin the police!!!  ’ ‘  yo, drink this vodka down the hatch c’mon  ’ ‘  it is wednesday, my dudes. aaaaAAAAAAH  ’ ‘  there is only one thing worst than a rapist… a child!  ’ ‘  get to del taco, they got a new thing called fre shavocado  ’ ‘  *to the tune of ghostbusters* i’m an adult virgin  ’ ‘  hi my name is tre, i have a basketball game tomorrooooow  ’ ‘  babeyou’reafuckingbitchiwantyoutogetthefuckoutofmycarcauseiwannabreakupwithyou i fucking hate you   ’ ‘  todays forecast we can clearly see that somebody got me fucked up. FUCKED. UP.  ’ ‘  whAT’S UP FUCKERS  ’ ‘  FUCK YOU, THAT’S WHY  ’ ‘  he needs some milk!  ’ ‘  you are my dad. YOU’RE MY DAD! boogie woogie woogie  ’ ‘  yEAH NO SHIT, HONEY  ’ ‘  oooooh my boy going to prom. fuck it up! fuck it up! fuck it up!  ’ ‘  hey, how you doin? i’m doing just fine. i lied. i’m dying inside  ’ ‘  honey, you got a big storm comin  ’ ‘  i wanna fucking DIE  ’ ‘  road work ahead? uh yeah i sure hope it does  ’ ‘  the yo-yo master did not answer, he just kept on yo-ing  ’ ‘  welcome back to me screaming  ’ ‘  you know sometimes i think to myself what are you waiting for you dumb stupid fuuuuuuck!  ’ ‘  do you ever shut the fuck up?  ’

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    ‘  RUNNING AWAY  ’  may be too strong a word for what jason does.    after all,   he always goes home !    is safe between sheets in his mother’s home before the streetlights go up.   still,   he knows his family hates it    -    hates him out in the city on his own.     &  so the  LAST  thing he planned was to run into his father     (  it’s not his weekend  )    smack on the path in central park.    boy holds tight to his backpack straps,   embarrassment creeping onto him   -   knowing he’s caught doing something  WRONG !        “  uh .     hi.  ” 

@beliedthoughts  /  sc.

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     THIS IS THERAPY !   but the relationship between jason  &  his psychiatrist    (  and the relationship between the psychiatrist  and  his mother  )  feels like it’s gone far beyond those lines.   now,    when mendel comes over,   it feels more comfortable   -   more like those  FAMILY DINNERS  he is a constant guest at.    as they sit  side - by - side  on the tabletop,    HESITANCE  rolls off of the boy in waves.    something stewing  just  below the surface.        finally,    with a deep inhale,   he decides to speak:       “  mr mendel    -   ”   jason is anything but stupid.    and he can read those two like a book.     “   as regarding your  INTENTIONS  to my mother.  .  .  ”   

@dencuement  /  sc.

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OKAY  SO:

i just deleted pretty much ALL of my drafts.  i think its part of wht was just Dragging me down on This blog  ( also i’m having Excessive muse for fandoms completely unrelated 2 theatre which kinda pulls me out of Here,  but i wanna get back ).  but i deleted everything & am planning to try n write here some more just w/ new stuff. so that said,   LIKE FOR A STARTER !   please specify muse !

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DTHSTLKER.

the answer took him by S U R P R I S E, surely, he knew that his dad was not the only ASSHOLE in town, but to hear the bitter truth from someone else felt almost SURREAL. ❛ — oh.     ❜  he felt somewhat B A D for bringing it up (   maybe now wasn’t the time…  )  but in all NERVOUSNESS, he couldn’t seem to pick up on the obvious signs that jason was clearly not in the mood. ❛ was he always like that   ? or did — did he change  ?   sorry for all the questions i just... curious. ❜

   “   HE’S ALWAYS BEEN AN ASS.   ”   harsh words from a young boy !   all caught up in the moment,   he doesn’t entirely  MEAN  what he says   (  but he isn’t taking it back  ).     “  he’s    -   whatever.  ”   he doesn’t want to talk about it  ;   he never wants to talk about it.     brown eyes dart away,  arms crossing as if he can close off the subject.     or at least get it away from himself.        “  w h y  ?     is  your dad  an asshole too?  ”   HE FIGURES,   how the question is posed,   it must be the case. 

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i started Sobbing the instant i saw “jane hopper” and tHEN THE SNOW BALL . AND NOW JOYCE AND WILL ARE DANCING . IM SURE THERES EVEN MORE TO COME BUT WOW!!!! WOW!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD WOW