Fall Down;Get Up

I like staying up from dusk to dawn with something mind altering in hand. I also love to read and write, books with purpose that make me want to change myself. I dislike people with huge egos, tendencies to litter, and unflattering clothes. I just want to lay under the sun and dream. Lots of love xx -P

[saltyocean]

julia fischer

[scuffmyshoes]

May

I think I might be getting a little too full of myself but I also have crippling anxiety so I have no idea if those go together? 

[stylerain-deactivated20150608]

[scuffmyshoes]

In two weeks Ill have been at my job for one year. And honestly its like wow I worked my butt off, Im killin it, making dat cashhmeoutside, and I feel like thats all I needed lol. I did a year now I need to go vacation and be a stay at home mom and lounge around in a fur coat. One years enough as a working woman ha ha ha Im sorta kidding but not entirely oh boy im in trouble

[russia-instagram]

[scuffmyshoes]

I’m so tired. Work has taken over everything. 

[scuffmyshoes]

Merry

It’s Christmas. And it was a good day but its the end of the day and now I’m sad. I don’t want it to all be over, so quickly after so much effort. I just feel funny. Typing away on my new laptop in my new pajamas, maybe I feel like Ive been given too much and I feel guilty or maybe I I dont know. I’m having troube articulating this feeling. Plus I have a 9:00am appointment tomorrow when the rest of the world will be asleep. Oh well. See you on the next one. Merry Merry.

[rumineely]

[thoughts-memories]

[scuffmyshoes]

A Tiny House With You

I want to live in a tiny house with the love of my life. Read thought provoking books and go to sleep early entangled in a loft with a skylight looking at the stars, wake up and watch the sun come up while drinking strong green tea out of beautiful mugs on a balcony overlooking the mountains or the top of a city, or the bottom of a sandy desert. A tiny space where we hardly fit in the shower together but we laugh and laugh, and one person cooks for the other because there arent enough burners on the stove and its not me no certainly not me cooking, and just relax into another world another land far away from the stresses that encompass my current daily grind.

[rumineely]

[howtobeparisian-deactivated2016]

Le coeur d’une femme

[aestheticacadema]

[narkothon]

Kurt and Courtney Los Angeles apartment on Spaulding Avenue, spring 1992.

[scuffmyshoes]

DevilWearsPrada

8:30am-6:30pm with no lunch. Lunch is a luxury I do not always get to partake in. Spring is brutal or is this year round? I am officially no longer fun, free, or fearless. I am a prominent member of this society though *yawn*

[scuffmyshoes]

Day Off

Getting nails done before I had a job: relaxing and reading gossip magazines Getting nails done now: trying to text with one hand in the warm water bowl, having a slight panic attack that I cant check my email for more than ten minutes with my nails in the dryer, having a phone conversation with a lawyer while trying not to laugh as they scrub my feet, help me lawd

[misswallflower]

[scuffmyshoes]

A Working Girl

I can’t believe I have been working for a month for the #1 realtor. Life is absolutely insane. I work 9 hours a day pretty much most days a week with an occasional day off. It is fascinating, fun, stressful, exhausting, and chaotic. It feels great to be productive and working and making real money and it also is very very tiring and it feels as though my whole life revolves around work now. Which isnt necessarily bad, its just different. Definitely taking time to get used to being so busy but I do really really like the changes. Lol It feels as though I am the assistant in Devil Wears Prada except I am never going to get a makeover or any free clothing.