Exploring my little/middle side in a safe space. Early 40's Capricorn. Spoken for by @driftless-wanderer, he is my one and only. Please have age in bio or you will be blocked. Will more or less be NSFW, 21+ only please. **Because I apparently have to say this: Do NOT call me any form of a pet name. I am not your babygirl, little one, sweetheart, darlin, love, baby, hunnie, angel. As stated I am spoken for and he is the ONLY one who has that permission. Consent is real in all things, don't be a dick**
Not new to tumblr or blogging for that matter but very new to the formal DD/LG world. I say formal because my intended DD says I am a natural and if we're being honest? I've dealt with wannabe doms/fuckboys anytime I've dipped my toes into the BDSM community waters. Clearly I was looking in all the wrong places or really the right place but had a neon sign for assholes on my forehead.
Then he came along and things started to change. Sadly it is my nature to run and hide when things start getting intimate or have the chance to run deeper. So we did this little song and dance for about...almost two years? Lucky for me he saw something in me and I was stubborn enough to keep poking and chatting away.
We've both taken the time to talk in depth about both our wants, desires, and needs from this relationship. It makes me laugh when he says I treated it like a job interview and vetted him like a potential employer. We've both been burned and learned to be cautious, maybe a bit too much. Still he found it refreshing that I didn't just jump blindly into this, roll over and ask for more, and did my research.
I call him my intended DD to my LG because I've not been formally collared yet. There are reasons, only we need to know them, but we have agreed to talk more about it and make it happen. He has been very respectful (as have I) during this time, what more could I ask for? It's been simply put...amazing getting to know him on this level.
After sitting here and thinking it over the idea of blogging this journey came to mind. As stated before this is a new world but blogging is not a new thing for me. The hope is to not only share my thoughts/feelings with my intended but to share it with the internet world. Thank you, dear reader, for taking the time to visit my little corner and sharing in this journey.
It's been a real shitty fucking week. Like legit Monday to Monday bookends of the shittiest week.
Mom had a stroke...big stroke...survived and is on the mend. Reach out to someone who has not only been my rock but my best friend for going on 5 years and what happens? He informs me of some of his only family heartbreaks and bad things then proceeds to pretty much shut me out. Not only shut me out but full on push me away and reading between the lines to fuck off...
He was much more than that though and my heart has been broken into a million pieces. I did not reply to his message, he stated there was no need among other choice words, and instead rage deleted all contacts I had with him on every platform.
He won't ever see this, hasn't seen anything I've posted in a long time and honestly? I think it's time to let this blog ride off into the sunset. Relationships have set sail, bridges were burned, and hearts can't be mended right now.
Be good to one another. It's shitty out there and a little kindness goes a long way in most cases. It costs nothing to be a decent human being.
Sometimes I wonder why I'm not enough. Why I am not able to help...knowing I can't. Knowing this is their journey to go down, their journey to work through.
It does leave me feeling a little less...everything. Then I get mad that I've made this about me somehow. Maybe I didn't make it about me but either way I'm feeling empty.
There is a lot I want to say but I don't like airing my dirty laundry in public. You may see this as baiting but really I don't know where else to go with this. I don't have anyone to really talk to about it except one and I can't. So instead I write here, which has been a hot minute but where else can I just let go? Where else can I get my thoughts out and feelings when there is no one to pour my heart out to?
My mind is going three million different places at once and deep down I know what the end result will be. I'm just tired...tired of a lot of things. Frustrated and a little disenchanted.
Being her Daddy actually means a lot, and you shouldn't call yourself by that title if you don't understand, fully, what it involves.
It's NOT just being called Daddy in the bedroom. It's being her rock, her safe place, the space she can retreat to when everything is too much. It's dealing with her emotions, validating her feelings and being a positive role model.
It's reminding her about her place in the world, in a way that works for HER.
Some of you 'Daddies' couldn;t look after a Tamagotchi for more than a day, and it shows. Be a better man for her.
Wanted to create some more unique questions for y'all. Feel free to reblog and ask :3
Also there are finally my answers down there! :>
What are the ideal nudes that someone could send you?
Have you ever humped a pillow until you came? Would you?
Hottest food someone can eat?
Genie granted you three NSFW wishes. What are you wishing for?
Something you did in bed and would NEVER do again?
Something you did in bed and would LOVE to do again?
Something you never did in bed and would rather never do?
Something you never did in bed and would love to do?
Look around yourself. You are EXTREMELY horny. What unusual object are you using to get off?
What slasher killer would you love to get railed by and why?
What kink/fantasy of yours are you the most embarrassed about? Why?
What’s the weirdest thing that turned you on? Did you masturbate to it? Would you do it again?
What is your darkest kink?
What body part would you worship on other people to the end of time because NGHHHH?
Are you happy with the type of genital you have? If not, would you want the opposite? Why?
You masterbated yourself to starvation. What’s the top number 1 food you crave RN?
What’s the best term that describes you sexually?
You can do only ONE thing to your partner sex-wise for an entire month. What is your pick?
Would you be able to go full month just pleasing your partner daily, without getting anything back?
What hairstyle you find attractive?
What video of you would you love to take sometimes? Why haven’t you yet?
What’s a toy you’d love to use? Why?
What’s your favourite thing about a quickie?
Have you or would you ever masturbate with toothpaste/tiger balm/numbing balm etc.?
Have you ever kissed someone of the same gender? What’s the best part on it?
What’s the most flattering thing someone’s said about your naked body?
What’s a part of clothing you would love to see your crush/partner in?
What does your ideal one night stand look like?
Do you have a favourite CNC scenario? Which is it?
Favourite position to give oral? And to receive?
What’s your fantasy celebrity threesome?
What is your most unusual turn on?
Do you have some songs you wanna get railed to?
What’s your opinion on anal?
Do you like to have rough sex? What you love the most?
Do you like to have sensual sex? What you love the most?
What’s your opinion on sexting?
Do you like getting teased in public? Why or why not?
What’s your biggest sexual pet peeve?
What are you favourite pet names to be called during sex?
What’s the best orgasm you had in past months?
Do you like going commando?
What language is the sexiest?
Is FreeUse hot? Why?
What would you love to roleplay as in bed?
What scent you find arousing?
Favourite way of being degraded?
Favourite way of being praised?
Favourite thing to do when dominating?
Favourite thing to do when being dominated?
Have you ever tried something only for it to become a hard limit of yours? How so?
Would you be willing to try something off limits? If yes, what would the circumstances have to be?
Do you like to be intoxicated during sex? How? Why?
Would you like to expose yourself/get exposed? If yes, are there some limits?
Best romantic evening setting, go!
Best sexual evening setting, go!
Would you watch porn with your partner? What would be your pick?
Would you ever participate in a goon day/weekend?
Would you ever participate in Locktober?
Would you ever participate in NoNutNovember?
Do you like tattoos or piercings on your partner? What would be the best places for them to have them?
What is a sex-challenge you would create? Would you do it with your partner or solo?
What is something you always wanted to ask your partner but didn’t had the courage to?
What is something you would love your partner to forget about you?
Is there a kink/fetish you would like your partner to have? Why?
Is there a kink/fetish you would like your partner NOT to have? Why?
Considering you ABSOLUTELY WOULD HAVE to do the next thing your partner will ask you to. What do YOU wish that would be?
Do you trust your partner enough to be their no-limit sex slave for 24 hours? Why not? What would be the limits?
Would you let your partner pimp you out?
THIS OR THAT?
Ropes or Cuffs?
Furries or Robots?
Fully naked or Fully clothed?
Take Erotic photos of someone or Let someone take erotic photos of you?
What’s a better gag? Panties or Socks?
Creampie or Throatpie?
Cuck someone or Get cucked?
Blunt pain or Sharp pain?
Obedient sub or Bratty sub?
Forever watch porn or Forever read porn
Proffesional or Amateur porn?
Feet or Hands?
Lights on or lights off?
Have a harem of men or Have a harem of women?
Truth or dare or FapRoulette?
Multiple orgasms vs Orgasm denial?
Nylons or Fishnets?
Pet or Slave?
Worship ass or Worship feet?
Mommy/Daddy or Master/Mistress?
Bites vs Slaps?
Bruises vs Cuts?
Latex or Leather?
FOR PEOPLE WITH VAGINAS:
Do you like your clit touched? How is it best?
Favourite way to jerk off?
Best thing about having a vagina?
What’s the nicest compliment you ever got about your vagina? What you think should be complimented on it?
FOR PEOPLE WITH PENISES:
Favorite blowjob technique?
Favorite way to jerk off?
Best thing about having a penis?
What’s the nicest compliment you ever got about your penis? What you think should be complimented on it?
BONUS QUESTIONS!
Are you satisfied with your sex life? If not, what would you change? If yes, is there something you would still like to improve to make it even better?
Are you satisfied with yourself in bed? What you think you lack? What you think you excel at?
Did you found out something new about yourself?
Considering you and your sex life, is there something you are so PROUD OF you would brag about it on reddit? (Or tumblr lol, Stole this from reddit)
Considering you are going to have sex today, what are some things you would love to experience?
