Fidelitas Ad Regem

If you do not wish to kneel before his presence, take my blade at your throat as a sign to reconsider. ((Indie AU RP blog for Despair!Fukawa))

[scriptum-morte]

Rather l-arge gaps have l-left the last few days a-absent from my memory. Judging b-y the foul s-tench and stains on my b-bed sheets howe-ver, its easy en-ough to guess what happened.

Lovely.

[scriptum-morte]

"E-excuse my a-a-absence.....A b-bad case of the flu and deadlines had l-eft me under the weather, so to speak."

[Running her fingers through the knotted mess of her fringe, the writer pushes her glasses up the bridge of her nose, sighing slightly as the start of a headache made itself present in the back of her mind.]

"N-ot that you would care, or notice to b-begin with...."

[brainwashedbyromance]

scriptum-morte started following you

"A-Another one.. Gh-Ghhg.. Th-There’s so many of you- me-… Th-This can’t possibly be tr-true… Wh-What do you want?"

[scriptum-morte]

"I w-ouldn't say another of you......Y-you look far to different, like you weren't th-ought out before being put into creation. How.....Disappointing."

[kagonotorii]

  [ ♫ ♪  ] ——- ; ; “I—-Haven’t even said anything yet„ Touko. Ah, but if you’d like I can leave in case I’m beginning to irritate you ?”

[scriptum-morte]

"Your pr-esence is irritation in general Maizono, but i-f you can refrain from singing those dreadful p-pop songs, you can be tolerated for a while."

[ciiseaux-archive-deactivated201]

     ”…Oh. So y-you’re only an alternate? That’s a shame; I thought you w-were somebody important. Very well, if you want to speak further then so be it. H-how’s life then, chasing that sickening, imaginary…concept you describe as ‘hope’? What a waste…I was always a w-waste of life anyway, but I cannot stand to see what I used to be…”

As Fukawa bitterly rambled on however, she suddenly sensed something strange in the other. She didn’t like the feeling, but somehow she felt that…they had something in common somehow. And it wasn’t just that they were the same person.

"…For an alternate, you sure seem to be…keen of yourself."

[scriptum-morte]

"Important e-nough to be bothered by your presence."

Bleak grey hues narrow sharply at the alters words, a thin line forming on the girls lips. Adjusting the cuffs on her sleeves, Touko gave the fabric a sharp tug, before answering the girls questions at hand.

"Hope? No. M-y views and path lies in the views of another, 'hope' is not his, so it is not mine."

"K-keen is a stretch. I am useful, m-ore so than any one else. As s-uch i am better and above them. Simple a-s that."

[secretuum-blog]

And I thought Mastermind Fukawa was insane…

"And that, my dear, is how someone dies… And you will be of no use to him if you’re dead. Wouldn’t it be so much better to live, so you can be in his presence?"

What am I even saying? That is the most toxic relationship I’ve heard of…

[scriptum-morte]

"I am not ignorant to how death works, nor am i stupid enough to cut deep enough to die. I love to serve and i would not endanger my ability to do so."

[scriptum-morte]

It s-eems my absence has gone unnoticed again. 

N-not that any recognition would g-o recuperated to begin with, but it would be normal to deem it nice to h-ave some in the first place.

Unfortunately i had another relapse, a-s is the meaning of my absence and the f-resh scar on my thigh.

No matter.

Good morning.

[kindlich-deactivated20140408]

“Y-you stole my line.”

“In addition to all.”

[scriptum-morte]

"I didn't steal anything. D-ont be stupid."

[secretuum-blog]

"So your train of thought and perception on others is based on that iconic novel… You believe yourself to be the protagonist, Alice, correct? And judging by the other incarnations of you I’ve met, The Hatter you idolise so much must be… Togami-kun, right?"

"Removing your tongue would be painful, and not the best of ideas.What if you ran out of paper, ink or anything of the like? How would you communicate your needs and wants with others? With him?”

[scriptum-morte]

"My views and what i do or of no c-concern to you detective."

"Painful or n-ot it wouldn't matter, i'd cut open my legs and write with my blood, the floor at his feet as my paper. There a-re improvisations to a lack of ink and paper, and forced injury for Byakuya-sama's sake is always worth it."

[scriptum-morte]

fujosatsu started following you

".........Interesting......"

[secretuum-blog]

"Ah, but anyone can be viewed as a tyrant. And with such a prestigious title that you have given me… Couldn’t I, as the Red Queen, have you beheaded…?"

"I’m joking, of course. Though I don’t believe you should cut out your tongue — It would be a shame for an author being suddenly unable to express their words as coherent verbally as they do in writing."

[scriptum-morte]

"The Hatter saves Alice b-efore such a thing could happen, and by counter he w-ould do the same with me."

"J-oking or not your logic would fail. I do not n-need my tongue to express my words, pen and paper work just as well. T-there would be no use for a tongue as vile as mine, and adding words of c-ompliment onto them for anyone but The Hatter makes the idea of removing it all the more tempting."

[secretuum-blog]

"You said Queen. You didn’t specify it was from such a novel, nor did you specify whether I was the White Queen or the Red Queen. So yes, I will in fact take it as a compliment. Thank you for your random act of kindness, Fukawa-san.”

[scriptum-morte]

"One wouldn't w-ant to use the word Queen on you in a positive light r-egardless of whether it's from fiction or not. A Queen is viewed as a tyrant i-n any form. Never mistake a-ny of my words as compliments. J-ust the very thought makes me want to c-ut out my tongue."

[quillsandscissors]

"You’re n-no better, are you…. c-considering, as you already figured out, that w-we are the s-same person…"

[scriptum-morte]

"We are effectively the s-ame person, but that doesn't mean we are the same. There a-re differences."

[secretuum-blog]

"What a prestigious status. I don’t believe I’ve heard it before. Should I take it as a compliment?"

[scriptum-morte]

"It was far from a compliment Kirigiri. Are you not f-amiliar with Lewis Carols 'Alice's Adventures In Wonderland'? Or are you i-gnorent to the fact that i'm insulting you?"

[scriptum-morte]

secretuum started following you

"And the queen gives grace with her presence. What do you want?"

[inked-despair]

PLEASE DO NOT USE MY ICONS OMG I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH

PLEASE

I SPEND HOURS MAKING THEM FOR MINE AND A FEW OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS USE

PLEASE DONT USE THEM

PLEASE

THANKS

[quillsandscissors]

"You’re n-no better, are you…. c-considering, as you already figured out, that w-we are the s-same person…"

[scriptum-morte]

"I'm not stupid. You l-ook exactly like me aside from the l-lack of a chest and braids. Its easy enough to put t-two and two together, moron."

"R-regardless, we're not the same. I'm better then you."